"Are you really going to accept the invitation at midnight?"
Shakira's voice sounded in Xiao Linling's mind at this moment. No matter what happened to Xiao Linling, he could not hide it from her.
"I know you feel guilty now, but you have to stay calm! Something is obviously wrong with Alina! I have a bad feeling..."
"No matter what, I will definitely go if you are invited tonight! And I don't plan to tell anyone else!"
Shakira: "This is very dangerous! She specially called you outside the city! She didn't allow others to follow! I'm afraid there is a trap..."
Xiao Langling: "You mean! Alina designed a trap to harm me?"
Shakira: "We don't rule out this possibility!"
"Alina wouldn't do that! Even if she was angry with me again! It wouldn't be like this!" Xiao Linling firmly rejected Shakira's idea in response to her reminder.
"Even if we take a step back! Even if Alina really wants to harm me! I must go! If I don't go, he will be completely disappointed in me! Originally, my relationship with Alina has become like this.
It’s because of me! I can’t hurt her heart anymore!”
Xiao Langling's mind was made up, and Shakira knew that no more persuasion would be of any use, so she stopped persuading her too much.
"Anyway, you should be careful! If you really encounter danger! You should leave yourself some backup options!"
"I know……"
…
Soon, night fell, and at three o'clock in the afternoon, Xiao Langling came upon invitation and secretly met with Alina outside the east gate of Yizhou City.
"Alina! Where are you?"
Arriving outside the city, Xiao Langling saw traces of Alina beside a dead tree not far outside the city.
"You're here! Xiao Langling! No one is following you, right?"
"No! I didn't tell anyone what happened tonight! No one was following me! You can rest assured about this!" Xiao Linngling said.
Alina: "Very good!"
Xiao Langling: "Then next! Can we have a good talk?"
"certainly!"
After that, Alina walked leisurely outside the city, "Let's talk while walking!"
"Um!"
After that, Xiao Langling followed Alina, chatting while walking.
…
"I'm sorry about what happened the day before yesterday! My appearance disrupted your plans..."
Alina was basically indifferent to Xiao Langling's apology. "I've already said, I don't need your apology! Can an apology solve all problems?"
"I know that if you just apologize, it will be of no use at all!" Xiao Langling showed a guilty look at this time. "But I still hope that you can forgive me, and I will be responsible for this matter!"
Alina smiled coldly and scolded her disdainfully. "Forgive you...you keep saying that you want me to forgive you, but you are just seeking peace of mind, and you have not considered the problem from my perspective at all!"
"No! Alina! I..."
"What are you? Xiao Langling! You should know why I made such a big sacrifice! Isn't it just to be able to help you and repay your kindness for taking me in?"
As she said that, Alina clenched her fists and gritted her teeth: "I don't have much fighting power! I don't have enough leadership skills! My prestige in the hearts of the people is not as good as yours! That's why I was abandoned by my companions!"
"I don't know what I can do now! That's why I built this plan! To prove my worth! But the result was ruined by you! What on earth do you want to do!"
The last words were almost shouted by Alina with all her strength.
"I'm sorry...I was just worried about you at the time..."
"Worried about me? How ridiculous!"
Alina yelled hysterically at Xiao Langling: "When you said this, I felt like someone who did something wrong for the sake of the child but didn't know it. She refused to admit her mistake and instead blamed everything on it.
It’s just as ridiculous as the ridiculous excuse ‘it’s all for your own good’!”
"That's not the case... Alina! I really think about you! I don't want you to sacrifice so much just to prove yourself..."
"But you don't know how much this means to me in order to prove myself... Anyway, you won't understand me! A proud girl like you! You have the same fighting power and growth talent as a cheater.
! And the background of a strong boyfriend! Everything goes well! The future is bright! How can you, who are so good, understand the powerlessness of a weakling like me?"
Every word Aelina said was like nails driven into her heart.
Such a crazy revelation of my own weakness and powerlessness contrasts sharply with my strength, luck, background and growth.
A lucky person like me, who has everything going smoothly, is strong and lucky, how can I understand the feeling of a weak person feeling helpless at their own weakness?
The last person who said this seems to be Xiang Xiao.
"You all say that if I am so good, how can I understand the sorrow of you being a weakling... But you are wrong!"
Xiao Langling explained: "Many times when I face a strong enemy that I cannot defeat! I desire stronger power than anyone else! Because only in this way can I protect everything I want to protect! That feeling of weakness! I
understand!"
"No! You don't understand how I feel!"
Alina yelled: "You only feel your powerlessness when you face a strong enemy! But we weaklings will still fall into a hard battle when facing soldiers who seem to you to be easy.
Ah! Even if I meet an ordinary demon spearman from the demon tribe now, I can’t beat him! Do you understand this reality that ‘you are really weak’?”
Alina's words once again stopped Xiao Langling. She really had never experienced the reality of "actually she is really weak"!
"Is there anything else you want to say now?"
Alina's retort left Xiao Langling speechless. In the end, Xiao Langling could only say: "I have nothing to say! In short, these are all my fault! Although this is a little too easy for me! But I still want to plead.
You! No matter what, as long as you can vent your anger! I can do whatever you want me to do to make up for it! Even if you beat me up or chop me with a knife! As long as you can vent your anger! I can tolerate it..."
Alina: "Beat you? Cut you with a knife? It's really too easy on you! Some things cannot be mended! Don't you understand this?"
"When your Captain Lan Arc died, did you avenge her and the person came back to life?! Obviously not!"
"..."
Xiao Langling was silent again. It seemed that the blow he had caused to Alina this time was really big! That's why she refused to forgive herself no matter what.
(This chapter is over, please collect and pay attention)