Li Leping's memory relies on the supernatural power of the Forgotten Ghost to continue. They are so entangled with each other that they have become one and the same.
Because of this, Li Leping clearly understood that his current state was equivalent to that of a patient, and that he was an incurable patient.
The problem he is facing now is not caused by the Li Gui losing control of his balance, but that the Li Gui's erosion of his consciousness has reached its peak.
In this state, even if you control new supernatural powers, it will be of no avail. It is impossible to solve the problem caused by forgetting the ghost instinct. Because the supernatural power itself comes from the ghost, it is completely impossible to rely on the supernatural power of the ghost to resist the erosion of the ghost instinct.
It's not feasible and will only make your situation worse.
A supernatural being that can suppress the instinct of a forgotten ghost must be a more terrifying supernatural being, and the erosion of instinct caused by such a supernatural being will only be more serious than that of a forgotten ghost.
"The more powerful the supernatural force is, the more serious it will corrode the consciousness of living people. Now I understand why those ghost controllers during the Republic of China were more powerful than the other, but in the end they still couldn't escape the disaster of the ghost's resurgence."
Li Leping, who was sitting on the chair, had a deep expression. It wasn't until he felt how seriously the ghosts had eroded his instincts that he understood why those top ghost masters during the Republic of China, who had clearly mastered such powerful supernatural powers, ended up still
There is no escaping the end of death.
In the final analysis, what ordinary ghost controllers need to consider is nothing more than the problem of the ghost's resurrection, suppressing the ghost's resurrection through balance or death, and then allowing their own lives to continue.
But this kind of continuation is only suitable for ordinary ghost masters.
When the level of ghost controllers reaches an extreme level, the problem they face is no longer the problem of the ghost's resurrection, but whether they can suppress the influence of the ghost on consciousness.
However, such erosion of consciousness is simply unsolvable for the consciousness of living people.
Balance, death, alienation, and curse, none of them can escape the final outcome of their consciousness being eroded by ghosts and turning into evil ghosts.
Some people may place their hope in controlling conscious ghosts to protect their own consciousness, but in Li Leping's view, such an idea is still drinking poison to quench thirst, and he has not escaped the idea of relying on supernatural power to survive. After all, once supernatural powers are involved
If there is power, then everything will be accompanied by the instinctive erosion of the evil ghost.
In the long process of erosion, the consciousness of living people will eventually be slowly corroded and gradually affected by the instincts of evil spirits, until finally they can no longer hold on and are completely controlled by ghosts, becoming evil ghosts with the consciousness of living people.
It's like using a deceptive ghost to keep deceiving yourself that you are a human being. This kind of thinking can certainly preserve the living consciousness in the body for a long time, but under the subtle influence of the ghost instinct, the alien who keeps deceiving himself that he is a human is actually human in nature.
Or a ghost?
Being so deeply eroded by the supernatural, even though he seems to still be awake, in fact it is no longer humans who dominate everything, but ghosts.
It is precisely in the face of this irresolvable erosion of consciousness that even aliens will eventually pass away one day.
For Li Leping now, this day is coming.
However, just when he was thinking secretly, he felt that there was no hope for the future, and it seemed that he could only lie down in the coffin and wait for death.
A sudden figure appeared on the street not far away.
It was a woman wearing a red cheongsam and red high heels. She was slender and tall, with a smile on her fair and beautiful face. She hummed a ditty that Li Leping didn't understand from her lightly parted red lips.
However, for such a sudden appearance of a woman, Li Leping didn't even turn his head, as if he ignored her presence.
This kind of ignorance did not seem to arouse the woman's dissatisfaction. She was still walking towards Li Leping, smiling and waving to him as if to say hello to him.
Soon, the woman came to Li Leping and stopped.
"Although this is the first time I've met you, it's a bit too heartless for you to ignore a woman like this."
The woman looked at Li Leping, who still didn't pay attention to her meaning, and sighed quietly, with a look of resentment and dissatisfaction in her eyes.
finally.
As the woman spoke, Li Leping turned his head slightly and looked at her from top to bottom.
