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Chapter 475 Regret

"Am I crazy or not?"

While He Xueyan was in confusion.

The aunt on the side suddenly exerted her strength and broke off the hand she was holding on to He Ning.

"Xue Yan, listen to me, you have to have a good rest and actively cooperate with the doctor's treatment. You will definitely be able to recover like He Ning."

The aunt pulled He Ning aside, and while holding her daughter's trembling body to comfort her, she was also comforting He Xueyan.

The fear in her eyes is so real, but there is also a kind of tolerance towards the younger generation in the fear.

It's really not like a ghost can simulate such complex emotions.

He Xueyan did not respond, still sitting on the bed, his hands hanging down, his expression dull, as if he had lost himself, and he couldn't tell which side of the world in front of him and the memory in his mind was real.

Suddenly.

She seemed to feel something, turned her head suddenly and looked at the door.

Immediately, her eyes suddenly shrank.

Outside the door, a strange black and white figure passed by like a ghost.

He walked past the door and glanced at where He Xueyan was.

The two of them just looked at each other.

He Xueyan saw the unfamiliar and particularly cold face clearly again.

"Li Leping?"

The confusion in her eyes dissipated again, but when He Xueyan came back to her senses, when she looked outside the door again, she found that there was no stranger outside the door at all.

Like an hallucination, this strange figure disappeared in a flash and only appeared for a moment.

No one has seen such a strange figure.

Except her.

Sitting on the hospital bed, He Xueyan thought about everything that had just happened.

She never expected that there would be such a weird supernatural event. This supernatural event was weirder than any supernatural file she knew. It actually created such a real world and used people to try to make up for the past.

thoughts to tempt people into falling into it.

In this case, once you really regard yourself as a person in this world, you may really fall into this false world.

However, when He Xueyan just had such an idea in his mind.

When she raised her head, she looked at her aunt's eyes full of fear and confusion, as if she was confused as to why her once good niece had become so crazy.

She couldn't make up her mind either.

Because all the motivation that supports her actions now comes from her imagination.

However, compared to my imagination, the world in front of me is obviously more real.

There is no evidence to prove that this world is false, and there is no evidence to prove that the memories I have are true.

What if, as the doctor said, I imagined a false memory due to mental illness?

Then wouldn't he be a severe mental illness now, and he is in the onset stage at this moment?

Now that I have hurt a nurse, do I still want to hurt my aunt because of that illusory memory?

"No, I can't have such thoughts."

He Xueyan insists that the world in front of him is fake.

"I can't just wait. I want to take He Ning away from here. She can't be hurt by supernatural events anymore."

She gritted her teeth and kept her thoughts firmly in mind.

Immediately, she regained her consciousness and looked around, and finally picked up the stool next to the hospital bed.

"Xue Yan, what are you going to do?!"

Seeing He Xueyan whose face was full of pain but had to do it, especially after seeing her pick up the bench, her aunt suddenly exclaimed.

She stood in front of He Ning, like a hen protecting its chicks, and did not allow He Xueyan to hurt her daughter.

"sorry."

He Xueyan's eyes were red. She didn't know whether it was because of the sadness in her heart or the madness caused by the entanglement. In short, she gritted her teeth and swung out of the bench.

"boom!"

With a heavy blow, her aunt was knocked aside, and her body hit the floor heavily, making a dull sound.

"ah!"

He Ning screamed as she watched her mother being knocked unconscious by her cousin with a bench.

She looked at He Xueyan with fear in her eyes.

Such a look is like looking at a stranger who is trying to hurt himself.

Hysterical screams, eyes full of fear, and everything in front of him stimulated He Xueyan's nerves all the time.

She feels that she is really like a psychopath now, working stubbornly for a goal that may not exist, and in the process, she has hurt many people.

"Come with me."

Without any explanation, He Xueyan grabbed He Ning's thin arm again.

"I do not want!"

He Ning struggled to break away, trying to escape from He Xueyan's control, while shouting loudly: "My home is here!"

"Your home is not here!"

He Xueyan's nose felt sour, with a slight nasal sound.

Why doesn't she hope that this is the real world?

"These are all fake!" she continued shouting.

At the same time, she exerted all her strength and grabbed He Ning's arm and pulled her out.

"No, I want to stay with my mother."

He Ning struggled and cried, stretching out her hand to reach her mother who was knocked unconscious by He Xueyan.

However, at this moment, He Xueyan is like the villain in a movie, driving the distance between her and her mother further and further.

"Let me go! Let me go!"

Seeing that crying and begging for mercy had no effect and could not change He Xueyan's mind at all, He Ning seemed to have gone crazy. He opened his mouth and bit He Xueyan's forearm.

"Um……"

Suddenly, the pain in his arm made He Xueyan groan.

Two rows of clear tooth marks were left on her arms as white as snow lotus roots.

But the harder He Ning bit, the tighter He Xueyan's grip became, with no intention of letting go.

Even though blood was drawn from the bite, even though He Ning's teeth were stained red with blood and his teeth penetrated deep into the flesh, He Xueyan still didn't let go.

