Chapter 368 Seeing the world is like seeing yourself
Time spent with Wan Ning always passes quickly.
The two of them got together and talked casually without any deep thoughts or worries. They were relaxed and bright. Just like her smile, her heart often infected him.
Gu Changyi's study room contained a few shallow reading materials. Wan Ning took a quick look at them and put them aside.
These books were probably given as gifts when buying a house.
In her mind, Gu Changyi's home probably had a lot of books and information. This was her second time here, and she hadn't found a decent book yet.
In fact, when Gu Changyi rented a house by himself, the small, compact home was filled with all kinds of books, excerpts, and notebooks...
It's different from how easy it is for Zhao Chen to get along with each other.
The chat between Li Miaoxian and Gu Changyi seemed so stormy that it was eclipsing.
At this time, Gu Changyi cried loudly, without any pretense, the cry was pure and extremely sad;
Even if Li Miaoxian was watching from the side, she was still crying. Even if Zhao Chen stayed in the next room, she was still sad and crying uncontrollably.
Helpless, sad, powerless and helpless, she turned a blind eye to Li Miaoxian's eyes and indulged herself in crying as if there was no one else around.
Watching her cry, Li Miaoxian's heart was inexplicably complicated, and he couldn't help but feel a subtle sadness.
Gu Changyi burst into tears and sat on the ground holding on to the sofa, crying bitterly.
Pulling the hem of her clothes tightly, Li Miaoxian had never seen such crying, or maybe she had seen less crying in the first place.
She could feel Gu Changyi's emotions.
In that cry, she felt helpless about her own life;
Why is it not a perfect life? Why can't she feel the splendor of her life in these more than 20 years?
Why can't she feel the fragrance of life? Why is her life always bumping back and forth in misfortune?
She didn't blame anyone, she just felt that fate was unfair, and she didn't blame fate. She intuitively felt that no one could defeat God and live the life she wanted.
Why are there still so many constraints and difficulties in life?
She couldn't help being such an ordinary and frustrated self in her youth. She felt the passage of time, the hurried passing of her past life, her face getting older, and the situation where she was no longer youthful was right in front of her.
She cried loudly, feeling sad for no reason, or perhaps because there were too many things worthy of her sadness.
With tears already streaming down his face, Gu Changyi fell to the ground, crying naturally and purely.
Li Miaoxian could not feel any trace of ridicule. At this moment, she only felt that Teacher Gu, when facing life calmly, was so sincere and carefree, and cried so openly, which was thought-provoking.
She, Li Miaoxian, had worked hard to enrich herself for eighteen years, but in the end she came to be someone else's wife and gave him everything she had, in exchange for a situation where two women work together and one husband.
Why didn't she want to cry so loudly, why didn't she want to vent her anger so shamelessly?
Being born as a human being and living in this world, everything goes as planned. She is like this, Wan Ning is like this, and Zhao Chen's life is like this. Can you, Gu Changyi, escape?
Zhao Chen and Wan Ning walked out of the room.
They didn't know what happened, but Gu Changyi's crying made them feel inexplicably sad and gloomy.
Seeing her sitting on the ground, venting regardless of the image, for no reason, Zhao Chen felt relieved, it turned out that He could be like this, it turned out that he could cry out so loudly about things that he was not satisfied with, things that he did not like.
At this moment, Zhao Chen felt a sudden lightness in his heart, as if many things disappeared in Gu Changyi's cry.
Wan Ning walked over and helped Gu Changyi up.
"It's okay, just cry out no matter what happens..." She comforted softly.
Gu Changyi cried like a child, like an old man who is dying, helpless, hopeless, and helpless. They cry like children. This is human nature.
Teacher Gu calmed down.
A lot of the embarrassment in my heart seemed to have flowed out through tears. Whether it was the ridiculous things that accompanied Zhao Chen or the scholarly spirit that would rather break than bend, it seemed that they had quietly dissipated at this moment.
Before all spiritual energy, there is human nature, which longs for life and stability.
Those things that imprisoned her thoughts and actions have quietly disappeared. At this moment, she is no longer a proud literary master, no longer a stunning woman who cares about her aloofness;
At this moment, she was just one of thousands of women among the masses. She was just a weak woman caught in the breath of fireworks and in the arms of a man.
There is no other emotion at all.
"Li Miaoxian, I will not escape from the situation in the future. I live my own life well enough..."
Wiping away his tears, Gu Changyi spoke calmly.
There was nothing condescending in her tone that a professor should have. She no longer had any identity, she just wanted to live a simple life.
Gu Changyi was so calm that Li Miaoxian's face turned red.
Even if there was a reason, now that she heard such a straightforward submission, she couldn't help but feel a little guilty, and there was no trace of the joy of victory.
But she couldn't give him any comfort on this matter. She couldn't speak out loud again and asked Zhao Chen to come and accompany her.
For a moment, Li Miaoxian felt a little depressed and turned his head without saying a word.
Zhao Chen stood by the window, and the river was flowing eastward.
The deceased is like a man, day and night. Yesterday's Gu Changyi has disappeared. Today there is a Gu Changyi. Where is Li Miaoxian? Is she still the same wise and cunning? Wanning, can she still live peacefully and contentedly?
...As for myself, Professor Gu taught another lesson today...
Turning around, opening his eyes, and shaking his head gently, Zhao Chen felt that he could shake his head. All the past events made him who he is now, but he couldn't immerse himself in the past days and do the things he had done.
.Everything is renewed, so is the vision and state of mind.
Wang Qian called and asked about the results.
Zhao Chen answered calmly, and Wang Qian seemed to take a breath of relief. She was not as indifferent as she showed.
She didn't need to care about the things her children did. She needed to care about the impact of these things on Zhao Chen. She breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the calmness in Zhao Chen's tone.
hang up the phone.
Zhao Chensheng came up with some ideas. What he had seen in the past two days made him happy, but also filled with emotion. If the days to come were so wonderful, what kind of life would it be.
Thinking of this, he blurted out, "Miaoxian, how about we go out and walk around?"
"Where do you want to go?"
"I don't know now."
"There must be a destination. To see something magnificent? To see culture? To see nature? To see all kinds of people? You might as well give yourself an initial location first, walk around and take a look before making a decision."
"I want to go to Japan."
"Okay, I'll accompany you!" The girl agreed to accompany him without asking why.