Such a scrutinizing gaze actually aroused the woman's interest. She did not hide it at all. Instead, she proudly held her hands on her waist and assumed a graceful posture. She was very keen to show off her beautiful and moving side.
"Use a puppet's body as your body, and use a seemingly glamorous cheongsam to cover up the roughness and coldness underneath. You can deceive men who are easily overheated with this look, but you can just fool me."
But soon, Li Leping's cold comments made the atmosphere stiff.
The smile on the woman's face froze at this moment, the raised corners of her mouth slowly lowered, and the frivolity on her face instantly turned into sadness. She was obviously very dissatisfied with Li Leping's ruthless exposure.
"The way you talk like this is really heartless."
When Li Leping looked at the woman, the woman also looked at him.
However, when she saw Li Leping's vague and unreal face, not only was she not surprised at all, but she had the time to complain about what Li Leping had said before.
In response to such complaints, Li Leping remained silent. Not only did he not respond at all, but he lowered his head again and looked at the floor, not knowing what he was thinking about.
The neglected woman did not leave because of this. Instead, she glanced at Li Leping again, and finally her eyes rested on his almost transparent face. Then she smiled again and said: "It seems that your condition is not good."
"right."
Li Leping did not deny it, and the tone of his answer was still so cold.
"Do you have to be so cold? This must be the first time we have met. Why do you need to treat me so coldly?"
The woman sighed again at this moment, as if she did not expect that she would be so neglected one day.
She originally thought that the guy sitting on the chair would take the initiative to "accost" her, or at least ask her where she came from or why she was here.
But in the end, not only did this guy not say any polite words, but he also told the truth on the spot that he had hidden under his cheongsam.
Fortunately, there was no one else here. If the dying guy in front of me was exposed in public, I would definitely have to repair him.
But what the woman didn't expect was...
While she was still warning Li Leping quietly in her heart.
"What's there to say? Talk about why your face has half of the appearance of the messenger named Liu Qingqing when you first entered Mingyue Community, or why your current body is exactly the same as the puppet placed in Room 301
?”
Li Leping raised his head again and suddenly revealed some of her old secrets.
The smile that finally appeared on the woman's face froze again.
This time, there was a hint of anger on her face.
But before she could get angry, Li Leping continued: "Actually, there is nothing to say between you and me. I know the reason why you are here. Yang Jian paid for you to be a foreign aid. As for your name, I also know
, you now call yourself Sister Hong, and you are a brand new existence born from the combination of the original messenger named Liu Qingqing and a ghost controller from the Republic of China period."
As soon as these words came out, the anger that just appeared on Sister Hong's face immediately dissipated and was replaced by a trace of surprise: "It's really amazing. You know this? How did you do it?"
"You can see it with your eyes." Li Leping said in the same calm tone.
"Eye?"
When she was mentioned in this way, Sister Hong looked around and noticed Li Leping's eyes that exuded a faint silver light, like moonlight.
Under the gaze of such a pair of eyes, everything you have experienced in the past will seem to be seen clearly by the person in front of you. You will have no secrets in front of such a pair of eyes, and all your experiences will be exposed in his eyes and known by him.
"Can you see a person's past through the present? Does the Forgotten Ghost actually have such an ability? No wonder Chen Mengyao wanted to control this powerful ghost. If she really succeeded, she would indeed be able to become the pinnacle of that era.
"
After a brief moment of surprise, Sister Hong seemed to understand the supernatural ability in Li Leping's eyes.
Look into the past and see everything clearly.
"It seems that you also know a lot about Chen Mengyao."
Li Leping narrowed his eyes when he heard the name and took another look at Sister Hong in front of him.
"Although you can see my past through the me in front of you, it seems that you can't trace back to Zhang Youhong's past through the me now."
When Sister Hong said this, a meaningful smile appeared on her face, and she was secretly happy that Li Leping could not understand Zhang Youhong's past.
Li Leping glanced at Sister Hong, whose smile was mixed with confidence and pride, and looked a little proud: "It is true that ghost control during the Republic of China was not simple, but that doesn't seem to have much to do with you."