"Xiao He! You have to calm down!"

"This patient, please calm down!"

Following the noise He Xueyan made in the corridor, doctors and nurses from the hospital soon arrived and blocked the door.

This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! They tried to stabilize the patient in front of them who was obviously in a very abnormal mental state.

Even many patients poked their heads out of the ward at this time, intending to enjoy the show.

The doctor's advice did not shake He Xueyan's firm stance.

There was no wave in her heart.

No matter how beautiful it is here, what is fake will always be fake.

She firmly believed that the memory in her mind was real, and even more convinced that the black and white figure that appeared in front of her just now was not an illusion, but actually existed.

She has understood everything and will never sink into such a false world.

Since she was holding a bench in one hand and a "hostage" in the other hand, the doctors and security guards who gathered around did not dare to come up and restrain her, so they could only follow her all the way.

Courtyard gate to the inpatient area.

He Xueyan didn't know where she had the strength to drag He Ning out of the hospital.

She came outside the mental hospital.

As soon as you go out.

Holding a bench and dragging a woman, she immediately attracted the attention of people outside the hospital. Many people even raised their mobile phones, intending to take pictures of this rare scene in a century and post it online to earn traffic.

Wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, not even wearing shoes on her feet, and with her hair scattered in front of her face, she looked like a crazy woman.

"Hey, what's going on with this guy? Why are there a group of doctors behind him?"

"Look at his clothes, he probably fell ill and ran away from a mental hospital!"

"Really or not? Is the security guard just a living person? Can he still let the patient run out?"

The crowd was talking a lot. Although they didn't dare to get close to her, there were quite a few people taking pictures with their mobile phones. Some of them even turned on their mobile phone flashes, for fear that they wouldn't be able to capture such a funny scene.

The crowd of people watching made He Xueyan feel flustered, and the voices of discussion kept reaching her ears. She felt firsthand what it meant to be out of tune with this world.

It was as if she was standing opposite everyone.

At this moment, she looked like a real psychopath.

"Fake, it's all fake!"

But she still gritted her teeth and repeated it silently in her heart, constantly reminding herself.

She was barefoot, stepping on the cold ground, not knowing where to go.

But she could only keep moving forward without daring to stop.

However, her behavior caused quite a commotion.

More and more people gathered to watch the excitement.

More and more people gathered on the sidewalk, and even the cars on the road were jammed because of her.

Suddenly.

He Xueyan suddenly stopped, and his body froze in place as if someone had cast a body-holding spell.

Her eyes were wide open, and her beautiful eyes were staring straight ahead, with a look of astonishment on her face. This astonishment soon turned into a kind of disbelief, as if she had seen something incredible.

It was a middle-aged man and woman who were trying to squeeze out from the crowd of onlookers.

"Dad, mom?"

The moment he saw those two familiar faces, the strength in He Xueyan's heart seemed to be shattered in an instant.

She subconsciously called out these two names that she had not called for a long time.

After just four words, her lips began to tremble, and then every muscle in her body began to tremble.

At this time.

The middle-aged man and woman also squeezed out of the crowd.

The stumbling along the way made them look a little embarrassed.

The buttons on the man's suit were squeezed out at some point, and there were several gray shoe prints on the black leather shoes that were originally polished. His face was covered with sweat and was ruddy from exerting all his strength.

It has not disappeared until now.

The woman's face was also covered with sweat, and the sweat stains disrupted her originally tied up hair. The high heels she originally wore on her feet were stepped on by someone who didn't know who had stepped on them. Now she could only go barefoot like He Xueyan.

However, even so, after they squeezed out of the crowd, when they saw He Xueyan, they still had a very forced smile on their faces.

It seems that they don't want their daughter to worry about them.

Parents always want to show the best to their children, because they will always regard themselves as role models for their children.

A role model cannot make mistakes, and similarly, a role model cannot be timid or cowardly.

"Yanyan."

The familiar voice of his mother. The moment he heard the nickname, He Xueyan was stunned again.

She looked at the two faces that made her think about them day and night, making her wander between dreams and nightmares countless times.

"Dad...Mom..."

Looking at the faces of his parents, He Xueyan choked and shouted.

All the persistence in my heart finally became unbearable at this moment.

"Yanyan, listen to your parents and don't hurt He Ning. Let's go back to the hospital for treatment, okay?"

With a very forced smile on her face, her mother walked over slowly, as if she were comforting her to sleep when she was a child. Her voice was so gentle and intimate, without the slightest hint of blame.

"No, you're not real... you're not real... I can't go back."

The closer her mother came, the more He Xueyan wanted to escape.

She didn't dare to get close.

I'm afraid that as soon as I get close to it, I will really sink into it.

She used all her strength and the last bit of consciousness to finally take a few steps back.

Her expression was very painful, and she instinctively wanted to stay away from this place and resist it.

However, the hot tears still came out, rolled tenaciously in the eyes for a few times, and then flowed down the corners of the eyes unsatisfactorily.

Mom tells you to go home for dinner, but you have to turn around and stay away.

