These days, Shu Wan has more time to sleep than when she is awake.
Even when I woke up, I couldn't say a few words and fell asleep again.
Gu Jingshen sat in front of the hospital bed and never moved too much. His pale face and beard looked exhausted.
Shanshan advised him to go for a rest, but he was unwilling. Shanshan had no choice but to do anything to him, so he ignored him.
She was afraid that Shu Wan would want to eat some liquid food after she woke up, but even though she couldn't eat it, Shanshan wanted to prepare it for her.
She told Gu Jingshen to buy some porridge, then left the ward and went downstairs.
Not long after she left, Shu Wan woke up, and the edema in her limbs made her unable to move.
She could guess that her face might have been swollen, and her appearance must have been so ugly.
She felt that Gu Jingshen was holding his hands and exerting force, which made her heart stop for a moment.
She swallowed and spoke in a hoarse voice: "Is Siyue... the sun coming out?"
Gu Jingshen nodded, but thought that she could not see it, so he quickly replied to her softly: "Out..."
His red eyes looked out the window, with heavy snow like goose feathers floating, and the sun was not visible.
But these days, Wanwan woke up and the first thing he did was to ask him if the sun was out.
I guess she really wanted to see the sun, but she couldn't see it, so she could only ask if there was a sun.
Shu Wan heard the sun coming out, slowly turned her head and couldn't focus her eyes through the glass window, as if she saw a beam of sunlight shining in, making her heart warm...
"Syue, was it the same weather the day you picked me up?"
"Yes, the blue sky and white clouds are bright and the sun is shining. You are lying in the grass, and I can see it at a glance."
When Song Siyue was five years old, she was flying kites outside the orphanage. Seeing her in the grass, she picked her up back to the orphanage without hesitation.
It was also from the moment he picked her up that he was destined to devote his life to her...
When Shu Wan heard Gu Jingshen’s description, she couldn’t help but curl up the corners of her lips and showed a faint smile.
In her dream, she saw a woman standing in the sun, reaching out her hand, as if saying to her: "Wanwan, mom is here to pick you up."
She felt that it might be her mother, just like when she came, she put her in the sun, reluctantly leaving and helplessly...
Maybe it wasn't her mother, but she wanted to have a mother too much, so she transformed into a mother to pick her up in her dream.
After all, in her life, she never felt what maternal love is or what fatherly love is.
It's a bit regrettable to come naked and leave naked...
Seeing her bitter smile, Gu Jingshen's heart felt like a thorn was prickly, which made him feel hurt all over.
The pain made him unable to help but hold her in his arms, hugged her tightly, and did not dare to let go...
Shu Wan was weak and patted his back: "Si Yue, don't be sad, see you in the next life..."
Like a child, Gu Jingshen buried his head in her neck, and the cold liquid hit her skin silently.
Shu Wan's heart trembled for a moment. After all, she was moved by his persistence and couldn't help but turn red with her eyes...
They snuggled tightly, as if only each other was left in the world, as pure as when they were young.
In the end, he was afraid that she would lose her energy, so Gu Jingshen gently put her down...
Shu Wan turned her body sideways, looked out the window, and unconsciously remembered the face that was cut like a knife in her mind.
Gu Jingshen was uneasy in the imperial capital, so he hurried to see her, but he was in City A, but he never came once.
Only now did she realize that if she didn't love someone, she could really be indifferent and ruthless, let alone that he was already heartless and heartless.
She curled her lips and smiled again. She pushed him away, but she didn't want him to see her dying, but now she is so pretentious.