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Chapter 1901 : The Meaning of Life

Ran Xiaoguang told me that Liao Changfu was the key to breaking the situation. Although I didn't know what he meant, I believed that Ran Xiaoguang would not casually tell me useless news after lurking beside Li Liyang for so long.

I immediately said to Zhiqiang: "Okay, are you in the company? I will come to the company right away, and we will meet in person."

I had no choice but to go to the company first. Anyway, I had to go to the warehouse to move the things that were moved from Chengdu, so I just took the opportunity.

After arriving at the company, I directly called Fu Zhiqiang to the office.

I asked him again: "What's going on with Liao Changfu? Where is he?"

"He is just a farmer, brother, what do you want to do with him?"

"Farmer?" I asked in surprise, "Is it the Liao Changfu in the information I gave you before?"

"Yes, the information matches."

"Then where is he?"

"It's in Chongqing, a small and remote county."

I still don't believe it, how could a farmer have a relationship with Li Liyang?

But Fu Zhiqiang was so certain that he was right, so I had no choice but to believe it.

After a moment of silence, I said to Zhiqiang again: "Well, you can go with me tomorrow and we can talk to him."

"Okay, I've written down his address. When will you be tomorrow?"

"Come on in the morning, I'll call you."

After Fu Zhiqiang nodded and left, I also picked up my phone and prepared to contact the moving company online.

At this time, Xiao Kun suddenly called me. I had saved his number before.

Suddenly he remembered that so many days had passed and he still didn’t know how his daughter’s condition was.

After I answered the phone, Xiao Kun said to me very politely: "Boss Chen, are you busy?"

He suddenly changed his name to me as Boss Chen, which I really wasn't used to.

I smiled and said to him: "Don't call me Boss Chen. Just call me Chen Feng. I'm not very busy. What's wrong?"

"Let me tell you something, my daughter's surgery was successful."

Through the phone, I can also feel Xiao Kun's excitement at this moment.

I also smiled and said to him: "That's great! Let's receive the later treatment. Do you have enough money?"

"Enough is enough, there is more."

"There will still be a lot of treatment needed, and your daughter still needs nutrition, so just take care of her with peace of mind."

"Well, I'm calling you just to tell you about this, and also to thank you! If it weren't for you, my daughter might..."

I interrupted him and said, "Okay, since the operation was successful, let's not talk about it anymore."

"Well, when I can be discharged from the hospital, I will bring my daughter to thank you in person."

I smiled and said, "That's not necessary. I will come and see your daughter after her condition stabilizes."

Xiao Kun suddenly sighed again and said: "Chen Feng, I had so many conflicts with you in the past, but now you are still able to help me regardless of past grudges. I am really grateful to you. In this life, if you need me again Xiao Kun

Wherever you go, you can speak whatever you say, even if it means going up mountains of swords and seas of fire..."

"You really don't have to be so polite. I'm just helping you to see how pitiful your daughter is. You are more responsible now than before. If you are still the same as before, I won't care."

"Well, after going through so much, I finally realized it, but it was a little late."

"It's not too late. Your daughter is only five years old, and you are still young."

Xiao Kun smiled bitterly and said, "Haha, I'm not young anymore. I'm already thirty-seven this year."

"A man is considered young if he is not over fifty."

Xiao Kun smiled again and said to me: "Okay, let's do this for now, I won't disturb you anymore."

I responded and ended his call. From this call with Xiao Kun, I could feel that he was very happy now and talked more than when I saw him that day.

Seven or eight hundred thousand is really nothing to me now, but I am very happy to be able to save a life.

But, who can save me?

I don't want to die either, but my disease is incurable.

I suddenly felt upset in my heart, and then I lit a cigarette for myself, leaned on the executive chair, and took deep and shallow puffs...

Since I knew my time was running out, I have never been anxious because I have accepted the outcome. Anxiety will only make myself and the people around me more troublesome.

But at this moment, I felt an unprecedented sense of suffocation.

I began to think about life, the origin of life, and the destination of life.

I suddenly became very afraid of death. To be precise, what I was afraid of was not death, but the possibility of reincarnation.

I'm afraid that I will become a baby again and come to the world, learn how to be a human being all over again, meet different people, marry different women, and have children...

So I became pessimistic again, and came to a pessimistic conclusion: life is actually meaningless! If reincarnation really exists, it would be even more meaningless, because a new life is just a change of soup without changing the medicine.



This night, I was always restless and couldn't fall asleep no matter how much I tossed and turned.

I don’t know if it’s because I moved to a new house and I’m still not used to it. In order not to disturb An Lan and the children, I took two tablets of melatonin.

But because I was forced to fall asleep, the quality of my sleep was extremely poor. I dreamed almost non-stop that night.

I dreamed about many people and many things, but the only one I can remember is An Lan.

My dream seemed like a time machine, taking me back to the time when An Lan and I just met.

Although I was still very poor at that time, I had no illness, I was energetic every day and full of hope for the future.

Even after I woke up from the dream, I still felt a little melancholy.

I don't like to miss the past very much, because I feel that the past has passed, and no matter how much I miss it, it will only make me more sad.

So I always think about the future and plan for my future.

But now, my future can no longer be planned, it is over as soon as I think about it.

In this state of mind, I began to feel a little anxious, and even stayed in bed not wanting to get up.

Until An Lan walked into the bedroom and saw me still lying on the bed, she asked me, "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"

I shook my head and said calmly: "The weather is getting colder and colder, and I don't want to get up."

"Then why don't you sleep a little longer? I'll take Xiaoman to kindergarten."

I remembered that An Lan was sending off two children today because it was also Li Ruixue's first day here and she was not very familiar with them.

I sat up from the bed and said to An Lan: "Please pass the clothes over to me. I will send Ruixue to you, and you can just send Xiaoman to her."

"It's okay. You've been quite tired these past two days. Just lie down for a while. I'll just take Ruixue to school first, and then Xiaoman."

"You're so tired. Please pass me your clothes. I'll get up soon."

An Lan then found a piece of clothing from the closet and handed it to me. I put it on before getting out of bed.

An Lan came over again and helped me adjust my collar, while urging: "It's very windy outside today, will it be cold if you just wear a jacket?"

"It's not cold. Isn't there a base layer underneath?"

After a pause, I smiled again and said, "By the way, I had a dream last night, and I dreamed that I was back when I first met you."

An Lan looked up at me, frowning slightly and said, "What's wrong?"


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