92. Chapter 92 Although I started first, I also want to end first
Jian Shan suddenly panicked. She followed his eyes and saw that he was looking at his computer. She panicked again. She walked to Xu Feng in two steps and looked at her computer screen——
Photos of her and Chu Yixing were playing in a slideshow on the computer screen...
She held her breath.
"Look through my information..."
"I'm not browsing, I'm just casually browsing." Xu Feng chuckled, "If I hadn't been casually browsing, how would I have known that you and your senior are really ex-boyfriends, and how would I have known the most popular search engine information in your search engine?
The frequently searched records actually contain the three words Chu Yixing, how did you know that you stayed in the police station for more than a year just to find this man named Chu Yixing!?"
Xu Feng's accusations made Jian Shan not know where to hide. He was a little at a loss and swallowed his saliva unconsciously, as if he was exposed on the street without any clothes on...
I just feel so embarrassed...
"No, no, Xu Feng, please listen to my explanation..." Jian Shan didn't know what words came out of his mouth, but he just said these words subconsciously.
"Okay, please explain to me why the photos of you and this man are on your office computer, and why are there so many information sheets about people named Chu Yixing in this folder? Why is your search engine's highest visit record
These three words "Chu Yixing"?"
Jian Shan's eyes moved up and down, left and right, she couldn't escape, right? She had been discovered, right?
Xu Feng still smiled, and his smile was full of sarcasm: "I'm just saying, why would you come to the police station just to dawdle, who would choose to work in the police station just to dawdle? For a rich lady like you,
, no matter how you think about it, you should spend your days enjoying yourself at home and playing around. It turns out that this is the reason why you refuse to tell me until you die."
Jian Shan bit her lip, clenched her hands tightly, and then suddenly raised her head to face him: "Xu Feng, why on earth do you question me?!"
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"Who is the person who has left me alone over and over again? Why do you go through my things? Who allowed you to touch my things?"
"Jian Shan, I just can't stand your hypocritical personality of saying one thing and doing another. You say you want to marry me, but you keep another man in your heart. Even if I, Xu Feng, don't count, I don't
Should I be cuckolded by you like this in my heart?!" He stood up and looked at her condescendingly!
Jian Shan looked at him bitterly and pushed him hard: "Get out! You know nothing!"
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"Get out, get out now!" Jian Shan pointed at the door.
"You want me to go away just because I broke your heart? Jian Shan, I really don't understand. If you like this man, you can just be with this man. Why do you want to seriously propose marriage to me?"
It's fun to play tricks on me?!" The veins on Xu Feng's forehead popped out.
"Yes, it's fun to play with you. Do you think I don't want to be with him? I want to be with him in my dreams!" Jian Shan shouted at Xu Feng, "He is my first love and the one I want to forget in this life.
A person I can’t even forget! Ten years ago, he left without saying goodbye and disappeared. Why can’t I find him? There is no one in this world who treats me better than him. You, Xu Feng, can’t even hold a finger against him.
, do you know how much I like him?! What’s the purpose of being a police officer?”
Jian Shan's tears flowed down from her red eyes, "Okay, let me tell you, I just want to make full use of the police information network to find this person! How about it, can't you?!"
Xu Feng looked at Jian Shan with tears streaming down his face and felt his chest was tight and congested.
Her eyes were full of anger, full of sadness, and full of helplessness. It was as if only at this moment, Xu Feng discovered that she had so many emotions and that she had such complex emotions.
"Then why not choose him." Xu Feng's eyes were cold.
Jian Shan bit her lip tightly: "He is too far away from me... I just want to know where he is, and how has he been doing for so many years? I want to see him again... I want to find him, don't I?"
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She leaned on the desk, tears falling down.
"You are my father's ideal son-in-law. My mother also likes you very much. You are excellent in all aspects. What's wrong with me choosing you? I'll cuckold you...Xu Feng, how can you slander me like this?"
Jian Shan looked at him in confusion, "When I say I want to marry you, it means that I will forget this man and live a good life with you. Is my choice wrong?"
Xu Feng's eyes slowly dimmed.
What she said seemed to be correct, her thoughts seemed to be very simple, her reasons seemed to be natural, and her crying seemed to be truly aggrieved.
However, Xu Feng took a step forward and looked at Jian Shan quietly: "Jian Shan, aren't you curious why I agreed to your ridiculous "flash marriage" proposal?"
Jian Shan raised his head, with the word "confused" written on his face.
Xu Feng reached out and rubbed her hair, took the napkin on the table and wiped the tears on her face, and then said softly: "Compared to you, my reasons are much simpler. I just found that I seemed to have fallen in love.
You, I just simply want you."
Jian Shan raised his head in surprise, what did he say?
He said he loved her... He said he agreed to marry her because he fell in love with her.
"You said you love me?"
Xu Feng chuckled: "What, you don't believe it?"
"You love me but you left me at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau for more than three hours. You love me but you refuse to spend even half a day with me. You love me because every day has been ordinary since we officially started dating. You
If you love me, you will always focus on work. If you love me, you will not put me first." Jian Shan only thought that this sounded ridiculous, and it was so different from the concept of love in her mind.
Already.
Xu Feng looked at her steadily: "I never thought that one day you would question my love for you."
"Of course I question it!" Jian Shan looked at Xu Feng, even complaining and lamenting: "Xu Feng, I'm sorry, I made the wrong choice."
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"It's because I think about things too simply, and think about people's moods and feelings too simply. I thought I could accept you not putting me first, but when you did it again and again, I just
I felt miserable again and again. I thought you should be the best candidate, but I found that no matter how perfect your conditions were, I couldn't continue." Jian Shan shook her head and raised her head: "Yes.
I'm willful, I'm unreasonable, I'm unmotivated, these are all what you said, I'm sorry, Xu Feng, although I started it first, but I also want to end it first."
Xu Feng stood there, speechless for a long time.
He didn't mean to let her go. He was just about to drive to the Civil Affairs Bureau after his mission, but before he even got in the car, he saw a man, a man he could never forget in his life, a man he could not forget.
