Chapter 178 It is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes
"It's okay. There's no rush for these things. Let's go downstairs and sit for a while. I have something to tell you..."
I hesitated and then said.
"Okay, then you say it!"
Ye Shuer's face was stunned for a moment, and then she changed into a shy expression.
"Let's talk down below, the smell is really a bit..."
"Well, be careful!"
Ye Shuer nodded and then walked downstairs first.
I felt depressed. Although I didn't want to hurt her, things had reached this point and I really couldn't sit back and watch anymore.
After returning to the sofa downstairs, Ye Shuer's hands kept rubbing the corners of her clothes, looking very embarrassed.
But the more she behaves like this, the more uncomfortable I feel.
"Don't you have something to tell me?"
Ye Shuer's voice was very low, and her face was full of shyness.
"Actually, the time the two of us spent together was probably the happiest time in my life..."
After hesitating for a moment, I spoke carefully.
After hearing what I said, Ye Shuer's expression became even more shy. It was obvious that she thought I was going to confess my feelings.
"Then, what do you think..."
After Ye Shuer finished speaking, her face turned even redder.
"I, let me tell you a story..."
I hesitated for a moment, then said after careful consideration.
"Um!"
Ye Shuer lowered her head, and then hummed in a low voice.
"I was picked up from a mass grave by my master when I was a child. If it weren't for the master, I might have died long ago..."
When I said this, I also smiled bitterly.
Compared to most people in this world, I am actually unlucky, but I am also lucky.
Unfortunately, at least until now, I don't even know who my parents are, but fortunately I met my master, and he treated me as his own son. Even if the inheritance of the master's sect was cut off, he still wanted me to
Live in peace...
"I……"
Ye Shuer obviously didn't expect me to say this, and a sad expression immediately appeared on her face.
"It doesn't matter. Although I don't know who my parents are, I know in my heart that all of this is actually destined. I am different from you. My fate is Gu Chen and Jie Sha two stars are out-and-out destined.
Sha Guxing, everyone who is close to me will eventually die a bad death. I...I don't want to harm you..."
When she heard what I said, Ye Shuer was stunned.
Obviously, she never expected me to say these words to her.
"Are you kidding me?"
Ye Shuer's body shook a little.
"Everything I said is true. In fact, many times I hope it is all false, but..."
I smiled miserably. If possible, I would also like to fall in love like ordinary people and live with my parents.
However, it is obvious that this can only be a beautiful wish.
Now I can only take one step at a time. The calamity of life and death at the age of twenty-three is right there.
In front of me, it was like a high mountain, weighing me down completely and taking my breath away.
"You, why do you believe this?"
Ye Shuer's tears were already welling up in her eyes.
"I don't want to believe it either, but life is life. Whether you believe it or not, it is always there. Whether I believe it or not, it will never change..."
My face was full of bitterness, and the negative emotions directly enveloped my whole person.
I don't know what I have to do to get rid of this fate. To be fair, my love for Liu Mei is actually just because of my beautiful fantasies about the opposite sex for many years.
However, Ye Shuer is the only girl who really came into my life.
She is like a ray of moonlight, illuminating my dark world. The reason why I am so embarrassed is that I have been putting off this matter until now.
It was entirely because of my own selfishness that I greedily enjoyed a life with her, but all this was wrong to begin with.
These things never belonged to me. Now, no matter how reluctant I am to give them up, everything must stop...
In the huge room, the only sounds left were my breathing and hers, and the occasional sound of wind.
I lowered my head like a frightened ostrich.
"If I would die if I was with you, I would..."
After a long time, Ye Shuer suddenly said.
My body trembled, and I fell completely silent.
When I heard this, I almost couldn't breathe. I really wanted to agree to her, after all, this was her choice.
"I do not want to!"
However, my reason still prevailed in the end, and I gritted my teeth and said.
What happened to Uncle Gangzi has made me feel extremely guilty. I don't want anyone to die because of me.
Especially, that person is Ye Shuer!
"Are you really that timid?"
Ye Shuer's beautiful face was full of tears. Just looking at her, I couldn't help but feel pain in my heart.
sorry!
I said silently in my heart.
"I'm just more sensible!"
After taking a deep breath, I stood up silently, and then walked directly towards the second floor.
"You bastard!"
Ye Shuer ran away crying. I really wanted to chase her out, but I still held back.
Maybe, ending it like this is a good choice. Maybe she will be very sad, but at least she is still alive...
And if I can't survive the catastrophe at the age of twenty-three, I will only have two or three years left.
Why should she take such a risk for someone like me?
I turned around silently, closed the store door, and sat on the sofa again, craving the last trace of her scent.
I'm sorry, I hope you can spend the rest of your life safely...
I don't know why, I want to cry, but there are no tears in my eyes.
I can only laugh, it's very bitter, but also helpless.
People are always envious of each other, but they always selectively forget the remaining half of the sentence. It is better to forget each other in the world...
Farewell, the first girl who came into my life...
When the lanterns first came on, my heart finally regained its calmness. I stood up silently and came back to the bone statue.
Are there really gods and Buddhas in this world?
Such a ridiculous idea suddenly came into my mind.
It's really ridiculous to say that a magician like me has been dealing with those monsters since I came down from the mountain.
However, now I am actually doubting whether there are really gods and Buddhas in this world...
"Senior, I don't know who you are, but since we are destined, why don't we have a drink together!"
I silently took off the red cloth again and took out a jar of wine from under the bed.
This thing was also left by the old woman, and it looks like it must have been aged for many years. However, it was a direct bargain for me today.