Gu Mian replied: "That's not necessarily the case."
The driver's eyes flashed: "As a doctor, shouldn't it be natural to treat patients? This is the first time I've seen a doctor who chooses patients. Why do you think there are people who don't deserve to be saved by you?"
"No." Gu Mian shook his head: "Actually, I only wear the name of a doctor now. In fact, I am no longer a doctor in the true sense."
Lianhua Hospital was out of service when he left there, and he had no intention of returning to work.
"Why?" the driver said with a smile: "Being a doctor is a good job, why did you give up?"
Gu Mian looked up at him but said nothing.
The driver didn't care, but continued on by himself: "I have seen a young man who is similar to you before, well, I think he is similar."
"He hasn't found a suitable job a year after graduation. Every time he quits due to one or another excuse. Sometimes it's because he doesn't like his colleagues, sometimes because he feels the salary is too low. I once advised him, how many people in the world can
Able to find a job that fully satisfies me.”
"But he didn't listen. He still insisted on thinking that he could find a good job. He thought that it was just bad luck before. Young people nowadays... By the way, why don't you like being a doctor?"
"Many people now envy the job of a doctor. Don't you think this profession can't satisfy you?"
It was still very dark on the road. Even though it was dark, Gu Mian still figured out the direction. He lowered his head and glanced at the map. Now they were heading in the direction of Rongan Community.
The wind outside seemed to have never stopped. It rubbed against the car and made a "whirring" sound. If you listen carefully, it sounded like a human whine.
"It's not that I can't be satisfied." Gu Mian raised her head.
In fact, he resigned passively. He couldn't stay in the hospital alone while everyone else in the hospital entered the dungeon and played games, right?
And even if you stay in the hospital, you probably won’t get paid.
Gu Mian thought about it and finally found a more realistic statement: "I think there are more people outside the hospital who need my help."
Especially those in the dungeon, whether they are humans or ghosts.
Not only had he just wrapped several circles of bandages on a driver whose neck was broken, he didn't know if a doctor's professional skills would be useful on a ghost.
"oh--"
The driver made a gentle tone.
His tone was a little strange, with one byte turning several corners, and finally he lowered his voice, and the end gradually disappeared into the howling wind.
"Then you are dissatisfied with the patients in the hospital?" The driver laughed.
In fact, he was smiling almost all the time, and there was a smile in every word. If the driver hadn't been so good-looking, Gu Mian might have suspected that he had gone to a plastic surgery institution to have his mouth raised.
"Then you are different from the young man I just talked about. He is not satisfied with his job and current situation. He cannot recognize himself and does not listen to other people's advice. He has extremely high confidence in himself and is very inflated."
"As for you, you are satisfied with the treatment at your job, but you are dissatisfied with your customers, that is, your patients."
Gu Mian didn't know how he calculated such a conclusion in one sentence. This driver seemed to like to make subjective assumptions about other people's thoughts.
“Because I am dissatisfied with the patients, I think of helping others outside the hospital.”
"Well - I usually call people like you the 'ideal savior'. Of course, it may be a bit too much, but it's about the same."
Gu Mian looked down at the map again. They were still heading towards Rongan Community.
The driver then spoke:
"The 'ideal savior' refers to people like you. How should I put it? People who feel that they are superior and do not conform to the world. They always think about what they can do for their beliefs."
"I feel like a lotus blooming in a dark environment. You are obviously a doctor, but you are unwilling to treat all the patients who come to the hospital. You think some of those patients are not worth saving, right?"
"You may not understand what I say. Well, have you read 'The Calling'? It's a short story. If you have done Chinese reading, you should have seen the reading comprehension of this novel."
"The protagonist is a doctor, a Polish doctor"
“This doctor is said to have superb medical skills and noble medical ethics, and is a well-known doctor in the local area;
A thief broke into his clinic in the middle of the night and broke his leg. The assistant suggested that the police take him away directly, but the doctor said righteously, "No, patients in my clinic cannot go out like this."
So he reattached the thief's legs before handing him over to the police;
Not only that, he also cured his cuckold love rival;
Later, Germany launched World War II. When a German leader was sent to his operating table, he directly inserted the scalpel into the man's heart.
Later he died."
When he said this, the driver tapped the steering wheel slightly: "It seems that this doctor is just like you, he has faith in his heart, and he met a patient he didn't want to treat."
Gu Mian looked at him: "I have read this story, do you mean that I am similar to him?"
"No" the driver shook his head decisively: "It's far from that"
"Although I think it is unflattering for a doctor to kill his own patients, at least he took action and acted with his life;
But it's different for you. There must be people among your patients who you can't stand. Maybe he was a murderer, or maybe he did other evil things, so you don't want to have any contact with them at all."
I think you are overthinking...
Gu Mian opened her mouth slightly, but seeing how enthusiastic he was speaking, she didn't interrupt him.
"You always feel that you should be different, you feel that you are very noble"
"But you should understand that when you choose this profession, you should know your responsibilities and spend money to save people. This is natural."
"If you feel that you are wronging yourself by treating them, you don't have to choose this path in the first place. I actually hate people like you who seem to have lofty beliefs. You obviously chose this path but walked it reluctantly.
of"
"That's why I said you are the ideal savior. It seems that you have always harbored ideals, but have to bow to reality."
"Look, don't you have to end up working for others in the secular world? So the faith in your heart is actually useless. Can you eat and drink?"
Not far ahead is a crossroads.
At this time, they were still going straight forward. As long as they kept going straight, they would reach Rongan Community in a short time.
Gu Mian stared at the intersection in front of her and said, "I need to correct you on a few points..."
"Huh?" The driver showed an interested expression, as if he was expecting something.