"Yanyan, it's okay. You don't have to worry. Dad has plenty of money. Don't worry about the treatment costs. The trouble caused this time is nothing to me. I will be responsible for the compensation. You just need to accept the treatment with peace of mind.

.”

The father seemed to have misunderstood his daughter's meaning, but the original intention of his words was still to reassure He Xueyan.

"No, no, these are all fake, all fake! They are all created by supernatural beings! You can't even think of deceiving me!"

This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! He Xueyan dragged He Ning back and forth, away from her mother who was trying to get closer.

But the further she retreated, the faster her breathing became and the more tears filled her eyes.

She only felt pain in her chest, as if it had been torn apart, making her breathless.

The scene in front of me became even more hazy with the mist rising in front of me.

"Eh? Is that man the richest man in our Daha City?"

"When you say that, it sounds a bit like him. I've seen him on TV."

"It's him, it's him. He didn't admit his mistake."

"My dear, it's easy for this wealthy family to get restless."

"Don't you understand? Only wealthy families are prone to troubles. Maybe the couple pushed their daughter too hard, so they drove her crazy."

Someone in the crowd seemed to have recognized the identity of He Xueyan's father, and at this moment they began to chatter again, began to make sarcastic remarks, and later even started to spread rumors.

Father He's face darkened, but he still held back and did not get angry at this time.

He is very aware of these disgusting things. The more you refute at this time, the more people will think that you are furious after being accused, and then forcefully let you take the title.

Once the hat is on, you can't take it off even if you want to.

He would rather have others pour dirty water on him than to have these sarcastic people point the finger at his daughter.

But He Xueyan's mother was not so strong.

Seeing her daughter's crazy appearance, seeing her constantly moving away from her, and seeing He Ning struggling beside her daughter, who was very scared, plus the gossips said by people around her, He Xueyan's mother felt that all the strength in her body was gone.

I was distracted, and at this moment I plopped down and knelt down in front of my daughter.

"Why? Why did our family become like this?"

She held her head in despair, not questioning He Xueyan, but asking herself, why did such a beautiful family turn into this?

The daughter's father works hard outside to support the family, and it can be said that he is conscientious and conscientious.

However, my daughter contracted this strange disease.

So, doesn't it mean that she is not competent enough as a mother?

"mom!!!"

This questioning, full of self-blame and confusion, completely caused He Xueyan to collapse.

Her face was full of tears. Looking at the blurry figure kneeling in front of her, she also knelt down.

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

She cried and shouted, her voice starting from heartbreaking and finally getting quieter because she couldn't breathe.

Whenever she fell asleep, she would always dream about her parents repeatedly in nightmares and sweet dreams.

In the nightmare, the horrifying scene of his parents' death at the hands of evil spirits was repeated.

In his sweet dreams, he is imagining a future where nightmares have never happened.

But He Xueyan never thought that he would face his father and mother when they met again with such a face.

They still love themselves so much.

But he keeps hurting them.

At this moment, He Xueyan let go of He Ning's hand.

Blood flowed from the rows of tooth marks on her arms and dripped on the pavement together with tears, seemingly in response to her crying.

She was retching, all the words she wanted to say were stuck in her throat, and she couldn't say a word at this time.

Looking at his mother kneeling in front of him, He Xueyan wanted to give up.

Is she crazy, or is the world crazy?

Is everything in front of me reality or an illusion?

Is it true or false?

He Xueyan couldn't tell the difference.

But she felt that she no longer had the courage to deny it. Now she couldn't even use the strength to distinguish it, let alone distinguish it.

family.

These two words are the biggest regret in her life.

And now, as long as she is willing to admit that she is the one with the problem.

Then, the so-called regret will no longer exist.

As long as she denies her past, she can have everything she has lost.

Receive treatment here and then return to the normal life that should belong to her.

Human life is always full of regrets.

Some people may regret that because they were ignorant when they were young, they kept contradicting their grandparents who loved them. As a result, they did not feel their love for their younger generation until the death of the old man.

Some people may regret that they were not sensible enough when they were young, so they were so angry that their parents had gray hairs on their heads.

Some people will also regret that they did not muster up the courage to confess to their brother in the lower bunk bed, but now they are eaten up by a bad woman.

In short, if there is an opportunity, an opportunity to make up for regrets, if it is in front of you.

Who dares to pat his chest and shout: "These are all fake. I just need to embrace reality. A life with regrets is complete."

He Xueyan was also caught in such a difficult decision and was unable to make a choice.

"It's okay, Yanyan."

At this moment, Father He stepped forward and looked at his daughter with a bitter look on his face, his tone full of tiredness and pity.

"You don't need to say sorry to us, just promise dad that you will go back and get treatment, okay?"

Her father smiled bitterly and stretched out his big hand, just like he did when he helped her up when she fell when she was a child.

"I……"

The light in He Xueyan's eyes gradually dimmed, and she slowly raised her hand, as if she wanted to hold her father's big hand again.

"She's not going anywhere."

at this time.

A person with no sense of existence suddenly walked out of the crowd, came behind He Xueyan without anyone noticing, and grabbed the outstretched palm of He's father.


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