Without any warning, the sleepy mentor's lazy whisper came from behind Roland.
"I……"
Roland's mouth opened slightly, but he didn't say anything. His eyes became complicated.
Probably because his identity has something to do with the Silver Queen - this statement is just what Roland lied to himself.
Once identified by his mentor, Roland had to endure the throbbing in his heart and look directly at the slim possibility——
"Is it...sister?"
Roland murmured in a voice that he could not hear clearly, and his eyes gradually flashed with the kind of sparkling hope that only a child can have.
...The reason why my sister could not be found after Roland woke up that day, maybe she was not killed, but came to this world before Roland?
After this possibility appeared in Roland's mind, he could no longer let it go.
He couldn't even bear to test the possibility of this possibility.
Because Roland was worried that once he thought about it, he would kill this "possibility" that was more precious than gold.
Roland has always been like this.
Rather than calmly reasoning step by step with logic, he is better at randomly thinking of several possibilities and then testing their possibilities one by one. And the words in Elucardo's blurted out "My Queen"
The amount of information was really too great, providing Roland with many possibilities.
That's right, that's right...
Such a possibility exists——
Just thinking about this possibility made Roland so excited that he couldn't help himself.
If Mentor Changmian told him that he could see his sister as long as he died, Roland would commit suicide immediately without hesitation.
There is no point in living alone in the world.
Roland had long recognized this through the pain rooted in his body.
As my sister said, "Humans are animals that get hurt whenever they are separated from the people around them."
Then, being alone in the world is naturally safer than anything else.
But in this case, why can't human beings endure loneliness and live alone?
Roland had never thought about such a thing. Because anyway, he has his sister by his side - as long as one person is enough, he doesn't need anything else.
But because of this, when his sister also left Roland, Roland collapsed without any suspense.
There was no anger or loss of control - it was precisely because Roland was more convinced than anyone else that "his sister was gone". He was hit hard in the chest by the fact without any psychological preparation.
Not even a farewell. Not even a last word.
Who would have known that "good night" would be the last words Roland would hear from his sister?
From that morning on, Roland's chest felt like a big hole had been opened. Even the wind could pass through it, drying the inside of his body and cooling it like a corpse.
What was constantly rising in his heart was the pain that almost made Roland cry uncontrollably.
The uneasiness and anxiety that penetrated his chest like a hot iron rod made Roland want to tear the clothes on his chest. But at the same time, Roland couldn't even shed a tear.
It was extremely intense loneliness.
After his sister left, Roland was stripped of even the meaning of life.
When he wakes up every day, all he can do is lie on the bed in a daze, as stiff as a piece of wood that has lost its soul, waiting for the nurse to feed him and take care of his body.
Although I can feel everything in the outside world, my body can't move. It's like an exquisite doll...
This situation lasted for a month before it gradually eased. Roland could not remember the nightmare that month at all.
It was not until last night that Roland recalled one of the nightmares with the help of Anvilia.
After just seeing the Wall of Orm in his soul state, Roland once again confirmed this idea in his heart——
There is no point in living alone in the world.
Even after arriving in the Farnes world, Roland could not feel the slightest excitement.
Compared to suffering in the human world, Roland wanted to return to his mentor and enjoy eternal sleep.
——However, this idea has just been broken.
The words "Your Majesty the Queen" blurted out by Ellucard made Roland realize the possibility of his sister coming to this world. And the mentor's words forced Roland to really start thinking about this possibility.
"Teacher...do you know the Queen in White?"
Roland asked piously in his heart.
"Go find it, Roland," Mentor Changmian did not answer Roland's question. Instead, he said in a rare solemn voice, "I will always take care of you as if I were taking care of my own child."
Hearing his mentor's hint coming from behind him, Roland smiled unconsciously.
The instructor's words had already confirmed some of Roland's conjectures.
My sister is still here——
In an instant, Roland felt that the world was so beautiful. The haze that had always lingered in his silver-gray pupils was greatly reduced.
For the first time, Roland truly had the idea of "I want to save the world" in his heart.
The era when the Silver Queen appeared was a thousand years ago. It was a much more beautiful and magnificent world than the current world.
At that time, the wall of Gaia had not yet broken, the devil had not been born, hundreds of civilizations in Ya'an prospered, and the world was at peace.
At that time, giant dragons were flying in the sky, there were groups of fairies in the lake, and pure-blooded elves were dancing in the forest.
