I have been worrying and struggling these days. One year has passed and I should write something.
The past two years have been magical.
I have personally experienced the lockdown of the city due to the epidemic, and also experienced my son’s education in primary school. Then the impact of the epidemic on me and everyone is all-round.
Some people are unlucky, and some are even more unlucky.
This is a war without smoke. The problem is that we kill 10,000 enemies and lose 3,000 ourselves.
We are the three thousand.
It just depends on who on either side of the sea can't bear it first if the fight continues like this.
At least we don’t have to bear the skyrocketing costs of food, clothing, housing and transportation like the people across the sea.
All that needs to be done is to be mentally prepared to "get through the tough times together".
Talking about me personally, the biggest thing I have felt in the past few months is mental fatigue.
My son was studying hard, and then I took turns decorating the N floors of my house. Due to the mess and other reasons, from August last year to January this year, the electric drill was basically not stopped during working hours during the day, and the floors were vibrating.
The owners are irritable and the decoration workers also need to eat. It’s not easy for everyone.
My coding time is cut into pieces, often only two hours at noon, one hour for a meal break, and one hour for coding. Then in the evening, when the decoration has stopped, I code from six o'clock to dinner at seven o'clock.
After dinner, I have to teach my children to do their homework again.
My wife is the kind who doesn't know how to teach children. Apart from her loud voice, she is of no use. The basic responsibility falls entirely on me.
After tidying up, I'll take a shower after he goes to bed, and it's already half past ten.
It's just the weekend, so I can take a breather without making any nonsense arrangements.
In the past, you could try to code in some coffee shop or Internet cafe, but now in this environment, my family is unanimously and fiercely opposed to it.
What else can you do? Just bear with it.
In addition, since my return in 2015, I haven’t had much rest, and I feel a sense of exhaustion that penetrates into my soul.
Now I plan to work hard before the Chinese New Year and stock up on tens of thousands of words so that I can maintain my full attendance in February and then take a short break to celebrate the New Year.
After finishing this set of books, you really need to take a break for a month or two, otherwise the new books will not be published and people will die first.
I just got my third dose of the vaccine at the beginning of this month, and I feel completely uncomfortable.
Originally, I had no shame in asking for a double monthly pass in January.
If you are urged by the editor, then ask for a vote. At least it won't be too ugly.
I hope that after this year's break, I can adjust my status and write a new book that everyone will like.
Yunfei will work hard, but he just wants to be let go now.
Thank you, fellow veterans.
Please remember the first domain name of this book: ._
