This is the fourth day after my surgery. The doctor suggested that I go for a walk outside the hospital to help with future treatment.
Zhou Mo accompanied me, and we chose a path near the hospital where there were not many people, and slowly walked forward along the path left by the sunset.
The wind blew from behind us, bringing the smell of night and the fragrance of her body.
This should be the most relaxing moment since I came to Beijing, because my situation has improved a lot and I don’t have to be as nervous as before I came here.
Along the way, I walked quietly and didn't talk to Zhou Mo much.
I don’t know how far I’ve walked, but Zhou Mo suddenly said to me: “Do you know how I feel now?”
I turned to look at her, waiting for her to say the next thing.
She also looked at me, then smiled and said: "I feel like we are just two children. I am seven years old and you are nine. We escaped the eyes of adults and played in the most comfortable place. It is getting dark now, and we have to go our separate ways."
Everyone, but I’m not worried at all.”
I didn't understand what she meant by this, so I looked at her blankly.
She continued: "Because you are my brother now, we have too much time, so even if it is tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or even next year, the year after tomorrow, we can still be like now. I will use my pocket money to buy it for you."
Latiao, just tell me a joke and make me laugh from ear to ear."
As she described it, I laughed unnaturally and said, "Why do you suddenly have such an idea?"
"Speak out of emotion."
"Could it be that you had such a childhood?"
Zhou Mo was silent for a moment and said: "It really happened, but we didn't contact each other afterwards. So when I think about it, the adult world is really sad. Maybe one day, we won't be able to contact each other anymore, and maybe we won't be able to contact each other for the rest of our lives.
See you again."
"Just like the doctor, right?"
"His name is Bai Xiangyu."
"What's going on with you now?" I asked curiously.
Zhou Mo suddenly stopped and sat down on the bench next to him. I had no choice but to sit down with her.
She straightened her hair that was messed up by the wind, and then asked me: "What do you think of others?"
I was silent for a while and then said, "I haven't had any contact with him, so I don't know."
"What about pure first impressions?"
"It's not bad, he's quite polite and he looks very clean."
Zhou Mo smiled lightly and said: "Yes, he has been like this since he was a child. He likes to wear white clothes and white shoes. He has never done anything that most boys do."
I laughed and asked jokingly: "What are the things that most boys have done?"
"Take you for example. Did you skip class when you were in school? Did you have any conflicts with classmates?"
"have."
"He doesn't. He has always been a good student in the eyes of teachers and parents. He doesn't smoke, drink, or play cards. Even his entertainment methods are different from other boys."
I smiled and said, "This kind of man is really rare nowadays."
"It's quite rare, but he also has a shortcoming, that is, he doesn't allow others to touch him. He feels that everything except himself is very dirty."
"Oh! This is a disease!"
Zhou Mo smiled lightly and said: "But this time after I lent him a loan, I found that he was no longer like this. He had never eaten street food before, but he went to eat with me that day. And that day we watched
After the movie came out, my ankle sprained and he carried me on his back."
When listening to Zhou Mo say this, I found that there was light in her eyes.
"Do you like her?" I asked her suddenly.
"Like?!" Zhou Mo was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "It's hard to say, I just have a good impression."
"What about him? As a man, I feel that the two times he came to my ward to see you were not just to catch up with you."
Zhou Mo took a long breath and said: "You are right, he did not just come to reminisce with me. She also expressed to me that she wanted to date me."
"Is it that direct?"
Zhou Mo smiled and said, "That's just the way he is. He speaks directly when he has something to say and never lies. To put it simply, he is a straight man."
"I think this is good, but do you like those Neptunes who rely on various tricks?"
"To put it bluntly, women all like tricks, but the one who gets married in the end will definitely not be that kind of person."
"Then you try to date him. Does he know about us?"
Zhou Mo nodded and replied: "Yes, I told him, he can understand."
"Is this understandable? I didn't expect it." I said slightly surprised.
"He believed everything I said and believed that I was just trying to help you, and what I did moved him. Do you think it was a coincidence?"
I smiled and said, "When you say that, I think you should really develop a good relationship with him."
"Are you willing?" Zhou Mo suddenly turned to face me and looked at me intently.
I suddenly froze and looked at her stupidly.
Zhou Mo suddenly burst out laughing again, then pushed me gently and said, "Look, I scared you so much, I'm just kidding you."
I laughed too, and Zhou Mo suddenly changed the topic and asked me: "By the way, you have been going to the neurology department for three days for treatment. Is there any effect?"
I shook my head, and Zhou Mo asked again: "No effect at all?"
"Anyway, I still can't remember what happened before."
"It shouldn't be! The person Uncle Li is looking for is the most authoritative person in neurology in the country. Logically speaking, the treatment should be effective after three days, right?"
I shrugged and said, "Who knows, maybe it's not time yet, maybe it's really permanent."
"You have to relax, I think it can be cured. You don't want to forget the past, right?"
I suddenly wanted to smoke, but I couldn't smoke now, so I had to touch my nose to relieve the desire to smoke.
Then he said to Zhou Mo: "I really wanted to get my memory back before, but now I don't think so anymore, just let it go."
"What does it feel like to have amnesia?"
Faced with Zhou Mo's question, I pondered for a long time before replying: "I can't tell. I was just confused at the beginning. I felt that everyone around me was not in the same world as me. It was a bit like a dream, even if others hinted at it.
, and I can’t remember either.”
Zhou Mo suddenly sighed: "I wish I could experience it."
"This is an unpleasant experience! This feeling is not good at all. I feel like I am out of tune with this world."
"what about now?"
"I'm much better now and I'm back on track, so I'll leave it to fate whether I can recover my memory."
"Yes, but I still want to experience it. It might be good to forget some things."
"What do you want to forget?"
She turned to look at me again, smiled mysteriously and said, "I won't tell you."
After saying that, she stood up from the chair, looked at her watch and said, "Let's go back to the hospital. We've been out for a while."
I didn't ask any more questions, nodded and stood up and walked to the hospital with her.
As soon as we returned to the ward, the nurse in charge of my ward came to me and said that a lady just came to see me and waited at the door of the ward for a while. When I didn’t come back, she left first and left a contact information for me.
I'll call her when I get back.
I took the contact information from the nurse and looked at Zhou Mo again. She also looked at me with a confused look on her face.