"Did you go to the hospital today?" Qi Jinmo looked at her and kept holding the hospital document bag tightly in her hand.
"Yes." Jian Shan nodded.
She raised the document bag in her hand, "Would you like to see me and Yixing's little monster?"
"..."
Jian Shan took out the film without waiting for his answer. Even if he looked through the street lamp, it was pitch black, but Jian Shan spoke eloquently...
"Xiao Juan."
His clear and clean voice interrupted her.
"Huh?" Jian Shan put away the baby's film, leaned on the chair, and shook his legs gently.
"Get rid of the baby."
"..."
"You should be aware of your physical condition. This child -"
"Qiqi. I'm going to die anyway, it's just too early or too late. In that case, why do you want to get rid of this child?" Jian Shan chuckled, "Are you using this little life in exchange for me surviving for a few more days?"
"Do you think you are so great?!"
"Isn't it great?" Jian Shan looked at Qi Jinmo, her face was calm, "Do you know what a big joke God has played on me?"
Qi Jinmo looked at her.
"Why didn't you just shoot me in the heart?"
"..." Qi Jinmo felt choked.
"If you were shot in the heart, you wouldn't be able to survive, right? You wouldn't feel the pain like this now, which is tens of millions of times worse than before."
Qi Jinmo clenched her fists, he was the one who killed her...
"At that time, I thought Yixing was dead, and I thought... I wouldn't be able to survive. But I believe that if I die, Yixing won't be unable to survive, but... he will be in pain."
"Back then, he worked for Huangfu for my chance of survival and was threatened by Huangfu... I was thinking, if Huangfu asked him to die at that time, would he... die?"
"Qiqi, is there any way to make him less painful?"
Jian Shan's eyes returned from a distance and focused on Qi Jinmo.
Qi Jinmo had a pair of dark eyes, and it was hard to see what was hidden in them in the dark night...
"Or... it can reduce his pain a little bit..."
"Qiqi, do you know? Ever since I met him in the third year of junior high school, I have been worried that he doesn't love me or that one day this love will diminish or disappear. But these days, I have begun to believe that he not only loves me
And I will fall in love more and more...but for the first time, I hope he doesn't love me so much."
In this case, will he feel less pain?
"Why don't you tell him?"
"I know him too well. He would let me take away this child in exchange for the slim possibility."
"..."
Jian Shan shook his head gently, "But I won't. I will trade my life for the slim possibility of this child. I will definitely be able to... endure it."
Qi Jinmo pursed his thin lips and his eyes were as calm as water. He followed Jian Shan's gaze and looked at the rooftop of the neon building opposite.
More and more reporters and media are attending the scene, and dignitaries are also arriving in an endless stream...
The hustle and bustle on the rooftop was getting louder and louder.
The cell phone in the bag rang. Jian Shan took it out, watched it flash to stop, and then turned off the phone.
Qi Jinmo glanced at her lightly.
"You are the hostess of this party."
"..."
"If you don't show up, that man will become everyone's laughing stock."
laughing stock……
"Then just laugh."
"..."
"When my father died, I was thinking, why didn't I feel so much sadness? Later I figured it out, actually... I still hated him a little. It seems that only those who hate someone will not feel sad about his death.
