Chapter 829 Xiao Lingling's Brand New Transformation Part 1
Hearing what Yan Fengxu said, Xiao Langling's mind suddenly flashed back to Polo's prayer to Xiang Qiu when he was training her.
He wants to make himself stronger so that he can protect himself. The purpose is to be afraid of losing me... because he knows that it is impossible to protect himself all the time.
In other words, the best way for Polo to protect himself is to help him become stronger. The best becomes stronger than him, which is also the goal that Xiao Linling hopes for.
"However, Senior Yan, does what you said have anything to do with Polo's determination of his true nature?"
When his thoughts returned to the original question, Xiao Langling couldn't help but ask.
"Of course, after that, Polo underwent very strict training in order to become stronger! And after practicing to strengthen his true heart, he gave up all his previous feelings, including the flower protector Polo. But the new Polo still did not
Forget that woman. I won’t let this happen again.”
"That's right...Did you change your state of mind due to some kind of accident, and even abandon yourself?"
So, if she has never been forgotten, then Polo loves me so much? Why exactly? In his eyes, am I just her shadow?
No... I have been with Polo for so long, and I have never seen him get so close to me just to treat me as another person. He is sincerely good to me! Because I am Xiao Langling,
Good for me! How could I have such a thought?!
"Hey! What are you thinking about? From the look of you, do you feel that the Polo you like once had a crush on someone who feels uncomfortable?"
Upon hearing Yan Fengxu's question, Xiao Langling immediately rejected it. "No! Why am I so stingy? I would be jealous of a woman who has been dead for tens of thousands of years..."
"Ahem! Don't speak in this tone in front of Polo! Otherwise, he might really get angry!" Yan Fengxu reminded at this moment: "Don't mention anything to Polo about anything I said today.
Words. That is his saddest past. It is buried deep in his heart. You must not be curious to dig it out. Do you understand?"
"I understand, thank you for reminding..."
To be honest, if Yan Fengxu hadn't warned me like this, I might have gone to him to confirm after I went out. If I had a quarrel because of this, I really shouldn't have...
"Okay! Let's get back to the topic! If you want to find your own state of mind, you have to see what your 'self' really is."
"My...self?"
"Well! Well, without further ado, I will give you a clear path! When you find the state of mind you are pursuing, then think about it with your heart and amplify it! To put it more accurately,
That is to let yourself go. But the premise is that you have to discover your true self! Don't try to create a person you want to be, and then continuously amplify it! In that case, you may create another personality. Understand
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"I understand, senior. But..."
Xiao Langling still has a question about this statement: "If my self-esteem is very bad, will I become a heinous bad person?"
Yan Fengxu scratched his cheek and thought deeply: "This should not be..."
Xiao Langling: "Should?"
"Yes! As the saying goes, people are inherently good by nature. If you had a bad nature, you wouldn't be here chatting with me calmly, would you?!"
Xiao Langling: "Although that's what I said, but..."
"Stop being fussy, give it a try first! As for what you will become after you magnify yourself, you will know everything after you try it, right? Even if you lose control, don't you still have me?"
"Uh...that's right..."
After that, Xiao Langling began to develop her inner self under the guidance of Yan Fengxu.
To deeply recall what you were like in the past.
When I was a girl, I was a somewhat naive girl, innocent and innocent, with family and friends, living a carefree life in such an environment. I was always called a fool by Xiang Qiu and others.
When it came time to experience the trend of monsters, Xiao Langling experienced life and death, revealing that her strong appearance was just a protective shield for her fragile heart. Since then, she has seen through many things and has become more thoughtful in doing things. That is her own growth.
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Then, he experienced the departure of Captain Blue Arc. He realized his own weakness, and followed Polo to practice in order to become stronger.
Although these three stages are all growth, they are not the self! What is your original intention? Recall your childhood and your experiences in your youth, all of which were destroyed by the two dragons.
"Just recalling your past self is not enough to find yourself! You have to give up all existing emotions, give up all burdens, and throw away all the distracting thoughts you have! Then when there is nothing in your mind, you can
Search within your heart for your own original intention or desire!"
"In this process, other distracting thoughts are a burden! Look carefully and see clearly what you look like when all your distracting thoughts are abandoned! Then, grab her and merge with you to complete
Your ultimate growth.”
"Abandoning distracting thoughts does not mean abandoning past memories, but you must not let those memories affect your state of mind! This process is to peel off all the shells of your mind and growth caused by changes in personnel and events, and welcome the new, brand-new
Own?"
Xiao Langling began to follow what Yan Fengxu said and eliminate the distracting thoughts in her mind one by one.
Xiao Langling felt that she had entered a strange state. It was like she was constantly walking forward in a blank environment. Her past life and energy all appeared before her eyes like a revolving lantern, scene after scene. She wanted to bring them to life.
Leave them behind one by one.
The stupidity and innocence of my youth passed by each other.
Because now that I am an adult, it is time to say goodbye to my teenage self.
I was devastated when my adoptive father died, and my fragile self under the strong appearance passed by me.
Because I no longer need to use hatred as motivation! I force myself because of pain, because now I have a new home. Hatred is just a kind of emotion, and people who are dominated by emotions are ultimately puppets of emotions.
In the scene when Captain Blue Arc died, I decided to sacrifice everything in order to become stronger. That is, I should probably give up on myself now. Because of my blind pursuit of power, I gradually forgot some important things.
Indiscriminate use of power that cannot be controlled will eventually lead to self-destruction and passing by.
After abandoning all of this, Xiao Langling gradually saw a figure in front of him. I saw what the self who grew up without any reason looked like.
That is to abandon all psychological burdens and be like an ordinary girl, surrounded by many companions.
Communicate with each other, share joy, and be full of hope for the future. Be as lively as Xiaosuke, be as wise as Xiang Qiu, be as perseverant as Xiao Qiang, be as prudent as Huayao, be as cautious as Diablos... see through all the warmth and coldness of the world, and be calm
Facing everything. And, like Captain Blue Arc, full of sense of responsibility...
"After touching yourself, you will undergo some permanent changes. Do you want to consider touching yourself?"
Xiao Langling: "Of course, because I saw... after everything is over, the future that belongs to us, the smile that belongs to us..."
(At the end of this chapter, the brand-new Xiao Langling is about to be reborn and return to welcome Xiao Langling’s transformation.)