"Forgive? You have done nothing wrong, what is there to forgive?" Her fair body leaned into my arms.
"Then you're still so angry! You scared me to death."
An Lan chuckled and said, "I'm not really angry at all, because I believe in you. I believe in you from the time we met until now."
An Lan's words suddenly made me feel guilty, because I did lie to her this time. I kept some things about Su Tao from her, and I could only keep them from her.
In my silence, she said to me again: "Even if someone really likes you, I won't be angry."
"Why? Can you accept polygamy?"
An Lan reached out and hit me on the chest, stared at me hatefully and said, "What are you talking about? I think someone likes my man. This is not a bad thing. At least it proves my vision and charm from another angle. You
Do you think I don’t even have this confidence?”
"Yes, of course. Then we have agreed that we will not be jealous of this kind of thing in the future!" I nodded and said with a hint of guilt.
"It's a beautiful thought. Let me tell you, although men cannot be kept in captivity and must be free-range, you must control your temper for me outside, otherwise I will never let you off lightly!"
"OK."
She sat up from putting on her clothes, grabbed her clothes and put them on.
I quickly asked her: "Why are you going?"
"Go and sleep. Yangyang wakes up later and wants to drink milk. Why don't you go and feed it?"
"Honey, thank you for your hard work."
She rolled her eyes at me, then got out of bed and put on her pajamas again.
I just lay on the bed and looked at her, but I felt very lonely.
I don't know why it's like this. I really have no interest in Su Tao at all, but she...
Did I really have sex with her that night?
I really don’t know, I only know that I did have an extremely real dream that night, and when I woke up, I felt like I had been hollowed out.
Even if I did do it with her, it wasn't my intention!
If I tell An Lan the truth about these things, will she forgive me?
I don't know if she can forgive me. I just know that if she slept with a man like me, even if it was not her intention, I would find it difficult to accept it.
While I was thinking about this, my phone on the bedside table suddenly vibrated.
I picked up my phone and saw that it was a WeChat message from Su Tao.
When I opened it, she said to me: "Dear, have you slept? Come and chat with me, I'm so bored!"
I was upset when I saw her message. Just when I was thinking about how to reply, the bedroom door suddenly opened.
An Lan walked in again, and I hurriedly exited the WeChat interface, then opened Douyin and started watching.
She also came in to get her cell phone and asked me at the same time: "Are you sleeping here again tonight?"
"No, I'll smoke a cigarette and come over to sleep."
"You'd better sleep here, Xiaoman fell asleep on the bed, and there's no room for you."
"You come and sleep here. We will sleep together and the two children will sleep with them."
An Lan rolled his eyes at me and said, "How can that be done? Yangyang has to get up in the middle of the night, and I want to breastfeed him."
I curled my lips and said, "Okay then, good night."
After An Lan left the bedroom and she closed the door, I opened WeChat again.
When I saw the text message from Su Tao, I became furious!
Why do I feel like I have become a "cheating lover"? Does this count as cheating?
I lit a cigarette and took a long puff before I replied to her: "Can you please stop sending me messages? What if An Lan sees it? How can I explain it?"
"Does she just miss you? She should be sleeping, right?"
"What do you want to do?"
"Come and chat with me, I can't sleep and I have morning sickness."
I was exhausted mentally and physically, so I sighed involuntarily and said, "Tell me, are you really pregnant?"
"Can the B-ultrasound order still be fake?"
I felt another pain, and after taking a few puffs of cigarette, I replied: "Can it be aborted?"
"Who are you? It's a life anyway, and you want me to abort it? Can you have some conscience?"
"But you can't give birth to him, can you?"
"That's what I think. I won't let you take responsibility after he is born. I will raise him by myself from now on."
Looking at Su Tao's reply, I was so angry that my liver hurt.
But the more this happens, the less I can confront her.
After taking a deep breath and controlling my emotions, I said again: "Su Tao, listen to me, you also knew the circumstances under which I was with you that day, and I was still sick a few days ago.
The condition must be bad... There will definitely be something wrong with this child when he is born, so abort it!"
"I don't want to think about it. Medical science is so advanced now. After I checked the four-dimensional test, the doctor said that if there is no problem, I will give birth. If there is a problem, then I will have an abortion."
"Siwei, isn't it more than twenty weeks later? Can it still flow?"
"Yes, that's called induction of labor. One of my sisters went for induction of labor when she was more than 24 weeks old."
It seems like he is really a mess! All her friends are like this, let alone her.
I only regret why I saved her at that time. After saving her, I was kind enough to keep her in the company. Not only did she stay in the company, but I also let her take charge of the company's design department.
Xiao Siya reminded me at that time to find a reliable person, and I still thought that she would be very reliable after what she had gone through.
But who would have thought that this would make me regret it.
Before I could reply to her, she sent me another message: "Dear, if you are afraid that An Lan will know about our relationship, then tomorrow you go buy a new mobile phone and a new card, and we will use it exclusively from now on."
Please contact me at this new number.”
This is a fucking affair! This is cheating!
What I hate most is cheating, but now I really can’t help it!
I didn't want to talk to her anymore, so I agreed. This was good, it would save me the worry.
…
On the way to work the next day, An Lan suddenly said to me: "I think you should call Su Tao back to the company. Although she joked a little too much, she did not violate any company rules and regulations, especially the activities the day after tomorrow. She
Will your absence have any impact on the activities?”
I really didn't expect An Lan to want to call Su Tao back, but I didn't want her to come back to the company, so I took this opportunity to fire her.
If I want to hand over the design department to her, then I will probably be sold by her and I will have to help her count the money.
So I said without any hesitation: "No, she is no longer joking. If it is just a joke, then I should stop talking when I see you."
"What are you going to do with the design department? You can't let Xiao Siya take care of it all the time, right?"
I took a long breath and said, "We'll talk about it after the event the day after tomorrow, don't rush it yet."
An Lan turned to ask: "Has the venue for the event been set up?"
"It should be almost done. I'll go over and take a look later."
"Well, this must not be careless. The significance of this event is too important. If any situation arises, it must be resolved in time."
I nodded, and An Lan and I chatted about these things in the company all the way to the company.
After sending An Lan to the company, I was going to go there to have a look.
When I got back to the car, I found that Su Tao had sat in my passenger seat at some point and was looking at me with a smile.