Linjiang real estate, community, eighth floor, early in the morning.
Sitting on the balcony railing, it was very cold.
Gu Changyi didn't know how she spent last night, but when she thought about it, every little thing and every detail made her full of regret.
Why was Li Miaoxian forced into that position?
Why didn't she keep her heart in such an environment? Why did such obscene and dirty things happen to her?
She felt deeply helpless, powerless, and even sad.
Li Miaoxian can bully her and dislike her, but what about Zhao Chen?
Didn't that man care about any human feelings at all? What did he think of her... Recalling Zhao Chen's depraved and intoxicated expression last night in her mind, she felt dark in her heart...
I couldn't help but recall that from the first time I saw him... he was clearly the most handsome boy in the freshman class, but he was interested in other girls in the class. His eyes were all on her, the kind of eyes that purely appreciated beauty.
She still remembers it vividly.
Later, she gave him tutoring lessons and saw a spirit that was different from other young men. "The East China Sea lacked a white jade bed, so the Dragon King invited the King of Jinling..." She could never forget the proud temperament of reciting poems.
At the appreciation party, the slam dunk contest with violent aesthetics mixed with extreme skills showed in front of her the strong physique of a young man.
Zhao Chen, her student, was also the closest to the term 'male god' among all the men she had ever met. He was very charming and charming. Even though he already had wives and concubines, she still felt that she had met her husband in this life.
But suddenly, what happened last night was like a ladle of cold water pouring into the cracks of his head, chilling him to the bone.
Ugly, dirty, mud....
She didn't know how to describe herself at this time, and she couldn't help but think about whether Zhao Chen would be even more unbearable in the future, whether he would treat herself like an object, give it away at will, and boss around.
Sitting on the railing, as long as she let go, she could understand this ugly world and her dirty self.
Now she just wants to wait for an answer.
Did Zhao Chen really hunt her like he said, just like a weak man who preyed on the strong and robbed her of a common girl... Or was he, Zhao Chen, a little bit because of his beauty, because his body was so powerful for her?
She has special feelings.
She knew that even a man could not answer this kind of question, but she wanted to know such an answer. This answer could not be relayed to her. She wanted to look into Zhao Chen's eyes to get the answer.
Looking down from time to time, she could see people running back and forth in the community's property. After such a long time, no rescuers arrived. She felt a sense of sadness. A person's name was so insignificant, let alone the inexplicable person she admired and pursued.
What’s the answer?
Her fingers were already gripping the railing so hard that they were turning white. She didn't know when she would lose her strength, but it wouldn't be too long.
This world, that man...
From beginning to end, she never blamed Li Miaoxian. When did a moth into a flame ever consider the consequences?
She saw a car parked steadily downstairs, and two girls got out of the car.
I heard both of their voices.
'Is he hospitalized? How could this happen... I can't get him to see me even if I risk death? Is he sick? Is it serious...' At this time, inexplicably, she even wanted to listen to Zhao
Chen called Teacher Gu again.
Twisted relationships and abnormal relationships may not be allowed and should not happen.
"He is sick...probably more serious. I hope it is not a car accident or an acute illness...I hope he is safe and sound." He murmured softly.
Closing his eyes, a tear rolled out of the corner of his eye and slid down his cheek.
When she was about to make a break, she once heard a voice downstairs, "Gu Changyi, why are you like this? Is your life going to end like this? Ruined, desolate, lonely, and more than 20 years ago, you
Compared with years of life, your behavior is disgusting. Beautiful flowers have never been more precious than your own life. Beauty is not about the body and integrity, but about the soul... Gu Changyi, why are you like this...
.You make me feel ridiculous.”
"Are you here to see my joke?" Gu Changyi asked loudly while standing on the balcony on the eighth floor. She had always felt that Li Miaoxian was a complicated person, too complicated to get along with, and too complicated to make people envy her thinking.
Wonderful soul...
"What does it have to do with me if you do things on your own? It has nothing to do with me what you do. I just don't want to see a beautiful flower end its short life in a hurry before it blooms. I just can't bear to see the decline of the same kind, and the fate of beauties.
, sadness comes from this, you act on your own, what does it have to do with me, even if I laugh at you, you are not Gu Changyi?"
The sound of wind carrying Li Miaoxian's words reached from the ground to high in the sky.
The girl's voice was not loud, but it reached her ears clearly and passionately.
"A beauty is destined to have a bad life, and the sadness comes from it..."
Gu Changyi sighed in his heart, his heart is as high as the sky and his life is as thin as paper. Maybe he is talking about people like her.
That’s all.
Whether it's a beautiful flower, or whether it's laughed at by others, it's all because of her Gu Changyi. Life is not only brilliant because of good times, but also shines brightly when it's hard work and sorrow, and when it's time to change its past.
Looking up, the mountains and rivers are in my arms, and the heaven and earth are in my heart. At this moment, Gu Changyi seems to have found comfort.
Maybe it comes from Li Miaoxian's words, maybe it's looking at this world and thinking about the destiny of life.
"If I live, heaven and earth belong to me. If I die, I will have nothing to do with heaven and earth. No one will know that I came here..."
Gu Changyi lowered his head and glanced at the car on the ground.
At this time, she suddenly felt afraid of heights.
Fear of heights, fear of death, fear of nothingness.
When facing life or death, no one cares about face. It is the instinct of life. Stay away from death. Gu Changyi left the railing as quickly as possible.
Leaning on the railing, she said to the two people downstairs, "Would you two come up and sit down?"
"OK."
Bai Wanning answered clearly that she had been emotionless from beginning to end. That was not because she was indifferent to death, but because she was willing to respect everyone's choices. Even if Gu Changyi jumped from here today, she would not be like Li Miaoxian.
Laughing at the incompetence of life and laughing at Gu Changyi's lack of brain stem.
Even if Li Miaoxian jumps from here, she won't stop him. Even if Zhao Chen wants to jump, she won't stop him. It's the same for everyone.
Li Miaoxian turned her head and glanced at Bai Wanning.
Her throat was a little dry, but she still spoke softly, "You seem to have full confidence in Gu Changyi's ability to save himself and survive?"
Wan Ning smiled slightly, looked into the distance, and said word by word, "I have no confidence in her, I only have confidence in you. I'm thinking that if I do the same one day, you Li Miaoxian can probably save me from death."
Grab it back."
Li was silent, she didn't really like Gu Changyi, but she was always in awe of life.
She is close to Bai Wanning, but Wanning never listens to her Gu Changyi's words at the crossroads of her life.