Ji Sihan covered his eyes with one hand, preventing Shanshan from seeing his embarrassment at this moment.
But Shanshan saw liquid flowing out of his fingertips, and couldn't tell what it felt.
He wanted to continue to use words to retaliate against him, but he felt that Ji Sihan was simply vulnerable at this moment.
Thinking of what Wanwan left behind, she walked over and opened the drawer, and handed him the letter paper that had only written a few words.
"If Wanwan hadn't written this kind of thing to you, I would never have brought you in."
After Shanshan stuffed the letter into his hand, he turned around and walked out of the room.
Ji Sihan stared at the letter paper in his hand and suddenly had no courage to open it.
He leaned against the wall and was silent for more than ten minutes before slowly unfolding the letter...
[Ji Sihan
He said, don't imagine that I will love you.
It turns out that he doesn't love me.]
In just three short sentences, he completely collapsed, and the overwhelming regret came in a lot.
The hand holding the letter paper couldn't help but tremble, but she couldn't help but rub the beautiful fonts on it repeatedly.
She did not leave a single redundant word, but just used short words to accuse his ruthlessness.
He remembered that night, he held her and did such a thing with her, but said such unpleasant words because he was angry.
He obviously didn't want her and Song Siyue to leave, but when he kept it, he suddenly changed his words.
If he knew she would leave the world early, he would definitely let go of his pathetic and ridiculous self-esteem and tell her...
In fact, a long time ago, he was moved when he first saw her.
It was not the midnight with heavy rainstorms, but at the gate of A.
He was covered in blood and sat under the shade of the tree, waiting for Ji Liangchuan.
She probably came to the school to find someone. When she saw that he was injured, she kindly gave him a bottle of water and advised him to go to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible.
He turned his back to her at the time, and did not look back. She did not look at him deliberately. She put down the water behind him and hurried into the school.
After she left, he looked back and saw only a white and bright side face, but he drew her outline into his heart.
Later, when I saw her again, the night she sold herself, he happened to pass by the nightclub door and saw her kneeling on the ground.
Her whole body was soaked, her eyes were swollen, and she was filled with despair. Seeing her like this, he couldn't help but walk over.
He had thought of giving money directly, but when he stood firm in front of her, he saw her looking up at him like a little white rabbit.
He couldn't help rolling his Adam's apple and handing her hand. The moment he touched her, he was not repulsive.
He asked her for the first time, and he became addicted to her since then. It can be said that he had reached the point of eating the law of enlightenment.
He wanted her crazy, shamelessly, forced her to sign a Qingren agreement and tied her to his side.
However, when he heard her crying and calling Song Siyue in his sleep, his heart was suppressed.
Later, Ning Wan returned to China and he had no choice but to terminate the agreement with her.
He thought he could let go easily, but he didn't expect that he couldn't let go at all.
It was also extremely contradictory, and he used Ning Wan to test her many times.
He was even crazy and approached her as Mr. Ye.
He didn't understand how he could do such a thing?
He felt that it was probably because he was too greedy for her body that he could not let her go like a change.
Until Gu Jingshen's appearance, he could no longer suppress the feelings that grew wildly in his heart.
He couldn't help looking for her, and then tried her step by step.
In fact, he just wanted to know whether she had ever been moved by him in the past five years.
If she had one, he would definitely try his best to get rid of the Ji family and the Lian family and take her away.
He didn't even expect her to love herself like Song Siyue, as long as she was a little bit of attention to him, it would be enough.
But he tried again and again, and the answer he got was never loved...
Even so, he still broke through the mental disorder, ignored it, and asked her in a stupid way.
Only then did he realize that he was not only greedy for her body, but also kept her in his heart and couldn't extricate himself.
But his ridiculous self-esteem made him unable to speak love to a woman who doesn't love him.
Now, when he saw the words she left him, he suddenly felt...
If he spoke first, would she respond? In fact, she was also moved by him.
Unfortunately, everything was too late. He killed her and made her think that he didn't love her until she died...