"It was probably junior high school at that time. I was a little boy who was poor and had no courage. I knew what others said and I didn't dare to refute it. I could only go home and cry to my dad."
"But my dad said I was worthless and came back just to ask for money from him."
"He cares about money more than anyone else. He would not give me even a dime more, as if it were his life."
"Later, there was a boy who blatantly bullied me. He was my roommate. He sat on my head while I was squatting on the balcony washing clothes."
"At that time, my whole head was covered, and my vision went dark. Then my face was pushed into the water, and my whole nose touched the bottom of the basin. I couldn't breathe, and my eye sockets were black. That's when I realized I had been punched.
It turns out it’s true that I can see stars in my eyes.”
"I was a coward, I was a coward, but at that time I didn't know where I had the courage to lift him up and punch him on the ground, then push him to the ground and beat him."
"They had never seen my red eyes before, and they were all stunned. They didn't come up and pull me away until I beat the person until he couldn't make any sound."
"This matter caused a big fuss and even alarmed the department director. I heard that his family is very rich and he has a good relationship with the director."
"His father came to the school immediately after he found out about this. At that time, I was standing outside the office of the department director. People passing by were pointing at me."
"After his father came, he pointed at me and yelled at me, saying that I was a wild child who had a father but not a father to raise him. He probably had to harden his temper for a while. At that time, I wanted to curse me back, but when I thought about it carefully, I did have a father.
Born without a father to raise him"
"Other people's dads come here as soon as something happens to them. My dad doesn't know where he is drinking."
"At that time, I was so angry that I immediately let go, and then I cried. I was really wronged. I didn't know who I should tell these grievances to. Everyone didn't like me, even my only father didn't like me."
"I just thought that since he didn't like me, why didn't he just strangle me to death."
When he said this, Zhao Lei's eyes turned red.
"The head teacher took me away when he saw this. When he was taken away, the man was still yelling."
"Then my dad finally came. I don't know how the matter was settled. I just heard that the man I fought with had a broken nose and lost a lot of money. It took my incompetent dad many years to save up.
of"
"At that time, I saw my dad nodding and bowing to the department director, just like a dog."
"I don't understand. It's obvious that someone else has done something wrong. Why is it that everyone blames me? Whether it's teachers, classmates, or even my father, he's scolding me."
"He said that I was a money loser. I couldn't keep my temper at all and would only cause trouble for him. It was better not to give birth to me in the first place."
"Actually, I don't want to live in this world. I want to ask why I was born without asking my opinion."
The words Zhao Lei said were extremely smooth, as if he had recalled them countless times. As long as there is a hint of words, all the memories will be implicated.
"Of course he said the words he scolded me at home because he had to maintain his image as a good father in front of others. People who know him say he is a very good father."
"But only I know whether he is as good as others say."
"Later, I carefully finished high school and then entered college. Do you know that he was unwilling to pay any money? Even the tuition for college was only handed over to me on the last day, and he also gave me his own money.
He gave me the broken phone, I guess he bought a new one himself."
"At that time, I wanted to never ask him for money again, and I never wanted to see him again."
"I am considered a capable person, and I have made some money with my own skills. I don't have to wear the same clothes for a season. I also have a girlfriend, who is my first love."
"During this period, my dad never came to see me, and he almost never called me. Even if he did, he hung up in less than a minute."
"Later, he found out from somewhere that I had a girlfriend. He immediately called me and told me to break up with him. He said that I didn't send money back home after making money and only raised women outside. He told me to break up quickly."
"I definitely wouldn't listen to him. He bought a train ticket and came to my school to block people. When he saw my girlfriend, he scolded me. I don't know what he said to my girlfriend. Later, she broke up with me.
"
Is this dad a bit perverted? The fat man frowned.
"I never had a girlfriend after that, and I never took the initiative to contact my dad again until after graduation."
"I couldn't survive in a big city, so I came back here, but I didn't plan to live with him. I rented a house outside and worked hard and earned some small money."
"I haven't had much contact with him over the years, and our relationship is just like that, but it's not as awkward as before."
"Later my girlfriend found me again. She said she still couldn't forget me and wanted to be with me again."
"The reason I went up to the mountain this time was to talk to my dad about this matter. We are getting married. Originally I didn't want to mention this to him, but after thinking about it I decided to talk about it. After all, he is my father."
When he said this, the young man in his mid-twenties showed contemptuous laughter on his face: "But I didn't expect that he couldn't be contacted."
After listening to Zhao Lei's self-narration, everyone present looked strange.
If his father Zhao Guanhai died, why would Zhao Lei be the biggest suspect?
"You don't have to worry so much." Zhao Lei shook his head slightly: "I won't do that kind of thing. Although my dad has always been bad to me, I know that he is not that bad."
Brother Mobile pursed his lips: "How did you come to the conclusion that your dad is not that bad?"
This is simply the weirdest dad he has ever seen, the kind that is bad to the core.
After Mobile Brother finished speaking, Zhao Lei frowned in confusion: "I used to hate him deeply, but I don't know why. Now when I recall these things, I don't think he is so hateful. In fact, I don't know either.
Why did I come to this conclusion? It’s probably because my emotions have been diluted by time.”
Several people looked at each other, this statement seemed unreliable.
Zhao Lei then spoke: "Actually, you don't have to work too hard to find my dad. He is just like that. Sometimes I can't even contact him when I go to school. Then he will come out on his own."
After he finished saying these words, the sky had completely darkened, and it was pitch black outside, with only the branches swaying from time to time.
"Don't worry," Zhao Lei said, "The road will be cleared in a few days. You can go down the mountain by then. My dad will probably come back."