Facing all of their reactions to me, I finally knew that this might be my true identity.
Jiang Tao didn't lie to me, and I didn't look for the wrong place either.
It's just that I really didn't expect that I was the boss of such a big company before I lost my memory?
They said it seemed like they were dreaming, but in fact, I wasn't the same.
Faced with their excitement when they saw me, I was a little overwhelmed because I really had no impression of them at all.
We talked a lot in the office, and I also learned a lot about my past from them, but I had no impression of them.
After leaving the company, An Lan took me to the hospital and said he wanted to check me out.
I followed her to the hospital respectfully, and the doctor did a comprehensive examination on me.
The final result was that the brain was severely damaged, leading to cerebral nerve atrophy caused by cerebral hemorrhage, and the patient did not receive formal treatment as soon as possible.
And the doctor told me seriously that this kind of amnesia has a high chance of becoming permanent.
No wonder I can’t even remember anything that happened in the past after so long. Does this permanent amnesia mean to tell me that I can no longer remember things that happened in the past?
I don't know why, even though I got this news, I wasn't too sad.
Because I am now accustomed to life in the countryside, if I were suddenly reminded of my old life, it might cause inconvenience to my life.
This is not a sign of irresponsibility for the past, but the environment has changed me.
If I had parents, or even been married with children, it would probably be very painful.
Since I don’t even have my parents, and I’m even unmarried, then why should I suffer?
So, maybe it is a good thing for me to forget the past.
But An Lan didn't seem to think so. After learning about this situation, she was obviously frightened.
She was not as excited as when she saw me before, and her face had no expression at all, as if she had been sentenced to death.
After coming out of the hospital, I said to her: "The doctor just said that my amnesia may be permanent, which means that I may not be able to remember anything that happened before. If I have done anything to hurt you before,
I hope you can forgive me."
Her eyes were red, and she shook her head at me and said, "No, you didn't hurt me, I hurt you. All of this is inseparable from me."
After saying that, she raised her head and exhaled a long breath, and then said: "It's okay, if you can't remember, then start over."
I didn't know what to say, but I really wanted to smoke at this time, so I took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit one.
An Lan looked at me, a little distressed, and said, "You still can't get rid of your habit of smoking."
"Did I like smoking before?"
She nodded, suddenly stretched out her hand to me, and said with a smile: "Let me meet you, my name is An Lan, and you?"
I looked at her blankly, not understanding what she meant.
She then said to me: "Since you may never remember what happened before, let's get acquainted again!"
It turned out that this was what I meant, so I stretched out my hand to her, shook her hand and said, "Hello, my name is Dashan."
"Mountain?"
"Yes, my family named it to me. We live in the mountains, so I called it this name."
"Don't you have a last name?"
I thought for a moment and said, "If I insist, my surname is Cheng, the name next to the word He."
"No, your surname should still be Bao Erpan's Chen. This is your nature. Even if you can't remember what happened in the past, you can't change your surname casually."
I fell silent, which was regarded as acquiescence.
An Lan raised his hand to look at his watch again and said, "Let's go, I'll take you to apply for an ID card now."
"now?"
"Well, you come with me and go back to get your household registration book first."
So I followed her car and arrived at a villa area half an hour later. I stopped at the entrance of the courtyard of an independent villa.
After getting off the car, An Lan looked at the villa in front of him and said to me: "Do you still have an impression of this house?"
I shook my head, and she said to me again: "This house used to be yours, but later because of your company's cash flow problems, you sold it. After I found out the news, I bought it. Now I
Live here.”
No matter what she says, I can't remember anything anyway. My memory only stops at half a year ago.
The small yard outside the villa is very pleasantly decorated, like a small garden, with rockeries and small fountains, colored lights hanging on palm trees, and swings under the trees.
After entering the yard, she said to me again: "You may not remember that you helped me move these green plants. You see, these green plants are growing so well now."
I looked at all this and asked her with confusion: "Did we have a good relationship before?"
She did not answer me directly, but smiled mysteriously and opened the door with her fingerprint.
I followed her into the room again. I liked the decoration inside, and I was quite familiar with everything in front of me.
The room was very clean and looked spotless, with all items placed neatly.
And I discovered that there were many things for children in the room, including milk bottles, diapers, and many small toys.
There was even a group photo placed under the TV cabinet. In the photo, there was me and a child being held in An Lan's arms.
We were standing under a palm tree, with lights on the tree, and everything looked so beautiful.
I hurried over and picked up the photo frame and looked at it carefully.
An Lan came up behind me and said to me, "Do you still have any impressions?"
I shook my head and asked her, "Is this me?"
"It was you. You were fatter then than you are now."
"Then who is this child?"
"My daughter."
"Your daughter?!" I looked at her in surprise and asked, "Then why did we take a photo together? What is our relationship?"
She smiled lightly and replied: "Our relationship is quite complicated. We were lovers before, but later we separated due to many reasons."
I looked at her in disbelief, and then said after being stunned for a long time: "What about now?"
"We are friends now! We just met."
"What about your daughter's father?"
She looked at me with a half-smile and said, "Here he is."
I was stunned again, looked around, and said, "Where is it?"
She stopped talking, but looked at me with a kind look.
If I don't understand it yet, then I'm really a fool.
But this made me extremely stunned. I looked at her in disbelief, with my mouth half open, and it took a long time before I said word by word: "You mean, I am the father of this child?"
"Yes! Is there any problem?" She looked at me with a smile and said calmly.