What happened to Su Qingqing made Zhang Fan feel very complicated, and the carefree look on his face turned serious.
Death is not a new word in the apocalypse. Many people die every day, and Zhang Fan has seen many of them with his own eyes.
However, he could not imagine knowing the cause of his death in advance and being bitten and tortured to death.
He didn't know what the spider was thinking. Did it want to torture people, eat alive, or enjoy the cry of its prey when it was eaten?
Su Qingqing's eyes are very unique, with a hint of hope wrapped in all the despair.
Zhang Fan knew that the person in front of him had become somewhat different after this disaster, and her thoughts had probably gone to extremes.
He was not sure whether she would do something outrageous if he rejected her, such as committing suicide, or killing herself because of love.
Seeing the caution in Su Qingqing's eyes, Zhang Fan's compassion was ready to move, and many thoughts came to his mind.
It's just a matter of words, to lie to her and make her happy, it doesn't matter...
Although she thought so, for some reason, Zhang Fan didn't really want to lie to her at this moment.
He felt that since she was already like this, if he lied to her again, he would be a bit of a bastard, worse than a scumbag.
Zhang Fan slowly turned his head, he didn't dare to look into Su Qingqing's eyes.
Although he sympathized with her, the values he had cultivated in the last two years prevented him from making a hasty decision.
His heart cannot hold anyone, it will only make him weaker.
One of the rules of survival in the apocalypse: When you have ties, you also have weaknesses.
In the last days, he has seen too many examples of people being used to death because of ties.
Why be so entangled? She is just a stranger. I saved her and I have done her a lot of kindness. I can't just take advantage of her because she is pitiful!
Zhang Fan gritted his teeth, turned his head, looked at Su Qingqing again, opened his mouth, and wanted to refuse harshly, but when he looked into her eyes, he became sentimental again.
She is already like this...
well!
Zhang Fan sighed in his heart. After all, he was not a very bad person in nature. In the last life, Chang Xu made conditions to these people and gave them many opportunities to join the ranks of core members.
As long as you take a bite of human flesh...
As long as you kill the woman you slept with...
"As long as you can come up with a certificate of surrender and renounce the past, you can grab my trouser pocket, Chang Xu, and come with me to enjoy the hot and spicy food."
Chang Xu gave them many opportunities, and each time the conditions were lower than the last time, constantly testing their bottom line.
For two years, Zhang Fan resisted countless temptations and clung to his final bottom line as a 'human being'.
The clothes on Su Qingqing's body were torn long ago, hanging on her body like strips of cloth, and all the places that should be exposed were exposed.
But when Zhang Fan saw it, there was no trace of charm in his eyes. His eyes were pure, and he stared into her eyes solemnly, saying: "The light is still there..."
"However, I am not your light!"
He knew that the woman in front of him had already opened up her defenses. If he said, "I am your light," it might make her become obsessed with him. Then, he would not encounter resistance no matter how he wanted to play with her.
However, these things are too superficial, Zhang Fan sees more profound considerations.
After all, people are emotional animals. Even if you keep a dog for a long time, people will feel sad when it dies, let alone when it is facing a human being?
If he were Chang Xu, he would probably agree without hesitation and play with this woman first.
But he is not!
This short sentence was Zhang Fan's best effort. The light was still there, telling her that hope was still there, but it wasn't him.
Su Qingqing smiled, her smile was very bright, and her eyes looking at Zhang Fan were full of passion.
This look made Zhang Fan a little unbearable. He frowned and said coldly: "I saved you just because of the transaction. Don't think too much about the transaction with others!"
As he spoke, he raised the bone knife, swiped at the spider web, and put Su Qingqing down.
I don't know if his words had an effect or if Su Qingqing thought of something, Zhang Fan suddenly discovered that the flames in her eyes that could just burn people had disappeared.
Her eyes became silent again, as calm as a pool of stagnant water.
Zhang Fan shook his head and didn't think much. He glanced at the looming dumplings on her body, curled his lips and said, "You wait here, I'll find some clothes for you..."
After saying that, he turned around and walked towards other classrooms.
Just as he walked to the door, he turned around and found Su Qingqing standing silently behind him. This made Zhang Fan's body tremble and he asked suspiciously: "How did you follow me here?"
After walking for so long, he didn't hear the slightest movement behind him, as if Su Qingqing was originally here.
Su Qingqing's face was expressionless and her eyes were blank, staring at Zhang Fan's belly without blinking, like a robot.
Su Qingqing is from Sichuan. She is about 1.6 meters tall and has the unique delicacy of Sichuan girls. Standing in front of Zhang Fan, who is 1.8 meters tall, she looks slightly petite.
Especially that little face, Zhang Fan felt like he could hold it with a slap.
Seeing her silence, Zhang Fan didn't say anything more and continued walking to other classrooms to find clothes.
Facing such a miserable and pitiful girl, Zhang Fan's patience greatly increased and his temper became slightly better than before.
After going to two classrooms in a row, Su Qingqing followed Zhang Fan step by step, never leaving, as if she was a robot that could only imitate.
Finally, in a relatively clean classroom, I found a thin women's satin shirt jacket.
"Here, put this on..."
Zhang Fan handed over the clothes, and Su Qingqing took them very obediently. However, she did not change, and stared at the clothes with dull eyes, not knowing what she was thinking.
"Change, what are you waiting for?" Zhang Fan glared at her and saw that she still didn't make any move, he couldn't help but feel a little irritated.
"Damn, are you scared?"
He cursed fiercely, grabbed the shirt, threw it to his side, and successfully put it on Su Qingqing's body.
"buckle……"
Zhang Fan was a little angry and cursed: "I think you are a fool, I pity you..."
After saying that, he started to button up the buttons of his shirt one by one.
This shirt is for women, but it is still a little too big for Su Qingqing. It looks like she is wearing a cloak, but fortunately it covers her body.
It's just that the legs are exposed a bit, almost to the top of the thighs. The two slender and straight legs make people want to touch them to see if there is any flesh on them.
"I'm telling you, don't raise your hands, and don't squat down casually, it's easy to get exposed..."
Zhang Fan kindly reminded him, but found that Su Qingqing remained silent and her eyes were very dull. He understood that she probably couldn't listen and wouldn't say more.
Seeing Su Qingqing's condition at this moment, Zhang Fan felt somewhat lucky in his heart. Fortunately, she was stupid.