"I really don't know what you were thinking about leaving me under such circumstances... Jian Shan, tell me what's going on in your head..."
Jian Shan covered her face and cried sadly...
"The time I almost died... that time... Ah Rong said you were going crazy... She said every time I get hurt or sick, you are the saddest person, and you are the most helpless person, she said
You are becoming more and more scared and cautious. He said that you are working crazy in the company every day just so that the company can gain a firm foothold as soon as possible and escape from the underworld, because you are afraid that one day you will not be able to guard me... She said
All you want is a healthy and safe me, but... But they said I can't survive... Wuwu... They said I can't even keep our child, and I can't even give you this... Wuwu
…”
"I was afraid that you would die of pain, I was afraid that you would go crazy...so, that's why I left..."
Chu Yixing closed his eyes, pulled Jian Shan into his arms, and the unfamiliar liquid slid down his cheek...
"Shan'er, you've almost tortured me crazy..."
"If you die, I won't be able to survive. I'm afraid you will be like me... I'm afraid..."
"So I went to find Qi Jinmo..."
"I didn't look for him, he looked for me. I don't know where he knew about my situation. I didn't think too much... He said he would save me, but... wuwu... but I didn't expect that he would...
...He will trade his own life for mine... Wuwu..."
"..."
"Yixing, let's not meet again, okay? It's all my fault, it's all my fault... I shouldn't have told you the truth, I shouldn't have separated from you, and I shouldn't have... survived
…Woooo…”
Chu Yixing closed his eyes and hugged her tightly, "Fortunately, it's only five years... if it's fifty years... then what's the point?"
"Woooo..."
"Qi Jinmo is dead, but you are still alive, Shan'er. He didn't let you live so that you would be so stoic, and he didn't let you torture me like this..."
Jian Shan shook his head, "He... he... wants me to accompany him, he must want me to accompany him..."
"What about me?" Chu Yixing let go of her and looked at her, "What should I do?"
"Don't you want my heart? I gave it to you, I told you everything, and you just... just take revenge on me, just dump me... I won't hate you!"
"Haha! That's so nice to say..." Chu Yixing looked at her, "So... even if you stay here, even if you are reluctant to let go of my little cutie, you have never thought of returning to me..."
"You never thought about it from the beginning, right?"
"I owe Jin Mo so much, and I can't come back...Yixing, there are so many good women in this world, just find another one, find another obedient one, who won't behave badly, and won't make you so sad.
Is... okay?"
"Find another one?" Chu Yixing chuckled, "Are you willing? Can you watch me marry another woman?! At first, I was just pretending to marry someone named Qiao, and you were so sad that you almost died. Now I don't want to marry another woman."
Will you feel comfortable marrying one?"
"I...I was young and ignorant at that time, but I don't know how to do it now, I really don't know how to do it now..."
Chu Yixing's thin lips were pursed into a line...
Her red eyes turned cold, "Jian Shan, you really disappoint me... you really don't understand me..."
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Jian Shan didn't know what to say except that...
"For so many years, all I have tried to do is to let you know that even if the sky falls, I will support you! I will only look back to you, a heartless woman, when I am full!"
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