467. Chapter 467 You are not stupid, you should have found out a long time ago
"He is also very good to you..." Qing Ling looked at her quietly.
"Qing Ling, don't think too much..."
"Shanshan, if you see him again, help me bring him a message..."
Jian Shan's brows frowned slightly...
"Why do you need me to take him? Go and tell him yourself! You have been hiding from him for so long, do you really plan to hide from him for the rest of your life?"
"Shanshan, I know... you don't understand me..."
"..."
"I thought you could understand me, but in fact I was wrong."
Jian Shan couldn't quite understand Qing Ling's words... The only thing she knew was that she was too weak now... She needed to rest...
"Whether it's with Chu Yixing or with Jin Mo, the stability we want...can't exist...the kind of days of being on tenterhooks, the kind of days of being in a hail of bullets every three days...I've had enough...
"
"I thought you would feel the same as me... you would be scared, timid, and want to escape..."
Jian Shan took out the cotton gauze and wiped the sweat from her head...
"I'm scared, Qing Ling, I'm scared too..."
"But you are still willing to stay with Chu Yixing..."
"I love him."
Jian Shan said calmly.
Qing Ling nodded, "I know you love him, and he is very good to you... A woman like you deserves the best..."
"But I'm different from you... I'm just an extremely ordinary woman. I don't have the courage to stay with him, and I don't have the greatness to give up everything for love..."
"But Qing Ling, you only have one person. Apart from Qi Qi, you only have one person..."
"I would rather die alone... than be frightened around him..." Qing Ling looked at Jian Shan, "What did you call him...?"
"..."
"Qiqi...?" Qingling chuckled, "He...allows you to call him that?"
"No, it's not..."
"Shanshan, thank you... thank you for keeping your promise to me and not telling Jin Mo about this child..."
Jian Shan closed her eyes, "Qing Ling, you don't understand Qi Jinmo, he——"
"No matter whether the child can be born or not... don't tell him... don't tell him... Jian Shan, you promise me!"
"..."
"promise me!"
Jian Shan sniffed and nodded vigorously.
"Qi Qi..." Qing Ling murmured... with a nice smile on her face, "He must like this nickname..."
"He's not at all—"
"That time Jin Mo was taken to a private house by Huangfu, and he took you away..."
"..." Jian Shan's body stiffened slightly.
"After you guys left, Huangfu played the entire video for me to watch... I watched it over and over again in the room... It turns out... Jinmo still has such an expression... It turns out that he also has such an expression because of what a person said.
Those little emotions arise from the actions he makes...it turns out that he also cares about people..."
Jian Shan shook his head, "Qing Ling, it's not what you think..."
"I've been following him since I was fifteen years old. I know him very well. The way he looks at you, the tone of his voice when he talks to you, the cautious way his arms want to lift up but then put them down again... Shanshan, don't you
Stupid, you should have discovered it long ago..."
"Qingling!"
"He's in love with you."
"That's not it!" Jian Shan stood up suddenly, "It's not what you think, the person he likes is you! He wants you to accompany him forever! I have read his diary, and it is so clear in his diary.
