Lin Jing was confused for at least thirty seconds before he began to digest Jiang Wan's words.
She somewhat complained about Jiang Wan.
Obviously she was not that kind to her and always ignored her. To her, there seemed to be no difference between having her as a mother and not having her as a mother.
Her feelings for Jiang Wan have always been contradictory.
Love is true love, hate is also true hate.
Last time Jiang Wan said she would come to BJ, but ended up not being able to come. This kind of thing has happened too many times over the years.
In Jiang Wan's eyes, her personal feelings seemed to be the most important, and as for her, they were completely outside of her consideration...
She didn't understand why other mothers could put their daughters first in everything they did, but her mother couldn't.
As time passed, she gradually understood. To be precise, she slowly began to face reality.
The reason is simple, her mother doesn't love her.
But even so, she was still stupid, and she started to look forward to it again and again when Jiang Wan took the initiative to come to her.
But the feeling of having high expectations that finally came to nothing is really uncomfortable.
Gradually she began to have a long memory.
She thought she had completely given up hope on Jiang Wan, but when she found out that Jiang Wan was sick and had been hiding it from her, she discovered that she was not so sure of what she imagined.
, choose the path you want to take without hesitation.
It's like, when she hated Jiang Wan, she thought about never having contact with her until the end of her life, and she thought about living hard to prove to her that she could live a good life without her.
She even secretly wanted to show off in front of her, letting her see how others could care about her daughter who she didn't love or care about and hold her in the palm of their hands.
When her hatred surged, she thought about many things, but she never thought that she would die.
…
Lin Jing didn't say anything in the end and went back to school directly.
She didn't go to class in the afternoon and lay alone on the bed in the dormitory.
I don’t know how long it took, but the phone rang.
After a few seconds, she picked up her phone and saw a call from Sheng Cheng.
Lin Jing answered.
The grand occasion should have been that he had just finished the training match, and he took advantage of the rest time between the following replays to make this call to her. Chen Jing and the others were all next to him, and it was a little noisy: "Just finished the training match."
Lin Jing took a deep breath and pretended to be relaxed: "Did you win?"
Pomp and circumstance: "Won."
Lin Jing said "hmm".
The grand ceremony paused for two seconds: "Aren't you happy?"
Lin Jing was actually quite curious about how he noticed that something was wrong with her mood. It seemed that since the two of them met, he could accurately feel it every time she was depressed.
Lin Jing was silent for a while: "Yes, I'm a little unhappy."
Shengcheng's voice suddenly became softer: "What happened?"
Lin Jing didn't know how to tell Sheng Kuang what happened between her and Jiang Wan.
He was now at the most critical moment of the game, and she didn't want to interfere with him.
I don’t want them to encounter such realistic and cruel problems on the first day of dating.
Lin Jing thought for a few seconds before speaking slowly: "I just read a short story with a tragic ending."
The grand occasion obviously relaxed a lot: "That's it."
"Yes," Lin Jing turned over and said in a soft voice, "A grand occasion."
Shengcheng: "Huh?"
"How long do you think we will like each other?" Lin Jing said, "Will there be a day when you don't like me anymore?"
Shengcheng: "No."
Lin Jing: "What if?"
Grand occasion: "There will be no such eventuality."
Lin Jing: "What if there is such a possibility?"
"It's impossible." Sheng Cheng paused, "I say it's impossible, it's impossible."
Through the phone, Lin Jing could feel the boy's speechlessness and displeasure. She smiled and turned over: "What if I don't like you one day?"
Sheng Kuang sneered: "Whether you like it or not, it's enough that I like you."
"..."
It's a pretty irritating statement.
Lin Jing could feel the boy's anger on the other side of the phone. She buried her face in the pillow and chuckled twice. She opened her eyes and looked at the small flowers on the pillow and pursed her lower lip: "Shengcheng, you
Say, will we separate one day?"
Shengcheng: "No."
Lin Jing: "What if?"
The grand occasion stopped talking.
After asking these assumptions, the atmosphere between the two people became a bit solidified.
Lin Jing also felt that these topics were too frustrating for her. She was thinking about whether to lighten the atmosphere when she suddenly heard Lan Bowen's voice from the other side of the show: "Okay, let's review."
Lin Jing stopped talking and said, "You are busy, we will talk after you are done."
"good."
One second before the grand occasion, Lin Jing hung up the phone, and the next second Lin Jing's cell phone buzzed.
miracle:Waiting for you.
Xiaojingjiang:?
Miracle: If one day we separate.
miracle:I will wait for you.
Lin Jing opened his mouth and held the phone with his fingertips frozen for a long time, but he was unable to type out a message.
He should be reviewing the game already, and he doesn't know how to look at his phone at the moment.
Lin Jing really didn't know what to say, and finally silently exited the conversation between the two.
Feeling worse.
She stared at the ceiling in confusion for an unknown amount of time. She touched her phone with trembling fingers.
In fact, the decision had been made long ago, but she was unwilling to face it.
She thought she could escape from the past by procrastinating. In fact, whether she procrastinated or not, the pain would still be the same no matter how painful it was.
Lin Jing clicked on Jiang Wan's profile picture and almost finished what she wanted to say in one breath.
Xiaojing-chan: I promise you to be an exchange student, but I have a condition, you can't go to him.
Half a minute later, the phone screen turned on.
Jiang Wan:Okay.
Lin Jing did not reply to the message, but when he saw this word, his eyes instantly turned red.