Chapter 201 It turns out that emotions cannot be controlled
"Si Han, the contract has only half a year left. Can you wait any longer?"
"Can."
"Then can you take a photo for me? After separation, I will leave it to you as a souvenir."
"good."
"That……"
He raised his slender fingers and placed them on her soft lips.
"You can do whatever you want me to do."
She curled the corners of her mouth, showed a quiet and beautiful smile, and smiled softly at him.
"Then... can we see each other again after the blue sky falls into the underworld?"
His heart suffocated, and dense pain came, causing him to suddenly wake up from his dream.
"Can't!"
He opened his eyes and saw the white ceiling, Shu Wan's figure had long disappeared.
He turned his eyes hard, looked at his wrist, and saw layers of gauze wrapped around it, and his expression darkened.
It seems that they are still the same as before, and they don’t want him to die so easily, but what he didn’t expect is…
He wanted to follow her, but she fell into a dream and told him that the blue sky was falling in the underworld and life and death would never meet again.
She must have been extremely desperate for him, so she didn't even want to meet him after her death...
The feeling of suffocation and pain was like peeling off the cocoon, peeling the heart from the body inch by inch.
He was so painful that he couldn't breathe and wanted to suppress it forcibly, but he ignored the pain and wandered around his body.
It was not until this moment that he realized that some emotions were out of control.
For example, falling in love with someone, losing someone, and never seeing someone you want to see...
He raised the corners of his lips and smiled bitterly, giving up and resisting emotionally, allowing the heart-wrenching pain to swallow him...
I don’t know how long it has been, but my blood-filled eyes finally reacted.
He lowered his eyelashes slightly, and when he saw that his clothes had been changed by someone, his expression suddenly became tense.
He forced himself to get out of bed quickly, looking around like a madman for the blazer he had worn...
"Second Young Master, are you looking for this letter paper?"
A gentle voice came from outside the door, and Zhou Uncle walked in with a piece of letter paper.
When Ji Sihan saw that the letter paper was still intact, his tight face lines suddenly relaxed.
He carefully took the letter paper, folded it up, and walked towards the safe.
"Second Young Master, the lady is here, I'm waiting for you downstairs..."
Ji Sihan seemed to have not realized it, so he opened the safe and put the letter paper in it.
There was no money in the safe, only two items, an off-white scarf, and a photo.
The scarf was on the day of the termination agreement, she landed in Mansion No. 8.
He asked Su Qing to call her to come and pick it up, but she asked Su Qing to throw it away directly.
Then he hung up the phone without hesitation and deleted all contact information related to him.
She acted resolutely, and he knew that from the moment he spoke up for the end, she would never look back.
She let him go easily, but he was reluctant to throw it away and saved the items related to her...
Ji Sihan raised his hand and touched the scarf, as if her body temperature was still left on it, making him extremely attached.
But when the eyes touched the photo, the nostalgia was replaced by heart-wrenching pain.
He remembered that day, when she woke up and saw that he had not left, she mustered up the courage to hold his cell phone and asked him timidly:
"Si Han, you are going abroad for several months this time. I'm afraid that when you come back, you may..."
She paused for a moment, as if she wanted to tell him something, but she didn't say it, just showed the little girl's posture, and continued to ask him with a smile:
"Can you... take a photo for me? After separation, I will leave it to you as a souvenir..."
She probably wanted to tell him that she might be dying, and she was afraid that this was her last meeting and wanted to leave a photo for him.
But even with such a small request, he did not agree to her, and even replied coldly: "No."
When she heard these three words, her eyes full of hope were obviously dimmed, but she quickly covered it up.
She returned the phone to him and said to him with a smile: "It's okay..."
Ji Sihan thought of her fleeting expression of loss, and her emotions collapsed again.
It was when he heard her call Song Siyue, he was unwilling to let go of his sad and ridiculous self-esteem and say "Okay".
Even though he quietly took her photo before leaving, he didn't know anything to her.
He had hurt her like that, and what qualifications did he have to follow her? He should live, living in the pain of losing her forever.