Apologize at the beginning
The one in late October also felt like it was too hard to write.
I didn’t expect things would get better in November.
Thinking back on this month, I had my birthday at the beginning of the month and forgot about the novel and ran away from it for several days.
But escaping seems to have no use except procrastination and comfort.
After I came back, I still only kept up the fairly stable updates for a few days, and then from the middle of the month I once again entered a vicious cycle of updating every three days.
Really, that feeling that you obviously can’t write but have to write due to time constraints is excruciating.
Often the whole person is burned out on the day of the update, and the next day I don’t want to do anything else and just collapse on the bed.
And because of the epidemic, I had five nucleic acid tests last month when it was serious, and I couldn’t go anywhere for a month. I didn’t go out for almost 20 days.
Adding insult to injury
So much so that I couldn't bear it any longer. Two years after graduation I couldn't stand this kind of life anymore, so I made a decision that I had never dared to make before.
Well, I decided to get a cat, a stuffed animal, and I plan to call it Chocolate
Really, after settling on this matter, I felt a lot more relaxed, maybe because I suddenly had hope.
The crazy feeling I had before when I was alone in a strange city and couldn’t write in a rented house day after day.
A lot more relaxed
Damn, I’m going too far, let’s get back to the update.
Sorry again, November’s update failed to reverse the decadence.
To be honest, I am really tired of writing every single one of them with all my heart.
The intervals between my brain's inner fires are getting longer and longer, and my imagination is becoming more and more limited.
Update: One day I felt like I was fucked by my girlfriend, and the next day I was in the sage time and didn’t want to do anything.
Maybe he is really old, hh
In addition to my own unfortunate situation, there are also reasons for this plot.
Limited by the requirements of the plot, each plot must have a good meaning behind it, coincide with the main theme, and serve the big plot.
Secondly, the purpose of this volume is to show the style of night fighting in North America. How to show it, of course, is to use events to show it.
So when thinking about these suitable plots that meet the requirements of all parties, it is often the case that one part is suitable and the other part is not suitable, this element cannot be displayed, and that theme cannot be consistent.
But there are only a few plots of the incident, and it was very tiring to write after polishing them in the end.
Ah, speaking of which, did I say that there was no accumulation in this volume, and I inserted it later on?
To be honest, this volume only had a few ideas at the beginning, and the rest, ranging from the segmented layout to the minor abilities, were all filled in later.
Okay, that’s all. If I talk too much, you might think I’m just looking for excuses to complain.
No, I actually just couldn’t stand how slow the update was before, and how many days there was no update,
I just wanted to give an explanation and response to my book friends who have always supported me.
I'm very sorry for not being able to update stably like a normal author.
Also, I forgot to delete the draft I made for yesterday’s update (headache), and there is no important information about the model (luckily).
Chapter completed!