"You yourself have said that you are Sister Hong, not Zhang Youhong. Zhang Youhong lived during the Republic of China, but you live now, and you were resuscitated by Liu Qingqing. Although my consciousness is dominant, Liu Qingqing's memory is not.
is still there, and has been confused with you, so you are neither Zhang Youhong nor Liu Qingqing, but a special existence born from the combination of Zhang Youhong and Liu Qingqing, which is no longer pure."
"Of course, if you insist on placing Zhang Youhong's past pride on yourself, then I have nothing to say. Quan should regard it as a daughter who has inherited her mother's glory."
When she heard the first half of Li Leping's words, Sister Hong could still keep the smile on her face, but when Li Leping said the second half of his words, especially the words "daughters inherit their mother's glory", Sister Hong was confused again.
I was so angry.
"you……"
Sister Hong raised her hand in anger and pointed at Li Leping with her slender white fingers. She was furious.
However, Li Leping seemed not to have seen it, and returned to sitting on the chair without saying a word, as if he was silently estimating how long he could stay awake and what he should do during this time.
Sister Hong sat down next to Li Leping at this time, crossed her legs, and her tone returned to her previous casual state: "It seems that you are preparing for the funeral? Are you ready to leave?"
Li Leping glanced at her and said in a calm voice: "If possible, of course I don't want to die, and no one would want to die, but everyone will not be the exception who escapes death."
Sister Hong did not retort when she heard this: "There is nothing wrong with what you said. Those acquaintances of mine, the older generation you call them, are almost dead now. Even I am just a special existence who borrows corpses to resurrect the soul.
.”
However, at this point, she suddenly changed the subject: "But I don't think you should die like this, at least not today."
"What do you mean?" Li Leping stared at her.
"Finally interested?"
Sister Hong seems to like this kind of attention, especially the feeling that Li Leping, who was extremely cold to her before, but now has to pursue her to find the truth, makes her feel even more relaxed and happy.
"If you don't want to say it, forget it." Li Leping was very embarrassed and turned his head away again.
Sister Hong: "..."
After a few seconds of silence, it was she herself who broke the quiet atmosphere at the moment: "Actually, even if I don't say it, you should be able to feel it, either me or you, each of us has our own things to do.
This is not accidental, but inevitable, and it was planned long ago."
"If possible, I hope you can get to the point directly. After all, my current state won't last long, and I can't waste time discussing the philosophy of life with you." Li Leping said.
Being urged like this, Sister Hong said helplessly: "Young people nowadays really don't have much patience. Well, I'll keep the story short. In fact, the reason why I appear in front of you today is because I was entrusted by someone to bring you a message."
.”
"What words?"
Li Leping asked, and at the same time he somewhat understood why this woman named Sister Hong never left because of his neglect.
It turns out that the promise has not been fulfilled.
"Think about who you are."
When she said this, Sister Hong looked at him, the smile on her face faded and became a little serious.
"Think about who you are?"
Li Leping was a little confused after hearing this.
Of course he now knows who he is, but because of the erosion of the Forgotten Ghost, his name is gradually being erased from his memory by the Forgotten Ghost.
The three words "Li Leping" are quickly disappearing from memory, and when this name disappears completely, the Forgotten Ghost will dominate his memory and become a fierce ghost who owns his memory.
But what does this have to do with “thinking about who you are”?
After all, it is not other ghosts who have erased his name now, but the Forgotten Ghost who has been deeply entangled with him and has long since merged into one.
When all names are directly erased by supernatural powers, what effect can one's own memories play?
Sister Hong in front of her seemed to see how confused Li Leping was on his unclear face, but she did not explain anything. She just said: "Don't ask me, I am only responsible for bringing the words to you. You treat me as a person."
Just a microphone will do.”
Li Leping stared at Sister Hong, who was smiling and could not be seen through the past, and asked: "Then do you, the megaphone, have anything else to say?"
Sister Hong smiled, did not answer, stood up and prepared to leave.
She hummed the retro ditty again, stepped on high heels, swung her waist and walked towards the distance, leaving only Li Leping's back.
Li Leping just watched his back in the bright cheongsam.
Suddenly.
"By the way, I remembered something again."
Sister Hong was walking when she suddenly stopped, turned around, and smiled at him: "If you are confused, you can read more books to help yourself confirm some things."