529. Chapter 529 I don't mind if you use me to use anything
Qi Jinmo raised the corners of his lips, "Tell the truth, be honest."
"..."
"Are you still afraid of me? I remember that I didn't do anything worthy of making you afraid of me..."
Jian Shan pursed her lips and shook her head...
"no……"
"What is that?" Qi Jinmo didn't want to ask, but when the answer was obvious, he wanted to hear it from her mouth.
"You are so good to me..."
"Haha! Do you mean that I am being nice to you and have become a burden to you?"
"no!"
Jian Shan gritted his teeth...
"Do you think...you are using me?"
She nodded.
"What are you using me for?"
He said it calmly... It was a matter of course to ask. It is impossible for a smart person like him not to know...
"Take advantage of my...friendship for you?"
friendship……
Jian Shan's lips pursed tighter, and her brows furrowed tighter...
Qi Jinmo raised the corner of his mouth, put his arm around her shoulders, and hugged her, "Oh my God, Xiaojuan, this is the first time I have been so patient and kind to someone, and in the end, I was treated as a burden?
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"If someone like me treats you well, shouldn't it be your benefit?"
"If you insist on being pretentious about using me or not, then I can tell you... I don't mind if you use me. You can use anything, including my "friendship" for you. You can use it as much as you want."
"..."
Jian Shan's fists clenched...
Feeling distressed...
"I remember you said that you are famous for being heartless. Why have you become so indecisive now? Thinking ahead and looking forward? It's not like you anymore."
Because he doesn't know about Qing Ling... He doesn't know how much Qing Ling has paid for him...
He had never been kind to Qing Ling when she was alive, but now...he is so kind to her...
She refused to let Chu Yixing share anything with her, but left the problem on Qi Jinmo...
She felt...uncomfortable, felt like...taking possession of Qingling... felt like...betrayed Yixing...
She was right to mention the word friendship first...
But at that time, many things did not happen...
And now...
"I really don't like your face now."
Qi Jinmo let go of her, with an impatient look on his face, as if she had drained his appetite.
He got up and walked to the balcony, wearing the same light gray sweater... so light that his whole body melted into the warm spring light...
"If you must be so awkward and pretentious, then I won't go back to Jingyuan and let Fitz take you back."
"..."
Jian Shan stood up, walked to the balcony, and stood next to him, "Why...do you want to save me?"
Is it because of the not-so-pure "friendship" or...his whim?
"many reasons."
"Can I know?"
"Do you want to know?"
Jian Shan nodded, perhaps it was clear that she would not be so entangled anymore.
Qi Jinmo looked at her sideways, his face was pale and he had lost a lot of weight... He was not as rosy as before, and when he smiled, he looked like a red apple.
He turned around and took a shallow breath, "Fitz said you were the first person that I could take care of with such care and trouble... Actually, you are not."
"..."
"Xiao Juan, there are many things that I didn't write in my diary. Do you want to listen?"
Jian Shan's heart skipped a beat... Looking at his handsome face, facing the afternoon sun, he looked as gentle as a painting.
Not a murderer as the world calls him, not a madman as others see him...
He was once naive, worked hard, and gave his all for someone or something.
Jian Shan raised the corners of her lips slightly, "Okay."
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[Nagging]: It seems that it’s really late~ I originally wanted to do more rough together with today’s, but later I found that it was a bit loud... Today’s is still old~ Mmm~
Besides, Kaige was too boring, so...
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