Shanshan thought that Shu Wan told him not to blame him, so he didn't say much, turned his body to fetch water, and didn't care about him anymore.
Gu Jingshen stood at the door, looking at the petite and weak body on the hospital bed, and the mist gradually spread to his eyes.
He calmed down his trembling body, pinched his fists, and walked to the bed step by step with heavy steps.
Shu Wan, who was invisible, felt someone approaching, thought it was Shanshan who was back, reached out to hook her clothes.
"Shanshan..."
Before he could catch it, he was grabbed into the palm of his hand by a generous and slender hand.
The hand that was holding her tightly was trembling slightly, as if there were thousands of words to say but couldn't speak, so he could only hold her and not let go.
Shu Wan realized that this was a pair of man's hands, and Ji Si's cold and handsome face appeared in his mind, but he felt that it was impossible for him.
She tried to call out: "Si Yue..."
Gu Jingshen didn't expect that she could recognize him, and after recognizing him, he did not shake his hand away.
This made him feel guilty in his heart that he collapsed. He held her hand tightly and sat down in front of the hospital bed.
He didn't speak, and his slender fingers touched Shu Wan's cheek, depicting it carefully from top to bottom.
Shu Wan didn't push him away, letting him touch him, and his heart felt as calm as a lake.
After about several minutes, Gu Jingshen spoke in a hoarse voice: "Wanwan..."
He called her name gently, as if he was calling his beloved, affectionate and reluctant to leave.
"Um."
Shu Wan responded and asked him softly: "Why are you back..."
Gu Jingshen pulled the bitter corner of his mouth: "I feel inexplicably nervous, I'll come back to see you..."
He was very irritable these two days, his heart was beating constantly, as if something had happened, which made him unable to control his desire to come back to find her.
I went to the apartment for one night, but no one opened the door, so I didn't answer the phone call with Shanshan, so I had to go to find Alan, and then I realized that she had entered the hospital.
He was glad that he had come, otherwise he would have regretted his whole life, but unfortunately, his illness was caused by him...
He held her hand, placed it on his lips, and kissed her gently: "Wanwan, I'm sorry..."
Before he came in, Shu Wan guessed that he had heard the conversation between him and Shanshan.
Now facing his apology, she no longer felt anything. Perhaps the approaching death made her put down a lot of things.
In the past, she could not see through life and death, but now she feels that in this life, there is nothing to be attached to if she doesn’t bring her life and death.
She curled the corners of her mouth and comforted him: "I have a heart disease, I don't blame you..."
But Jam-shen Gu shook his head, his scarlet eyes were full of self-blame: "Wanwan, I will give you an explanation."
Hearing such a solemn promise, Shu Wan frowned slightly.
Song Siyue has always been the one who has done what he said, and he will definitely give her an explanation if he promises to give her an explanation.
Although she didn't know what explanation he would give her, these were actually not important to her...
She put all her strength into pinching his palm: "Si Yue, you are fine, just give me the best explanation..."
Gu Jingshen shook his head, his eyes were as paranoid as firm as if he had made up some decisions and was unwilling to tell her.
Shu Wan no longer had the strength to care about what he thought. Her dull eyes looked at him in a vague way.
"Syue, I can't see you now..."
"But in my impression, you have always been the cleanest teenager..."
"I remember your best look, okay?"
Gu Jingshen's eyes were red and rolling his Adam's apple: "Okay."
Shu Wan smiled, still having a quiet and elegant smile: "Then how can you go back to the imperial capital? I don't want you to see what I look like after death."