Although these things Yang Man told me may seem inconspicuous, they played a key role.
After the video was recorded, I saved the video and said to Yang Man: "Don't be anxious about your affairs. I will find time to talk to your stepfather."
"I hope you can successfully convince him. I have no shame in staying in the company now. I will go to the company to submit my resignation report. I'm sorry, Mr. Chen, for letting down your training."
I looked at her with a smile and said, "Do I allow you to resign?"
Yang Man looked at me blankly.
I continued to smile and said to her: "Yang Man, listen to me, my assistant can only be you, and I will not allow you to resign. After this incident, you are not only my assistant, but also my friend.
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Yang Man didn't speak any more. She bit her lower lip and her eyes turned red again.
"Don't cry, be strong, we should all be strong and live, just be alive." My voice became smaller and smaller.
When I said the word "alive", my heart suddenly sank unconsciously.
For a moment, I remembered what the doctor had just told me about "stomach cancer", which was tantamount to a death sentence for me.
Although the doctor said that a comprehensive examination is needed, I know my own body well.
Yang Man didn't know the weight of the word "living" I said. She just nodded heavily to me and said: "Okay, Mr. Chen, I listen to you. I will work hard in the future and I can't be sorry for your kindness to me."
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I smiled bitterly and said, "What you said is wrong. Don't be sorry to anyone. You must be sorry to yourself."
After Yang Man left the ward, Fu Zhiqiang walked in again. He asked me, "Brother, how are you? Did she say anything?"
I nodded and said to him: "Go and ask the doctor if I can leave after I finish transfusing this bottle of medicine?"
"Is your health okay?"
"without."
Fu Zhiqiang nodded and left the ward.
After he came back from asking the doctor, he continued to wait for me to finish hanging up the bottle of medicine, and then drove me back to Chengdu.
I didn't go to the hospital for a checkup immediately, thinking that tomorrow was New Year's Eve, and I didn't want to be depressed on such a festive day as the Spring Festival.
No matter what, I have to finish this Spring Festival before going to the hospital for a review.
After returning to Chengdu, I sent the video I just recorded to An Lan, and then returned to Zhou Mo and I's residence.
Zhou Mo was not at home, and I did not send her a WeChat message to ask where she was.
Our life should be free, and I don't care what she does. Even if she brings a man back, all I can do is vacate the house.
Sitting on the sofa, I poured myself a glass of water, stopped smoking, and even poured out all the cigarette butts in the ashtray.
When I want to smoke, I take a sip of water to relieve my desire to smoke.
I also want to live. I am only 31 years old and I really don’t want to leave this beautiful world just like that.
What's more, I haven't lived happily with An Lan and our daughter like in my dream.
Even if I have to endure it, I will survive until that day, even though quitting smoking now is of no use at all, maybe it is just a psychological effect.
I started to think about my state during this period, and I finally understood why I vomited after drinking two bottles of wine a while ago, and why I felt very uncomfortable in my stomach once I drank alcohol.
How could I have thought at that time that something was seriously wrong with my body? I had always thought that my body tasted good, but who knew it would be like this?
Maybe, maybe this is my life.
When I was about to fall asleep, I heard the sound of the elevator door opening. I immediately opened my eyes and looked towards the door.
It was Zhou Mo who came back. She was still carrying some large and small bags of things.
As soon as she entered the door, she probably saw my shoes and shouted to me without seeing me: "Chen Feng, are you back?"
"Yes." I responded, then stood up from the sofa, walked to the door and took the large and small bags of items from her hand.
"Oh, I'm exhausted." Zhou Mo took a breath and asked me, "Why did you get off work so early today?"
"It's a holiday, the company is closed."
After saying that, I asked her again: "Why are you carrying so many things?"
“I bought some New Year’s goods!”
"Didn't we already go shopping the night before?"
Zhou Mo put the bags inside and said, "How can that be enough? I bought some food and some ingredients for tomorrow's New Year's Eve dinner."
As she said that, she seemed to have encountered something happy, and suddenly said to me excitedly: "By the way, I also won the second prize."
"what?"
She pretended to be mysterious and took out a card from her bag, and said with the sound of "dang dang dang dang": "Look, what is this?"
I took the card from her hand and saw that it read Maoye Department Store's 2,000 yuan pick-up card.
"How did this come about?" I asked her with a smile as I looked at the pickup card.
She started talking to me seriously: "Today I went to Maoye Department Store to buy New Year's goods, and then as long as the purchase amount reached 500 yuan, I could win a lottery. I just randomly drew and who knows, I won the prize."
"How lucky is that?"
Zhou Mo said with some embarrassment: "Yes, yes, I didn't expect that, two thousand yuan! The New Year's goods I bought today are basically free."
Although two thousand yuan is really not a lot, I became happy after hearing what Zhou Mo said.
I think this is some sense of contentment in life.
I can also see from this incident that Zhou Mo said that a woman who is easily satisfied, even though her living conditions have been superior since she was a child, will still be happy for a long time just because she planted a two thousand yuan pick-up card.
She also said to me: "It's a pity that I didn't win the first prize. I heard that the first prize is a pick-up card worth 5,000 yuan."
"That's not bad. It seems that your luck is good this year. You will definitely win money if you play mahjong during the Chinese New Year this year."
"It's a pity, I can't play mahjong."
"Let me teach you, it wouldn't be a Chinese New Year if you don't play mahjong."
Zhou Mo nodded happily and said, "Okay, let's make an agreement. You teach me how to play mahjong, and we can win all my uncle's and my mother's money."
"Your uncle and your mother can play mahjong, right?"
"Yes, I'm the only one who doesn't know how. I must learn it this year and win their money."
Seeing Zhou Mo's happy look, I was also infected by her emotions.
Before she came back, the room was deserted, and you could even hear the lament in my heart.
But as soon as she came back, it was filled with laughter, and it was all from the heart.
I will not affect this happy atmosphere because of something about me. I will not tell her that I was diagnosed with gastric cancer today.
This year, I want to have a good time with her, even if it is the last thing I can do for her.
I hope she will always be as happy as she is now, and I hope she can meet someone who can make her happy all the time.