Seeing her despair this year, I felt even more desperate. I felt like she would never believe me no matter what.
yes!
If this kind of thing happened to her, maybe I wouldn't believe it.
Photos, videos, and even pregnancy test reports from the hospital, all of them are like cold knives.
I can feel how painful An Lan is now, but she doesn't show it.
But I know her. The calmer she is, the more serious the matter is.
In the silence between us, An Lan suddenly closed her eyes. She took a deep breath, and then shook her head feebly.
"An Lan, can you believe me? I really have nothing to do with her. The reason why she said this is just to create conflicts between us."
"I also want to hear your explanation, but do you think it is clear? I believe you have nothing to do with her, but can you explain these photos and the video?"
I am silent.
An Lan continued: "Okay, even if you didn't know about it the first time in the hotel, then why did you know about it later and why didn't you tell me? Instead, you were still dealing with her and renting an apartment to her? You still did it again and again?
Go find her?"
"I can explain this because I want to contain her."
"Why do you want to contain her? Are you worried about something?"
An Lan is really calm, as calm as a judge.
And I, like a prisoner being interrogated, had no choice but to say: "Because she threatened me and said she would show you these photos, and I was scared."
"Prove that you did do it. There is a saying that if you haven't done anything wrong, you won't be afraid of ghosts knocking on your door. If you really didn't do it, why should you be afraid?"
"Because I want to find out these things, I told you rashly without knowing anything. Don't you still doubt me?"
An Lan sneered and said, "Then do you understand?"
"No."
An Lan fell silent. She no longer looked at me. She turned her head, but tears flowed out.
I knew she was sad, but I didn't expect things to turn out like this. This Su Tao was going to kill me.
"Can you please stop crying? I promise to give you a reasonable explanation for this matter."
She turned her head and looked at me again, with red eyes and said, "What if the explanation is not clear?"
"Say it."
An Lan looked directly into my eyes, and after a long silence, he said two words: "Divorce."
When I heard these two words, my heart trembled suddenly, and I felt as if the sky was falling.
In my confusion, An Lan said to me again: "Don't blame me for being heartless. No woman can bear this kind of thing, and I can't stand my man having an affair."
"I really have nothing to do with her, believe me! That video was also intentional on her part. I had nothing to do with her at all?"
"You guys kissed each other on the lips, what's the matter?" An Lan, who had been calm all this time, suddenly burst out.
After knowing her for so many years, this is really the first time I see her like this.
She was probably really angry. After yelling, veins popped out on her neck.
I don't know what to say at all. Now I just have to investigate this matter clearly.
But I don’t think I can find out clearly, because that night in the hotel, I most likely really had sex with her.
Because I did have a real dream that night, and I felt very tired when I woke up.
And the child in her belly is most likely mine.
If this is really the case, then my relationship with An Lan has probably come to an end.
This is indeed not to blame for her ruthlessness. No one can stand betrayal, just like Xiao Wei betrayed me.
At this moment, An Lan can still face me calmly, but he has endured it again and again.
Finally, she gave me a fierce look and said, "From now on, you leave this house! Until you can give me a reasonable explanation, you can face me again!"
After a pause, she added: "Also, you'd better not let the children know these things. I don't want the children to think that their father is a scumbag!"
After saying that, she left.
My whole body was shaking, and my stomach began to spasm. I didn't know if this painful emotion had affected my condition.
The pain was so painful that I found it difficult to breathe. I slowly squatted down against the wall, covering my stomach with both hands, gritting my teeth and resisting.
But the pain was unbearable, and I felt like dense cold sweat began to break out on my forehead, and finally I fell to the ground.
At that moment, I felt like I was about to die. It was also the first time in my life that I felt that death was so close to me.
I even saw my mother, smiling and waving to me from the sky.
I raised my hand with difficulty, trying to grab her hand and let her take me away.
Mom, if you don’t want to see your child sad in the early morning, I don’t want to be silent in the leafless winter.
There is no car in this world that can take me away from pain.
Mom, mom, take me away!
"Dad, it's time to eat." Xiaoman's childish voice suddenly reached my ears.
I suddenly came back to my senses and remembered that I still had a daughter and a son who had just turned one year old.
I can't die, at least not yet.
I pushed myself up and sat up with difficulty. Xiaoman immediately came over to support my arm and asked me, "Dad, what's wrong with you?"
"Xiaoman, daddy is fine, why are you up here?"
"It's time to eat."
"Go and eat, Xiaoman."
"Let's go together, Dad."
She kept supporting me, her eyes were so attached to me.
I laughed bitterly and reached out to touch her face. Suddenly my nose felt sore and I felt the urge to cry.
"Dad, are you too tired from work?"
"Dad, you're not tired. Xiaoman, come and give me a hug."
She stretched out her hand, and I picked her up and held her in my arms. Her little hands were put on my shoulders, and her head rested gently on my chest.
"Xiaoman, if daddy is gone one day, don't be sad, because daddy went to pick stars for Xiaoman."
"Dad, I don't want stars, I want dad."
When I heard this, I couldn't control it anymore and my tears overflowed.
I didn't want her to see it, so I raised my head as hard as I could and tried to hold back the tears.
"Dad, let's go eat. I'm hungry."
"Okay, let's go eat."
I then put her down from my lap, and she held my hand all the way to the dining room downstairs.
An Lan was breastfeeding Yangyang. She didn't look at me. I knew she didn't want to see me now.
I said to Xiaoman: "Xiaoman, daddy has something to do, so you go to eat first."
"Dad, it's so late, do you still want to go out?"
"Well, dad will be back soon. You go to eat first."
Aunt Wang then said to me: "Boss, please go out after dinner."
Even Li Ruixue shouted to me: "Uncle Chen, I'll serve you some rice."
I glanced at An Lan, but she still didn't look at me, and even went back to the room with the child in her arms.
I know she hates me, and as much as she loves me, she hates me right now.