Gu Jingshen had just realized it, but he didn't expect that she would admit it in person.
It’s because I don’t love him anymore that I don’t care about his feelings.
Yes, he was absent in that way for five years, and it was normal for her to fall in love with others.
But how could he feel so uncomfortable...
He covered his chest, felt uncomfortable, and bent down.
He sniffed his breath and wanted to breathe, but he couldn't breathe.
The suffocating feeling strangled his heart and made him unable to break free.
What fell from my forehead was hard to tell whether it was sweat or tears.
In the end, it only turned into one sentence, "What should I do..."
What should he do?
He lived only for Shunn since he was a child.
He fell in love with Ji Sihan, so what should he do?
Shu Wan saw his appearance and felt guilty in her eyes, "I'm sorry..."
Gu Jingshen raised his head, and Shu Wan's guilty face reflected in his scarlet eyes, "I don't want your sorry, I want you, Wanwan, don't love him anymore, okay, can you love me again?"
He stepped forward to grab Shu Wan's cold hand and put it in his palm, "I will treat you well in the future and will never let you suffer any harm. Let's go back to the past, as I did when I was studying, carefree
,OK?"
Shu Wan shook her head gently, "Syue, we can't go back to the past..."
But Gu Jingshen didn't believe it at all, "You are lying to me, right? If you really love Ji Sihan, you wouldn't say such a heartless thing to him just now. You don't love him at all. You are just blaming me, so you lied to me like this.
…”
"I said such heartless words because he doesn't love me."
Shu Wan interrupted Gu Jingshen calmly: "The purpose of him buying me is just because I look like Miss Ning. I am just a substitute. Now that Miss Ning is back, he is about to marry her, so I can only do so.
He cut it clean."
Another reason is that she is about to die. She doesn't want Ji Sihan to see the tragic situation before her death. It's too ugly.
She thought that even if she was about to die, she would leave a good impression on Ji Sihan, and he would find out in the future...
If he could still remember her in the future, he would only remember her beautiful face, rather than being unrecognizable.
Gu Jingshen looked at her and suddenly smiled bitterly.
If it's just a substitute, why would Ning Wan touch her after she comes back?
And in front of him, he was clearly swearing sovereignty.
I'm afraid that Ji Sihan has never expressed his feelings to her, so she doesn't know how crazy the possessiveness hidden in that man's eyes is.
But even though his family thought the other party didn't love her, she still fell in love with her. How deep is this love, Gu Jingshen can't measure.
His heart was stabbed like a needle, which made him feel pain all over his body, but he had no choice but to deal with Shu Wan.
He clenched her hand, his fingertips trembled, "Wanwan, he doesn't love you, can he let him go and start over with me?"
Even though he knew that Ji Sihan had thought about Shu Wan, he didn't want to tell her that his selfishness only wanted Wanwan to return to his side.
He couldn't remember when he started falling in love with Shu Wan. He fell in love with her since he could remember.
How can a person who has loved for half his life let go?
But Shu Wan pushed his hand away...
"Syue, even if you don't dislike me, we can't start over..."
Song Siyue is also the man she once loved. Similarly, she didn't want him to see the miserable appearance before her death.
Only by completely breaking it off can Song Siyue not get too entangled, and she can leave this world with confidence.