At that time, there was singing silver in the water, and the towering ancient trees would slowly sway to the music of the bards.
At that time, people never got sick, and there was no pain in death. People would gain knowledge before they were born, and they could speak when they were born.
That was a world that was jointly managed by the Seven Saints when they were all there.
Countless new things are discovered every day, and new inventions are born every minute.
It was a world full of vigor and vitality——
Compared with the current world, the past was too beautiful.
Roland originally just wanted to give himself an excuse to live for a long time and live better and more comfortably, but now. He really wants to change the world. No matter what means he uses, he must save this destiny.
A world to be destroyed.
In this case, when he finds his sister again one day in the future, he can give her this world as a gift for their reunion.
In this case, Roland can let his sister touch his head and say with a smile, "Little Roland is really capable."
Roland finally decided to abandon his sense of superiority as a player and live down-to-earth in this world.
If you can't fall in love with it yourself, how dare you give it to your sister?
——Roland decided that he wanted to fall in love with this world.
"I am Roland Roland Narola," Roland said softly while lying on the ground with his eyes closed. "Elucard. I want to save this world, will you help me?"
"As you wish... Your Highness Roland."
As if he saw someone's shadow in Roland, Eluka almost cried with joy.
But Roland shook his head.
"Don't call me Your Highness. The king's path has been proven impassable. This time, I want to add the word 'holy' in front of my name."
"But Lord Roland..." Elukado's confused voice came, "If you want to establish your own sect, wouldn't it be bad for me to follow you... Maybe I can hide in the dark..."
"No."
Roland rejected her briefly but forcefully.
"You just follow me, you are not allowed to hide or escape. Just watch how I save the world. Write them down."
After a long absence, Roland's heart rekindled passion.
This was the first time since he was born that he wanted to do something from the bottom of his heart.
As a result, Roland's body was like a burning flame, exuding a compelling light of confidence.
"What are we going to do?"
"No rush. I will talk to Esther in detail later...and Esther, you will help me."
"Ah. Of course," Esther looked at Roland with a meaningful look, "leaving aside everything else... there is an agreement between you and me."
"As long as you remember."
Roland opened his eyes and said softly: "Also, mentor... I have a disrespectful idea, and I will propose it to you separately later."
Then, Roland raised his head and looked at Claudia quietly.
Her physical strength had long been exhausted. Now she was panting, her cold and trembling hands tightly grasped Roland's right hand and refused to let go.
Roland couldn't help but feel warm in his heart.
After coming to this world, the first person he saw was Claudia. This was not the first time that Claudia saved him - because Claude refused to treat a black-robed druid, Roland
Claudia was responsible for all the treatment, including analgesia.
Claudia must take at least 80% of the credit for Roland's survival.
And now, she is also his best friend. She has gradually entered Roland's heart.
Among the people Roland knew, Claudia was the only one whom Roland could never allow any accidents to happen to her.
Roland chuckled and covered Claudia's hands with his left hand.
"Thank you, Claudia."
Claudia's face turned red.
She tilted her head slightly and said softly: "What are you talking about? You have saved me more than once."
"So, is this considered repayment?"
Roland said somewhat inappropriately.
"...Ah, yes. That's right."
Claudia's expression darkened slightly, her tone became a little lower, and she wanted to withdraw her hands at the sight of it.
But at this moment, Roland's left hand suddenly used force to hold her hands.
Facing Claudia's surprised look, Roland showed a cheerful smile that Claudia had never seen before: "Don't you talk about interest? Claudia?"
"What's the meaning?"
"I have saved you several times, and you are not allowed to pay back just this much," Roland looked at Claudia seriously and said word by word, "You have to save me at least ten more times to be clear, and by that time
, there will probably be new interest generated.”
"I did a rough calculation, and you'll probably have to pay for it for the rest of your life."
Finally understanding the meaning of Roland's words, Claudia's face turned red.
Seeing that she couldn't even say a word, Elucard on the side suddenly showed a toothache, but did not bother the two of them.
Everything seemed so beautiful. The moonlight shone through the broken roof and sprinkled around Roland.
At this time, four hours had passed since the sun set in the west, and it was late at night.
The bright moon was in the sky, and the White Tower fell into silence.
According to time calculation, it is almost dawn in Bansa at this time——(To be continued.)
ps: I felt a little better when I woke up today...so I will update. There are two chapters updated today, the first chapter is a 3000-word chapter, as compensation...Mobile phone users please visit http://m.piaotian.net