It seemed to be raining outside the window. Lying in the ward listening to the sound of rain outside the window, my heart gradually calmed down.
At this time, I no longer want to think about so much love and hatred, nor do I want to worry about gains and losses so much.
I haven't been as quiet as I am now for a long time. There were only two people in the ward, An Lan and me. We looked at each other with each other in our eyes.
To me, she is my world.
An Lan asked me softly: "Are you thirsty? I see your lips are dry. Let me get you a glass of water."
I nodded slightly, and she took the water glass to the water dispenser and got a glass of water.
Returning to the hospital bed, she brought the water glass to her mouth again, took a sip, nodded, and then handed the quilt to me.
I was really thirsty, so I took the cup and drank all the water in the cup in one go.
"Drink slowly, be careful not to choke." An Lan warned carefully.
After I handed her the empty cup, she asked me if I wanted more?
I was about to say another half cup, but before I could say anything, I suddenly felt fullness in my lower abdomen and a strong urge to urinate.
I held my stomach with one hand and frowned.
"What's wrong?" An Lan saw this and asked me hurriedly.
I looked at her and smiled and said, "I want to pee."
She looked at me, blinked in confusion, and asked, "What the heck?"
She looked at me more doubtfully and asked: "What does pee mean pee?"
"You really don't understand?" I said, holding my stomach and looking at her.
She shook her head, looked at me blankly and said, "I don't understand."
I smiled again and then said to her: "Do you understand peeing?"
"You want to pee?"
I said solemnly: "Maybe that's what I meant."
She came to her senses, covered her mouth and said with a smile: "Then just say you need to go to the toilet."
"When you were a kid, didn't your mother make you pee while she was there?" I asked her with a smile.
An Lan held back her laughter and said, "Not really."
"What about you?"
She blinked and asked me: "What kind?"
"How did your mother coax you to pee when you were a child?"
"Not telling you?" She glanced at me and said with a smile.
"You often wet the bed when you were a kid, right?" I said with a bad smile.
"You're the one who wets the bed." She glared at me and said.
My lower abdomen became more and more swollen, and the urge to urinate became stronger and stronger, but my head could not move.
I had no choice but to say to An Lan: "Okay, let's stop talking. Come and help me quickly."
An Lan quickly stood up and helped me sit up from the hospital bed.
When I was about to get out of bed, An Lan reached out to stop me and said, "What are you doing?"
"I'm going to pee! Hurry up, I can't hold it in any longer." I said urgently.
But An Lan still stopped me and said to me: "How can you go to the toilet when you are still like this?"
"Why can't I go again? Is there something wrong with my feet?"
"Why don't you pee on the bed?" She thought for a while and then said to me while holding back a smile.
I said helplessly: "Please, I'm really in a hurry now, please let me go down quickly, okay?"
"I mean you peed on the bed, I'll get you a urinal." She said a little embarrassed.
Only then did I understand what she meant, but I didn't like this, so I said helplessly: "Use the urinal, you might as well kill me, right now."
"Okay, okay, you go ahead, I'll support you." She finally compromised.
But as soon as my feet touched the ground, I felt a sharp pain in my head, I felt dizzy, and there was a black blur in front of my eyes.
I don't know why. Seeing that I was about to fall, An Lan hurriedly stretched out his hand to support me and said angrily: "Look, look, let you show off, sit down quickly."
I had no choice but to sit back on the hospital bed and stabilize myself for a while before my dizziness gradually eased.
An Lan then said to me: "It makes sense for me to let you pee on the bed. The doctor has said that you have just recovered now. You must not get out of bed and walk around. You must wait for your body functions to recover slowly."
"Yes, yes, it's okay if I'm wrong, then do I really have to use the urinal?"
She bent down and picked up a urinal from under the hospital bed, waved it in front of my eyes and said, "What else? Do you still want to pee on the bed like this?"
OMG!
When I saw the urinal in her hand, I almost fainted.
But what can I do? I have to endure it.
I said to her: "Give me the urinal."
"How can you pee yourself? Let me help you." She said as she put her hand into my pants.
Although she and I are already very familiar with each other's bodies, this really feels a bit strange to me.
I said to her again: "I'd better do it myself, you give it to me."
But she said to me: "I'm not shy, why are you shy? It's not like I've never seen him before."
I wasn't that embarrassed originally, but when she said that, I became really embarrassed.
I continued to say to her: "It's not that I'm shy, it's that when you look at me, I can't pee!"
An Lan was speechless and said, "Then I won't look at you. I'll just support you."
"Hold on, hold on where?"
"Urine pot!"
"Oh!" Well, my thoughts are not pure anymore.
So she helped me take off my hospital clothes and pants, and I said to her: "Okay, turn your head first."
"You didn't even let me in."
I was stunned for a moment and three words came out: "I can do it."
She didn't care so much and directly took off my underwear.
I didn't bother to worry about it because I was already very swollen, so I put my dick in the urinal and started peeing.
This urine was so hard to hold in that it took me a long time to finish peeing.
I put the weapons away in storage and said to her, "Okay."
She then turned around, glared at me and said, "I don't know why you are shy. It's not like I haven't seen it before."
"It's not that I'm shy, I just feel a little weird. You won't be able to urinate when you look at me," I explained.
"Okay, okay, put it on quickly and I'll take it out for you."
As An Lan said that, she picked up the urinal and went to the bathroom. Looking at her back, a warmth suddenly rose in my heart.
When a woman willingly waits for you to poop and pee, this is no longer simply because of love, but more of family affection.
After she came back from washing the urinal, she said to me again: "You rest first, I'll get you something to eat."
"Now? It's so late, where are you going to get food?" I looked at her and asked.
She smiled and said, "I brought it during the day. The doctor said he would give it to you after you wake up. I'll just heat it up in the microwave."
I felt warm again and even felt like crying.
After I responded twice, she took a thermos box to the microwave, took out the food in the thermos box bit by bit, and then carefully heated it with a special microwave appliance.
The ward I stayed in was hotel-style, so there were refrigerators, TVs, and microwaves in the ward.
After the dish was heated, An Lan brought it to me again. It seemed a little hot. After putting it down, she touched her ears.
At the same time, he said to me: "You have eaten lightly these two days, and I haven't given you anything big to supplement. I'm going to give you a hard time for two days. When you are discharged from the hospital, I will cook your favorite food for you."
I looked at her with great satisfaction and couldn't help but say: "You are so kind."
An Lan glanced at me and said, "You know me now?"
"I have always known that my wife is the best in the world."
An Lan made a trembling motion and said, "Okay, okay, stop talking, it's so numb."
After saying that, she started to feed me porridge with a spoon, and said to me like she was talking to a child: "Come on, be good! Open your mouth."