Yes! It’s been a long time since I called you daddy.
I don't know how to respond to him now. Should I pretend not to know him and hang up the phone, or should I reluctantly agree?
In my daze, Panpan's voice came again: "Dad, why don't you speak? I know it's you, dad..."
Finally I couldn't hold it back and cried...
This is probably the time when a man is most helpless!
Finally, I choked back and replied: "Well, it's me. How are you doing, Panpan?"
"Well...well, my mother and uncle are very good to me. We even went to the zoo...By the way, Dad, when are you coming to pick me up? I miss you..."
I wiped away the tears with the back of my hand, raised my head and took a deep breath.
After controlling my emotions that were about to collapse, I replied: "Dad is still busy. When he is done, he will pick you up again, okay?"
I feel that no matter what, Panpan is innocent, he doesn’t understand anything, and I shouldn’t give him this cruel side.
"No, Dad, I miss you. I miss you telling me stories, and I miss you holding me to sleep."
I suddenly laughed, a bitter smile of course, and I even swallowed it and said, "Don't you dislike the smell of daddy?"
"No, it was mom who said dad smelled bad, but I don't."
Tears were streaming down my face, but in order to prevent Panpan from knowing, I had to force a smile and said, "Okay, then tell Dad where you live now? Do you know?"
"Well, I know. Mom told me that if I can't find my way home, I'll ask my uncle and aunt how to get to Honolulu."
Panpan is smart. There is indeed a place called Honolulu. Wang Hao and Xiao Wei probably live in this community.
I didn't ask any more questions, so I said to Panpan, "Panpan, why do you use your mother's mobile phone? Where is she?"
"She is taking a bath. Dad, do you want to talk to mom? I'll call her."
"No!" I said quickly, "Don't call her, this is a secret between us, and don't tell her what I just told you, okay?"
"Why? Dad."
"Because... because I want to give you a surprise. Do you want to see the surprise?"
"I wonder, dad, when will you come to take us home?"
"Come soon. Okay, Panpan, let's do this for now. If your mother asks you later, just say that an uncle called you just now and hang up without saying anything."
"Yeah, remember."
After hanging up the phone, I couldn't hold myself any longer. I squatted beside a trash can on the roadside and started crying hysterically.
I completely ignored the looks of passers-by and cried heartbrokenly.
Even when I went bankrupt and faced more than 20 million yuan in compensation, I didn't shed a single tear.
Even when Xiao Wei cheated on me, I just shed two tears.
But now, I am really in pain.
The son I have loved so much for more than four years is not my son. How fucking uncomfortable is this!
My heart felt like it was being drilled hard with an electric drill. It hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.
But in the end, I had to deal with my bad mood alone and face all the current difficulties.
I wiped away my tears and lit a cigarette with trembling hands.
Ask yourself very seriously, how should you respond when someone tries to deny you a way to survive?
There are only two choices: either be weak and choose to escape, or grit your teeth and face the difficulties.
Normally, I am a very tolerant person.
Especially in the past two years of delivering food, I have encountered many difficult customers. No matter how they scold me, I just laugh it off. After all, customers are God.
But this time things were different. I had a suffocating feeling that my neck was being strangled anytime and anywhere.
And escaping will only make me lose more completely, so I am very sober at this time.
I have worked with Wang Hao and know what kind of person he is.
He is not too old, but his methods are so insidious that even Ye Zegui, an old fox, can be fooled by him.
Therefore, I must use 100% of my strength to kill him!
The reason why I cry is not because of fear, nor because of weakness, but because of some kind of family affection.
But in the final analysis, all this is caused by Wang Hao. If he wants to ruin my reputation, then I will let him never be reincarnated!
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After gathering my emotions, I took the car back to my residence.
I didn't want to go to where Wang Hao lives today, there's no point in going there, since I already knew they lived in Honolulu.
After having something to eat, I received a call from Liang Jing as soon as I got home.
I didn’t know what she meant by calling me again, but I answered the phone anyway and asked her: “Why are you calling me?”
"Why are you so cold? Are you afraid that I will blackmail you?"
"No, I'm in a bad mood. If you have something to say, just talk. If you have nothing to do, don't chat."
"Who offended you? Tell your sister, and she will help you settle the score with him."
I sighed and said, "Don't talk about whether these are available or not. What are you talking about?"
"What else can I do? Just chat casually, it's boring anyway."
"Then you can talk to someone else! I'm done..."
"Don't hang up! Since you don't know what to talk about, let's talk about what happened to us yesterday!"
I said depressedly: "Why are you talking about this again? I already said that I have no memory of the whole process, it's just like a piece of wood..."
Liang Jing snorted: "You're saying that I fell asleep with a piece of wood?"
"I...I didn't mean that, what's wrong with your brain!" I said feeling speechless.
"Then make it clear what you mean."
I felt that I was a bit confused with her, and I didn’t want her to keep troubling me for this matter, so I simply said: "How much do you want, I will give you the money directly, and you can bother me with this matter in the future, okay?"
?”
"Give me some money!" Liang Jing pondered for a moment and then said with a smile, "Okay, I want five million, can you afford it?"
"Damn it! Aren't you making things difficult for me? Even if you sleep with a celebrity, it won't cost you five million!"
"Didn't you say you would give me money? If you can't afford it, then don't say anything."
"Then what do you mean?"
"It doesn't mean anything. I said I won't trouble you. It's just that I'm... in a bit of trouble right now. I hope you can help me."
"What difficulty?"
"I have to pay my rent. I have money to buy computers and equipment, but I don't have it anymore."
I did this for a long time just for money, but before I could reply, Liang Jing hurriedly said: "Don't think I'm just asking you to give me money! I...I borrowed it from you, and when I have it, I will add the two things I did before."
I’ll give you back 100,000 together.”
I didn’t want to talk to her anymore and said directly: “How much do you want?”
"Five thousand is enough. The rent and my living expenses for this month will be enough. When I make money next month, I will return the five thousand to you first."
"I'll send it to you via WeChat later."
Liang Jing then said: "Don't think about it. I really didn't use that thing to blackmail you. Even if that thing hadn't happened, I would have come to you to borrow it because you are the only friend I have."
.”
"Okay, stop talking, I don't expect you to pay back."
"Why don't you expect me to get hired? Didn't you see that I have signed a contract with the company? They admit that they will give me a basic salary of 15,000 yuan a month and a share of rewards."
"Haha." I sneered and hung up the phone.
I lit up my cigarette and just took a puff when my phone rang again.
I thought it was Liang Jing calling again, but when I picked up my phone, I saw it was Xiao Wei calling.