"As long as there is hope, you can't give up. Instead of thinking about what you don't have, it's better to seize every possibility and live well. Even if it means... using you, Qi Qi."
Qi Jinmo pulled Jian Shan and hugged her. It was a polite hug, gentle, without even touching her body...
Jian Shan sniffed.
She thought she was lucky. At this moment, she no longer regretted opening this Pandora's box.
"It was me who caused you to die. I will let you live, Xiaojuan, you believe me."
"Qi Jinmo, until Feitz brought me here today, I have been lying. I said... I don't hate you. That is a lie. From the moment I knew I was going to die, I have hated you.
ribs."
"This month...I've been just pretending..."
She hates him, but she doesn’t want him to stop helping her... She wants to accept his help, but she is afraid of the clear spirits in the sky who are watching...
Qi Jinmo slightly raised the corners of his lips, "I'm just telling you, how could you be such a kind person..."
Jian Shan didn't know whether to cry or laugh for a moment...
Qi Jinmo let go of her and looked at her slightly pale but slightly red cheeks because of her smile.
He should have taken advantage of the situation, pulled her tightly, hugged her, even kissed her... he should have simply caused trouble! It's not that he hadn't thought about it, but...
As long as he takes one step forward, she will take ten steps back.
As long as she talks about feelings, she will stay far away from him...
Maybe, this is good, at least for now.
In the name of mutually acceptable "friendship", he came to save her, and she accepted it without any worries.
He tried his best and failed to keep his mother, he could no longer keep this one...
Jian Shan may know that he has obsessions...
"I won't run away. I won't hide anymore. You must find a way to let me live." Jian Shan said seriously, "When the little monster is born, he will definitely call you godfather!"
"..."
"I will definitely return to Chu Yixing in the future, and I will tell him that you saved our future."
The more she spoke, the more energetic she became, but Qi Jinmo's face grew darker the more he listened...
Obviously, this woman has regarded him as the reincarnation of the Living Buddha...
Qi Jinmo sighed and shrugged, "When Fitz comes back, let him take you back. I'll go take a nap."
"……kindness."
He walked out of the balcony, Jian Shan looked at his back...
Qi Qi, even if you can't let me live, even if everyone in the world thinks that I should blame you and hate you, I won't.
Because at least you gave me hope, at least...you are trying to save...
And I am very happy to be a regret that you want to work hard to redeem.
Just like Mama Qi.
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Fitz felt that after Jian Shan came back from Qi Jinmo's apartment, his whole person became different. He was no longer so taciturn, and seemed to have returned to the Jian Shan he had interacted with before.
Talk more, smile more, be more positive...
I no longer talk about death all day long, and I no longer occasionally wipe away tears.
So Fitz felt bored instead...
How can a dying person not feel sad at all...
He began to flirt with Jian Shan from time to time, such as...
"I heard that Chu Yixing showed off his skills at the bidding meeting for Building C today, which greatly impressed everyone in the industry. Don't you want to go and see him?"
"When I get better, I will see enough."
"What if it doesn't get better!"
"Well... doesn't it seem more convenient to die?" Jian Shan raised his eyebrows, and Fitz's back felt cold.
