"You should also have many questions that you want to ask me."
Shen Shi came close to her ear and whispered in a voice that only two people could hear.
"Yeah." Ai Xin'er nodded, then shook her head, "You don't have to tell me now."
"Huh?" Shen Shi was stunned.
"Well..." Ai Xin'er seemed a little embarrassed, but she still whispered, "This feeling of being surprised every now and then is not bad. Just let me discover it by myself, okay?"
"..."
Shen Shi's eyes were a little strange.
What kind of fetish is this?
He did have plans to tell Ai Xin'er something. If he didn't say it before, he was not sure what kind of explanation he should use. Secondly, he didn't know if Ai Xin'er could bear the pressure of knowing everything. After all, even he
He himself was full of pressure about the upcoming interstellar war.
But now, not only does he have some confidence in the war, but he also has a unified explanation of his identity, so he has no intention of continuing to hide it from Ai Xin'er.
Anyway, many people already know it.
Isn't it just a space battleship?
However, he really didn't expect Ai Xin'er to say this.
Feeling surprised every now and then?
"Okay, if you insist." Shen Shi moved away a little depressed. He was originally looking forward to Ai Xin'er's reaction after knowing all this.
However, he moved away, and Ai Xin'er leaned forward instead, wrapping her slender fingers around his arm with considerable strength, as if she wanted to hug him tightly.
"What's wrong?" Shen Shi noticed keenly that her mood suddenly became a little low.
"Shen Shi..." Ai Xin'er did not raise her head, as if she didn't want Shen Shi to see her expression, but said in a low voice, "Do you think... I'm a little too much?"
Mu Qiang."
"Why do you say that?" Shen Shi raised his eyebrows slightly, "Didn't I say it all last time? If you like rich people, there are many wealthy people who will let you catch them."
"It's not about money!" Ai Xin'er shook her head, still not raising her head to look at Shen Shi, but subconsciously exerting force on her palms, "It's just...the four years of college before...obviously
We were all alienated, and I didn’t even have much contact with you after I returned home. Then...you became more powerful, and I came closer..."
"Is this what you want to say?" Shen Shi's eyebrows smoothed, he gently patted the back of her hand with his other hand, and said with a low smile: "Have you forgotten that in the past four years, I was the one who
It’s better to stay away from you. If you don’t believe me, just look at the chat history. You asked me out a few times after returning from vacation, but I rejected them all. Besides, now, don’t I think I’ve become more developed and took the initiative to date you?”
In fact, Shen Shi could feel that in the past, Ai Xin'er still cared about their friendship.
If she hadn't been trying her best to keep in touch, it wouldn't have been impossible for him to become a stranger given his previous personality.
"Then, if I say, I actually always knew you liked me in the past."
Ai Xin'er suddenly raised her head, her bright and charming eyes in the past were now filled with obvious nervousness.
Shen Shi was stunned.
There was silence for a moment, then he smiled again and said: "You are so smart, it would be strange if you can't see it."
"Not only that... I also know that after you took the college entrance examination, you decided that you no longer like me. I also know... it's because my mother came to you privately." Ai Xin'er bit her lips lightly, but her expression was very serious.
As if he had made an important decision, he said word by word, "I actually took the letter you wrote secretly."
"..."
"I... didn't dare to resist my mother at that time, and I didn't want to stay away from you. After I found the letter, I took it away secretly..." Ai Xin'er's face was a little pale, but she didn't
He looked away, looked at Shen Shi, and murmured, "But it seems to be of no use."
"..."
Shen Shi still didn't speak.
He really didn't know about this.
That letter cannot be regarded as a love letter. If you really want to say it, a "farewell letter" would be more appropriate.
Because at that time, he really began to realize the gap between the two people.
This gap does not refer to family. Although Ai Xin'er's family is considered to be quite wealthy, otherwise it would not be able to raise such a daughter, but this gap does not make him despair.
The real gap comes from Ai Xiner herself.
She is so eye-catching.
This appearance alone is enough for her to marry any man in the world without giving anyone a strange feeling.
In this society, there is not only the generalized impression that "men become bad when they have money", but also a similar impression that "a beautiful wife cannot keep her".
After all, good-looking girls are equally tempted.
Even though he had a vague feeling that Ai Xin'er had a good impression of him, he was not sure if it was his illusion, and he had no confidence in maintaining this good impression.
Yes, that was what he was like at that time.
Realistic and sensitive.
So after finally deciding to give up and stay away, Shen Shi wanted to give this secret love a complete ending in the form of a letter.
As a result, I couldn't find it when the time came, and I suddenly lost the courage to write another letter.
For a long time, he thought it was done by a classmate who also had a crush on Ai Xin'er.
I also thought that Ai Xin'er might already know about this letter.
But I didn't expect...
Did she take it?
Shen Shi's mood suddenly became complicated.
Now, so many things have happened, and he has undergone such huge changes, and even the whole world has become different. Looking back at those years and emotions, it is really...
An indescribable feeling.
Shen Shi's heart was not at peace, but Ai Xin'er couldn't see any changes in his eyes. She lowered her head in disappointment, but she leaned closer to him.
"I had a dream some time ago." She seemed to be talking to herself. "I dreamed that I confessed to you, and then you severely rejected me. You said, what do you want to do most after you become strong?
The thing is to let me know what I missed."
The corners of Shen Shi's mouth twitched slightly.
I just wanted to say that you are overthinking.
But Ai Xin'er's voice still continued without stopping.
"I was very sad and sad during the dream, but after waking up from the dream, I felt that even if this was true, it would be good." The corner of her mouth actually curved into a smile, and she leaned her head against Shen Shi's.
On the shoulders, "It will definitely be an unforgettable love. You will become more and more powerful, and I will become more and more regretful and painful... Maybe, I can rely on you
You may become a true piano master through this experience. Isn’t there a saying that the artist’s misfortune is the art’s luck?”
"..."
Shen Shi wanted to say something, but he still held back.
He could feel that Ai Xin'er had been holding these words in his heart for some time. Perhaps he was unable to hold back because he received a certain shock today.