"I know there is something... called an accelerant."
"..."
Fitz looked at her...
"What accelerant?" Qi Jinmo narrowed his eyes.
Jian Shan slightly raised the corners of her lips, just holding the corner of Fitz's clothes, and said softly, "I know there is such a thing... Fitz, you said you are a very powerful doctor, I know you have a way to make this happen."
The baby was born safely."
Fitz remained silent.
"I'm afraid that if I delay it any longer... my child... won't be born, so wouldn't it be too unfair for me to hold on for so long..."
Get through it day by day.
There are new hopes every day, and there are new disappointments every day. She doesn't even know how she has persisted until now.
She will die, it seems to be slowly becoming a matter of course. Her only hope now is to let the child be born...
Qing Ling was the same at the beginning. When the child was eight months old, Huangfu gave her a birth-stimulating agent. Although the cost was a bit high, the child was still born.
"What accelerant!" Qi Jinmo picked up Fitz's head and said, "Don't use that kind of thing! If you dare to give it to her, I will kill you now!"
Fitz was in the middle, a little speechless...
One was holding on to his collar, and the other, although very light, was holding on to the corners of his clothes very persistently.
Jian Shan raised his eyes and looked at Qi Jinmo...
She thought that without realizing it, she had done something unforgivable to this man.
"Qiqi... I want the little monster to be born safely, I want him to grow up... Qiqi... please..."
Qi Jinmo turned his head and looked at her.
He clearly promised her that he would let her survive, and he would definitely let her survive...
"I want you to survive."
"It's been such a long time, you should know... I have no hope. My only hope is the little monster... Qiqi..."
"I said don't use it, just don't use it!" Qi Jinmo punched the wall next to him and walked out of the large but suffocating operating room.
Fitz pulled Jian Shan's hand away and looked at her condescendingly.
She looked forward to it...and begged...
If Qi Jinmo continues to stand here, he will be shaken...
"Fitz...Fitz..."
"Let me think about it again."
After Fitz finished speaking, he walked out.
Jian Shan looked at the ceiling, her vision a little blurry.
When spring goes, autumn will come.
Last spring, she got together with the most unforgettable man in her life. Thinking about it, it was like a miracle.
This spring, she selfishly left him again.
At the end of summer last year, she and he experienced an unforgettable separation of life and death.
This summer, everything seems to be happening again.
It's just that this year is much better than last year.
At least Yixing will be fine, at least she won't let him experience this kind of inhuman torture again, and won't let him look at her with that helpless and self-blaming look...
I won't make him feel useless anymore, I won't make him feel guilty anymore, and I won't make him have any regrets in the future.
She will definitely give birth to the child, but... how to put it in his hands...
Will he not love this child because he hates her...
Hey...
So confused...
Jian Shan propped herself up and got out of bed. She walked to the pharmacy room outside the operation and looked around...
…
A burst of crackling and harsh sounds sounded in Qi Jinmo's study...
"So many! So many! How can there be none!"
"Jin Mo, I said from the beginning that the chance is less than one in ten million, so don't have too much hope."