When he first learned that she was pregnant, Jiang Xi's face had never looked ugly.
He lost his usual calmness and pretense, and even forgot to pay attention to Gu Ruojiao's emotions.
But Gu Ruojiao didn't blame her, she knew why.
Because Jiang Xi’s mother committed suicide because she couldn’t control her emotions due to postpartum depression.
When they first got married, Jiang Xi wanted to get a sterilization, but gave up because Gu Ruojiao was too angry.
I thought I would wait a long time before slowly persuading her to agree.
I didn't expect the baby to come so unexpectedly.
He has obviously taken measures!
That day he locked himself in the room for a long time, and finally came out of the room in a panic because Gu Ruojiao pretended to be aggrieved and cried.
"I'm sorry Jiaojiao..."
He hugged her with a fragile look just like he blamed himself for being weak when the two were kidnapped.
Gu Ruojiao felt very distressed.
But she didn't want Jiang Shengbin to bear the responsibility for the mistakes he made.
She wanted to have a happy family with him and tell him that not everyone is as bad as Jiang Shengbin.
"Axi, have you forgotten? I am much stronger than you think. And you are not Jiang Shengbin, you are my Axi."
"Jiaojiao..."
"I have always believed that you can be a good father and I will be a good mother."
"But Jiaojiao, I don't want to take risks."
He can't lose her!
Just imagining it made him feel so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.
Gu Ruojiao understands.
"Well, let's give each other some time and let's try and work hard?"
Jiang Xi showed a helpless expression.
But there was always nothing he could do about it.
"One month, if you react too much, we will give up."
"Okay!" Gu Ruojiao agreed immediately.
She touched her belly: "When I think that this is my and your child, I feel warm in my heart. Ah Xi, let's look forward to his arrival together."
I don't know if it was because of her motherly expression that touched Jiang Xi's heart.
He caressed her still flat belly.
There was also a moment of anticipation.
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Although he said he would give it a try first, Jiang Xi was ready.
He bought a lot of parenting books, but most of them were about how to make mothers happy during and after pregnancy.
He also hired a psychologist to learn how to take care of pregnant women.
He doted on her very much originally.
And since she became pregnant, he has simply pampered her to the heavens.
A little lighter or a little heavier, I'm afraid she might feel uncomfortable.
He even postponed all business trips and wanted to take her with him.
Sometimes she would just frown, and he would nervously ask her if she felt uncomfortable.
Gu Ruojiao's reaction to pregnancy this time was not very severe, she was just drowsy.
Sometimes she was still talking, but after a while she would tilt her head and fall asleep leaning on Jiang Xi.
At this time, Jiang Xi would helplessly carry her upstairs.
A month passed in the blink of an eye.
Not only was Gu Ruojiao not in a bad mood, she also gained a lot of weight.
She looked at her round face in the mirror and pouted unhappily.
As a result, when the man saw it, he lowered his head and kissed her.
He has read psychology books. Kissing can relax people's body and mind. It is a way to heal when you are in a bad mood.
Jiang Xi felt it was very reasonable, so he has been working hard to implement this action that can make both of them happy physically and mentally.
Although I almost couldn't stop every time, I had to go to the bathroom alone to solve the problem.
In the fourth month of pregnancy, Gu Ruojiao suddenly felt fetal movement one night.
She immediately ran to Jiang Xi with her belly full, grabbed his hand and put it on her belly.
That was the first time Jiang Xi felt that his child was really starting to grow.
I can't tell what I feel in my heart. It seems to be fear, but also expectation.
But looking at Gu Ruojiao's crooked eyebrows and eyes, those emotions became irrelevant again.
