425. Chapter 425 I have never loved anyone but I am learning to love now
"If he wants the Qiao family, Yixing must get the Qiao family unconditionally. When he marries Qiao Zihua, I will act with him. If I can't even do this...why should I stay with him..."
"It's enough to hurt him once."
"Your sadness and jealousy are not just an act."
"It's just a conditioned reflex. I don't like him touching other women. If I can tolerate him touching other women, maybe this matter won't be so difficult for me..." In the past month or so, she has struggled a lot in her heart.
I don’t remember anymore…
"You don't believe him..."
"If I don't even believe in Yixing, who can I trust?" Jian Shan chuckled, "When Yixing asked me to act with him, I knew that he and I were already a whole. I was very happy.
He needs me, and I can finally help him a little bit..."
"..."
This sounds really harsh.
"I'm also afraid that he and Qiao Zihua will fake it. It's not that I don't believe him, but that I don't have confidence in myself..."
On the day of Song Ziyi's wedding, she watched Song Ziyi and Bai Li standing in front of the priest. They took oaths and kissed... There were not many guests, and the whole ceremony was very simple, but at that moment, she felt heartbroken...
She is really envious...
Chu Yixing has been holding her hand, interlocking with her fingers, out of sight of others...
For the first time...I want a status, I want...a wedding.
I want something simple...
But she didn't expect that she would actually say it. As soon as she said it, she regretted it. She saw Chu Yixing's expression...
With just one word, she could hurt him.
She feels so useless!
"Jian Hui once again used me to threaten Yi Xing. What I'm afraid of is not that Yi Xing won't choose me. What I'm afraid of is that he chooses me... Because this means that I'm holding him back again and becoming a stumbling block for him...
"
Jian Shan's tears fell, "He was so hurt by me that he lost even the most basic judgment... He actually drafted Tianqi's transfer letter... He actually wanted to use Tianqi, which he had worked so hard to create.
Change me..."
"……do not talk."
"I know that with his and Bai Li's abilities, just two bullets can solve all problems, but he didn't. He was willing to be threatened by Jian Hui, and he was willing to get into trouble..."
"do not talk."
"Qi Jinmo..." Jian Shan raised her eyes to look at him, "Maybe you did the right thing, you made everything entangled and all the dilemmas come to an end, but I can't be happy... because after all, that is my father... my mother
s husband……"
Qi Jinmo stood up and walked out without saying a word.
Jian Shan wiped away her tears and stared blankly at the door... closing her eyes.
Qi Jinmo stood outside the door, "They are all fucking idiots!
What’s so good about such a strong relationship that one would rather burn oneself to death than give up! What’s so good about such a relationship that tortures each other and is cautious!
What’s so good about it! Procrastinate, wiggle, and cry!
Just as he closed the door, he kicked it open again. Jian Shan looked at him in horror...
"I don't care what happens between you and Chu Yixing! I don't want to know! I just know that I want you to be my woman! Whether you love her or hate her, I don't care!"
"..."
"From today on, I will be very nice to you! Very nice! Better than Chu Yixing!"
"Qi Jinmo..."
"I said that I have never loved anyone, and I have no intention of loving anyone! But now I am learning to love you!"
"..."
"You have to accept it even if you accept it, and you have to accept it even if you don't accept it! Damn Chu Yixing can make you die, why can't I!"
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