She cried for a long time, until she was hoarse, and then she forced herself to get up from the sofa.
She also had to organize the relics for Wanwan, so she couldn't let Wanwan have no clothes to wear on the road to the underworld.
She had to cheer up and pick a few beautiful clothes for Wanwan.
Shanshan walked to Wanwan's room step by step with heavy steps.
When she saw that the thing that belonged to her was still there but she was no longer there, Shanshan's tears fell down again.
She covered her face and cried for a while, wiped off the tears from her face and began to organize the relics for Wanwan.
I took clothes from the wardrobe, took a few pairs of shoes from the shoe cabinet, and sorted out some bedding.
Shanshan didn't move and was reluctant to burn all the rest of the things, so he left a large part of them as a souvenir.
When he packed the relics and turned around and wanted to leave the bedroom, Shanshan suddenly took a step and looked back at the desk.
As if she had telepathy, she forced her to walk to the desk, and then opened the drawer by magic.
It was clean inside, with only a notebook and an envelope with the 'authority letter' written on it.
Seeing the word "Suicide", Shanshan's eyes turned red again.
It turned out that Wanwan was ready to leave this world early, but she had never discovered it.
If she had discovered it earlier, she would have been able to spend more time with Wanwan, so she would not be too regretful as she is now.
She took out the suicide note with trembling hands, unbuttoned the envelope, and slowly unfolded the letter paper inside.
[Salute to Shanshan, my dear sister:
When I started writing this letter, it means that I was no longer in this world.
But my Shanshan, please don’t be sad for me, and don’t feel sorry for it.
Life is always impermanent. Some things cannot be changed, so let it go.
I have taken it lightly and hope that you can let it go. Don’t cry for me, I will be worried.
Shanshan, I am very grateful for having you by my side. From childhood to adulthood, no matter who bullies me, you are the first to rush out to protect me.
I remember when I was twelve years old, I was blocked by a group of bad girls at the school gate. It was you who fought with them to rescue me.
At that time, all the shoes you bought from work were dedicated to them. Do you know what I was thinking at that time?
I was thinking at the time that it would be better to let them beat me up, as it would be better than to lose a new pair of shoes.
Looking back now, we were so poor at that time that we couldn't afford to eat.
However, in order to take care of me, you and Song Siyue would rather not take it yourself than save money to buy medicine for me.
I heard your stomachs growl several times, and the steamed buns in your hands suddenly became less fragrant.
Shanshan, I can barely live to my twenties because you worked day and night, Song Siyue’s sleepless work.
I often wonder, what kind of virtue and what qualifications do I have to live with your care...
Later, when I got to work, I could make money to support myself, and I could also reduce your burden.
I thought, as long as you are by your side and help you occasionally, it is also good.
It's just a pity that I can only accompany you on this stretch of your life, and your life is coming to an end.
Before I left, there was only one bank card, 250,000, not much.
Although it is a drop in the bucket, I hope it can become a timely help when you need money.
You can use this money with confidence. It is not earned by selling yourself, but by my job, and it is very clean.