I think the answer is unquestionable. If I had never loved her, I would not care so much about this matter.
Trust is like a knife. In addition to using it to warm me, it can also be used to stab me.
She didn't trust me from the beginning to now.
Even before An Lan comes back, she will be particularly vigilant whenever any woman appears around me.
For a period of time, she also tried to replace my assistant Yang Man, which Yang Man later told me.
I am no longer just insecure, but unreasonable!
Including now, she openly told me that it was her ex-boyfriend who told me that she and An Lan were together last night, which proves that she and her ex-boyfriend have always been in contact.
What is this?
I immediately started laughing at the phone, and it was so ugly.
Wang Yi said to me again: "I know you will think too much now, but I tell you clearly that he and I have been incompatible with each other for a long time. It's just that he suddenly sent me this text message last night. I didn't even think about it." believable."
"Then why did you come anyway?"
"I came here with a dubious attitude. I didn't expect it to be like this. How disappointed do you think I am?"
"You still doubt me now?"
"Can you stop me from doubting it? Chen Feng, put yourself in my shoes and think about it. If you were me, what would you think if you saw such a scene?"
I took a long breath, subconsciously lit up a cigarette, and said in a deep voice, "Okay! I can't refute."
"So, when you have completely solved An Lan's problem, you can come to me again! I will also look for my own reasons. I need to enrich myself."
"Then tell me, why did your ex-boyfriend contact you again?"
Wang Yi suddenly smiled and said: "Have you experienced the feeling I had? Do you know? When you went to An Lan, just like I went to my ex-boyfriend, how did you feel?"
I also smiled and replied: "Wang Yi, let me tell you the truth! In fact, your father told me before that you had a boyfriend in high school, and that you studied abroad and taught in Meigu County. Because of your ex-boyfriend, right?"
My words seemed to surprise Wang Yi, so much so that she was stunned for a long time before she said, "When did he tell you this?"
"It doesn't take long, you just have to answer me yes or no."
Wang Yi did not answer me directly, but just asked me: "What do you mean by these?"
"I just want to tell you that the reason I haven't told you about this is because I don't think it's important! And because I trust you enough, but what about you?"
"I just can't tolerate sand in my eyes."
"That's not because we don't trust each other enough."
Wang Yi laughed again: "You still haven't answered my previous question. Have you really loved me since we got together?"
"I said yes, do you believe it? You definitely don't believe it."
"I don't believe it! If you really loved me, you wouldn't make me feel so insecure."
"Haha, then why do we need to continue communicating?"
There was silence for a moment on the other end of the phone, and then Wang Yi's voice came: "Do you mean to break up with me when you say this to me now?"
"I'm sorry, maybe I was wrong!"
After saying this, I hung up the phone.
It was me who took the initiative to end the call. I really didn’t know how to continue communicating with her and felt that everything was in vain.
If this is what her ex-boyfriend wants to see, then I admit it.
Maybe we didn't want to separate, but we still said the word breakup. At that moment, we had forgotten all the experiences we had.
When these two words are spoken, it means that our relationship is completely over!
But since we have the power to hurt each other, why don't we work hard to understand each other and trust each other?
Thinking about it, everything is caused by our childishness, because maybe we have all been hurt in our own relationships.
When she was willing to come back with me, maybe she really took a fancy to my kindness, or maybe it was because my sincerity impressed her.
But judging from our interactions over the past six months, we are indeed not the same person.
Now that I think about it, this bad day is entirely due to yesterday's impulse.
If the heart had not moved at that time, there would be no pain at this time.
After drinking a can of beer, I was half lying on the sofa. I really wanted to find someone to talk to, but who should I talk to?
My fingers mechanically swiped the phone screen, and I accidentally saw Huang Li's profile picture in the WeChat address book.
She has always liked to use her own photo as her avatar, and this avatar has not changed since she was imprisoned.
Come to think of it, we haven't seen each other for more than half a year, and I don't know how she is doing in prison.
I should go see her, just tomorrow!
I don’t know whether it’s because I slept too much or because I had too many things on my mind, but I suffered from insomnia again.
Moreover, my insomnia this time left me with no energy to watch anything, just all kinds of discomfort, as if something was suddenly missing.
I almost sat on the sofa the whole time, never feeling sleepy at all.
At five o'clock in the morning, before dawn, I couldn't sit still, so I took the car keys and set off.
After nearly four hours of driving, I finally arrived at Chongqing Nanshan Prison at nine o'clock in the morning.
After explaining the situation to the prison staff, they arranged a time for me to meet with Huang Li.
Sitting in the interview room of the prison, I was a little nervous. I don't know why, as if I were meeting him for the first time.
I kept staring at the door inside, and it wasn't until the door opened that I finally saw that long-lost face.
She has lost a lot of weight, and her whole face is no longer full of collagen. Time is really unforgiving!
But when she saw me, she still kept her sunny smile.
Under the direction of the prison guard, I sat down in front of the phone. I stared at her blankly. I came to my senses when I saw her picking up the phone.
"Hello, Chen Feng, how are you?" When I picked up the phone, I heard her long-lost voice.
My nose instantly felt a little sore, and I responded: "I'm fine, you've lost weight!"
"It's okay, but you're fat."
I looked down at my belly and said with a smile: "I have lost some weight now. When I was the fattest some time ago, I weighed 170 pounds."
"You don't look good if you are fat. You look better if you are thinner."
I smiled and said, "Are you having a good time in there?"
"It's good. It's not as bad as you think. Every day is quite fulfilling. I'm still studying law on my own here. I think I'll take the exam for a lawyer's license when I get out."
"Well, it's okay. Is the sentence reduced?"
Huang Li nodded and replied: "I have been doing well after losing weight for half a year."
"That's good. If you reduce it by half a year, you are almost a year old now, so you should be out in another year and a half, right?"
Huang Li nodded again and said, "Well, that's almost it."
I smiled wisely, and Huang Li quickly asked me: "By the way, are you married to An Lan?"