I can’t remember how long it has been, maybe an hour, maybe two hours...
After so many years, even if we have delivered food for two consecutive years, it is not as weak as 1% at this time.
But it's also crazy at the same time.
An Lan is the Bai Yueguang that I miss deeply.
She is so good, both visually and emotionally, she can take me to the extreme.
I suddenly had the illusion that I couldn't live without her. This idea only happened today.
Making bold moves again and again, hitting the bottom again and again, I have exhausted all my strength.
Finally, we all collapsed on the sofa from exhaustion.
Neither of us spoke, only the sound of each other's breathing.
Finally, An Lan spoke in the darkness: "It's the first time I've done this. It feels so painful."
Now my spirit has recovered a little, my sanity has returned a little, and I'm starting to blame myself a little.
I lit a cigarette, sat up from the sofa, and looked at the clothes and pants scattered on the floor, feeling annoyed.
An Lan hugged me from behind, gently put his chin on my shoulder, and whispered in my ear: "Don't do this, I don't blame you."
"An Lan, I...I will love you. I will definitely love you very much. From now on, we will be a family."
"Yeah." An Lan smiled, closed his eyes, and leaned against me obediently.
In fact, all this progressed too fast for me, so fast that it was unbelievable and so fast that I felt that this was an unreal dream.
"Are you feeling better?" In my silence, An Lan asked softly.
"Much better, thank you, An Lan."
"Why are you thanking me..." An Lan asked in a mosquito voice.
"Thank you anyway."
"I should thank you. If it weren't for you, I would be..." An Lan stopped talking.
After a long pause, An Lan and I took a shower together.
She was a little shy at first, but gradually she became more relaxed.
After washing, we lay on the bed without reservation. I held her in my arms and she leaned against me gently.
Her fingertips gently roamed my chest while asking me: "How did you know they wanted to harm me?"
While smoking, I replied: "Didn't I wait for you in the square opposite your hotel? Then I saw you getting into the car with them... Later you sent me a message saying that you had to work overtime tonight, and I felt a little bit
Something is wrong... Please forgive me for not trusting you, I am hurt and scared."
An Lan smiled and shook his head, and said softly: "No, I just think you care about me."
"Well," I continued, "Then I followed all the way to this club and overheard the conversation between the boss Lin and the one-eyed dragon you mentioned... By the way, that one-eyed dragon was the person Min Wenbin sent to mess with me last time.
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When An Lan heard this, his fingers froze, and then he said angrily: "I really didn't expect that Min Wenbin would team up with Lin Xiao to punish me. This time I will remember it, and I will make him pay the price."
I sighed and said, "I didn't expect it. Logically speaking, Min Wenbin is still your cousin no matter what. He shouldn't cause any harm to you, but it really makes me sad."
An Lan said coldly: "I never expected him to treat me well. This cooperation with Lin Xiao was indeed due to Min Wenbin's arrangement, but I really didn't expect them to treat me like this."
"So you should be more cautious in the future! I bumped into you this time, and I'm afraid that in the future..."
An Lan immediately answered: "There is no future, I will not fall in the same pit twice."
I believe that An Lan is the kind of woman who tells the truth, and it would be difficult to deceive her.
I smiled, stopped talking about this topic, and turned to her and asked: "I asked you to stay away from me just now, why don't you go away?"
"How can I go away? You are like this because of me, I want to make it up to you!"
"You've been doing this for so long just to make up for me?" I said jokingly, smiling.
An Lan frowned slightly and said: "No, don't twist my words, I mean you are my boyfriend, even if you don't do that, I will do it with you!"
I hugged her tighter and said with a smile: "I used too much force just now, are you in pain?"
"It hurts a little, but I can bear it."
"Does it still hurt now?"
"A little bit." An Lan's voice was very low.
"I'm sorry! I really couldn't control myself just now. I felt like an animal."
An Lan immediately reached out and covered my mouth and said, "You are not allowed to talk about yourself like that. I don't think you are a beast."
After I took An Lan's hand away, I smiled bitterly and said, "I actually thought about us doing this many times, but I really didn't expect it would be in this situation. It was really too hasty, and I didn't even feel anything...
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"Isn't it?" An Lan said with a somewhat exaggerated expression, "I'm in so much pain, and you still feel nothing?"
After saying that, she asked and answered herself: "That's right, you are like that, you must not feel anything."
"So! I just vented my anger on you, but I also caused you so much pain. I am guilty."
"Then...then how about we...do it again?"
"Isn't this... bad?"
"What's wrong! I've tried it all, let's try it again!"
An Lan said and climbed on top of me.
Turn off the lights, leaving only the moon-shaped night light on the bay window sill.
Under the faint light of the night light, we began to overflow with tenderness again.
This time he was gentler than before, not so brutal.
An Lan is really great. Although she has little experience in this area, she can give me all the satisfaction.
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This night, I slept so soundly.
When we woke up the next day, it was already 9:30 am because we were all too tired and had overslept.
An Lan's chin was still resting on my shoulder, and I was completely out of strength. I couldn't remember how many times I came here last night.
An Lan and I woke up almost at the same time. She opened her eyes and smiled at me, with a little shyness in her smile.
I kissed her on the mouth and whispered: "Get up, I'm already late."
"Don't be afraid if you're late, you're already late anyway." An Lan said, holding me tightly again, as if he couldn't bear to let me leave.
My little brother suddenly raised his head again, and amidst An Lan's tenderness, they began to linger for more than ten minutes.
In the end, my tailbone went numb, and it seemed as if the beauty of the world was not spread all over my body.
The power of the explosion is endless, like a huge surging wave, rushing and fanatical...
I didn't withdraw, I just rested against her.
Just look at her eyes, eyebrows, and soft black hair.
Every breath and expression of hers filled my heart with endless happiness.
I am reminded of a famous saying: While you are still young, do more things that will make you happy when you are older.
That's right, it's very relevant to the current situation.
It wasn't until after ten o'clock that I put on my clothes and went outside to the living room. Only then did I realize that there was a mess around the sofa because I didn't have time to clean it up last night.
Inadvertently, I saw a small patch of bright red blooming on the cushion on the sofa, like a beautiful rose.
I know that that flower represents the end of a woman's girlhood.?