The moment the door closed, Gu Jingshen's desperate shouts were completely cut off.
Shu Wan was thrown onto the bed by the man. She was barely given any chance to resist before the man pressed on her.
She thought he was just deliberately irritating Gu Jingshen, but she didn't expect that he was serious and he actually wanted to sleep with her!
"Ji Sihan, don't you have a mysophobia? I've slept with other men, don't you feel dirty?!"
It was only now that she remembered that he had mysophobia, as if grasping at straws, he screamed while struggling desperately.
"So what, I don't care anymore..."
After the man said this calmly, his deep eyes became firmer, as if he had already made a decision.
It wasn't until this moment that Shu Wan realized that Ji Sihan was really angry, so angry that he didn't even care about her dirt, but insisted on sleeping with her!
No matter how hard she struggled, the man still wanted to take her, harder than any time they were together!
It was as if he was deliberately trying to make her make a sound, and he was exerting all his strength on her, both as punishment and to vent his anger, as well as a hint of... longing.
That was Ji Sihan's longing. As soon as he touched her, he lost control, causing the emotions he had suppressed in his heart to burst out.
"Shu Wan, you are destined to be mine..."
The possessiveness in his eyes was extremely crazy. This was the first time Shu Wan saw him like this.
She stared blankly at the man who was kissing her deeply, feeling dazed for a moment.
"Ji Sihan, what do I mean to you..."
Is it a tool to show off your feelings, or does it leave some space for her?
She felt that he had mental mysophobia and broke through the psychological barrier to touch her. It was not just a simple physiological need.
Otherwise, a person with mental mysophobia would never touch a dirty woman, but he...
Shu Wan had ignored this before, but now that she suddenly thought about it, it gave her a glimmer of hope.
"Then what do I mean to you?"
The man's rhetorical question made Shu Wan, who originally wanted to test her a little more, suddenly hesitate.
She stopped speaking, and her lowered eyelashes covered all the emotions in her eyes.
The man grabbed her palm-sized face, put it next to her ear, and said in a cold voice: "Don't think that I will love you!"
He won't love her, and he can't love her!
He lost control over and over again for her, but he just couldn't accept her being with another man!
He warned himself over and over again, and vented his emotions on her over and over again.
But even he himself didn't realize that when he and she were together, his heart felt more stable and satisfied than ever before...
Ji Sihan's words hit his heart hard, extinguishing any hope in Shu Wan's heart.
She raised her lips and smiled, "That's right, I don't love you either..."
Then, she received more severe punishment from the man.
After everything was over, the man pushed her away, got up and went to the bathroom in the room.
And she was lying on the bed, hopeless, looking towards the door...
This is Ji Sihan's bedroom. The door is an automatic door and cannot be opened without a remote control.
While they were turbulent, the man outside the door kept banging on the door frantically.
Shu Wan suddenly remembered that five years ago, when Song Siyue woke up and learned that she had sold herself to save him, he also pointed at her nose and scolded her.
He scolded her for being shameless, scolding her for having an affair with another man when he was about to die.
She felt aggrieved at that time, but now that she has confirmed what he said, she feels very guilty.
Not to Gu Jingshen, but to Song Siyue who once held her in his hands and loved her...
When she heard his heartbreaking voice, she sighed deeply, pushed herself up, lifted the quilt, put on her clothes, and walked towards the door.
The moment he plucked up the courage to open the door, he looked at Gu Jingshen's red eyes and his hands that were beating until they were dripping with blood.