It took me a long time to come back to my senses from the state just now, and then lit a cigarette for myself to calm down the nervous emotions in my heart.
Looking at Li Feng aside, he was still in a state of extreme nervousness.
Don't talk about him, this is the first time I have encountered this kind of thing.
I really didn't expect Min Wenbin to be serious. If Huang Li hadn't arrived in time today, I might have had one of my arms removed.
Now it seems that I have to be more careful about Min Wenbin in the future. I managed to escape this time, but I might be in trouble next time.
As for whether I want to tell An Lan about this or not, that's another matter.
I called Li Feng and asked him: "A Feng, are you okay?"
Li Feng looked stupid, shook his head mechanically, and stammered: "I'm scared to death, Brother Feng, I'm really scared to death... Who are these people?"
I forced a smile, patted his back and said, "Don't be afraid, these people are here for me, you don't have to worry."
"They were so cruel. It seemed like they were really going to kill you in that battle just now."
Who says it’s not the case? I was scared too.
"Okay, it's okay. I'll take you back first! Don't tell anyone what happened tonight."
But Li Feng shook his head and said with a scared look on his face: "No, I don't dare to go back. Brother Feng, I'll go to your place tonight!"
I thought about it and said it was okay, so we went back to the hotel and drove.
After walking out of this remote alley, more pedestrians began to appear, and Li Feng didn't look as nervous as before.
But I think what happened tonight will definitely leave some sequelae for him.
After returning to the car, I asked him: "By the way, didn't you run away before? Why did you come back suddenly?"
"How can I leave in that situation? You are surrounded by those people. It would be too boring for me to leave you like this!"
I smiled and said, "Aren't you afraid?"
"I was afraid, so I went to a nearby canteen to buy a bottle of Erguotou and drank it in one gulp. Then I found a stone and rushed towards it."
No wonder I smelled a strong smell of alcohol in his mouth just now, but I really didn't expect that he came to the rescue just now.
A person who is usually so timid, someone who even scares others when they glare at him.
But in the extreme situation just now, he actually took action.
From this point of view, I think he is a really nice person and very loyal.
I took him back to my place, and this night full of fear was finally over.
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I was lying on the bed in the middle of the night, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. I kept thinking about Min Wenbin.
I was thinking about whether to tell An Lan what happened tonight.
What will happen if I tell her?
I was thinking whether Min Wenbin would attack me a second time. I managed to escape this time, but what about next time?
I don't know what happened, but I provoked this person Min Wenbin. He seemed to be more difficult to deal with than Wang Hao and Ye Zegui.
While turning over, Li Feng suddenly said: "Brother Feng, aren't you asleep?"
"No, you didn't sleep either?"
Li Feng sat up and sighed: "I can't sleep! Every time I close my eyes, I remember what happened just now."
"Then don't sleep, let's chat for a while!"
Li Feng hummed, and I immediately said to him: "Um, I'm really sorry about Yang Tao. I know what I did was a bit bad, but I'm just anxious to let you know what she is like."
Li Feng gave a dull "Yeah" and said, "I understand. I understand now. In fact, I am the clown."
"Relax your mind and don't be bothered by this matter. You will meet a girl who really likes you in the future."
"Well, thank you, Brother Feng. If it weren't for you, I would still be kept in the dark by her."
"I'm glad that you think so. In fact, I already knew that she had evil intentions, but I just didn't know how to tell you... In the end, I used this unreliable method, which was a last resort."
"It's okay. I don't blame you. If I do, I blame myself for being stupid."
"You are not stupid at all, you are too kind."
"Brother Feng, tell me, is kindness good or bad?"
I suddenly fell silent, and I didn't know how to answer this question.
In silence, I lit another cigarette for myself, took two puffs and then said: "Of course it's a good thing, but to be honest, this world is not friendly to kind people."
"That's bad."
"No, it depends on how to use kindness. In short, you must learn to refuse and resist in the future. As long as you learn to refuse and resist, no one will look down on you."
"Rejection and resistance." Li Feng repeated.
"Yes, during the war, when we were so backward, why didn't we stand up and resist with all our strength?"
"Okay, I remember. I must learn to refuse and resist in the future. I want to change myself and become just like you."
"Don't become like me, you are you, uniquely you."
"Brother Feng, you are the first person to say these words to me when I grow up." Li Feng's voice was a little hoarse.
"Really?" I laughed.
"Well, even my parents would only tell me not to cause trouble outside. Our family is poor. We should endure the calm for a while and take a step back to open up the world... No one has ever told me to stand up and resist."
What Li Feng said touched me deeply, because I was like this before.
My mother is also the kind of person who is extremely kind, and others bully her.
I remember one time when I went to the market, my mother and I went to the street to buy a bag of fruit candies. On the way back, we met many relatives. Every time we met a relative, my mother would grab a handful of candies for them.
As a result, when I got home, of the two kilograms of candy I originally bought, I had less than half a kilogram left.
My mother is such a person. She always tries to please others and always feels that if others want it, she will look bad if she doesn't give it.
But often others will only look down upon her more and bully her even more.
There is a saying: "Pinch persimmons only when they are soft."
There is nothing wrong with this sentence at all.
Only when people learn to resist and refuse can others respect you and look up to you.
I talked a lot with Li Feng this night, and I also believe that after what happened this night, he will undergo a qualitative change.
Just like me back then, it was also because of a woman that I transformed from a pleaser personality.
As for that woman, I won’t talk about it, it’s been almost ten years.
It wasn't until around three o'clock in the night that Li Feng and I fell asleep one after another.
I woke up after ten o'clock the next morning, but Li Feng was no longer there, and there was a WeChat message he sent me on my phone.
He said that he had gone to deliver takeout and had bought me breakfast, which was on the coffee table outside.
This guy is really good. If I can stand up, I will definitely help him.
But that’s a story for another day. The thing I want to solve now is Min Wenbin’s matter.
I am worried that he will hurt me a second time, and I must resist. I will not let him bully me like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.
After washing, I ate the breakfast Li Feng bought for me and called An Lan.