How dare I kill someone? I was just a little bit angry.
Thinking about it, I just vented all my frustration on Liang Jing. Who made her the mastermind of this matter?
But after all, I can't do anything to her.
Let’s not say whether she knows about this matter or not. Even if she does know, it only proves that the relationship between An Lan and I has not yet reached the point of mutual trust.
In the end, I just sighed helplessly.
Liang Jing opened her eyes, and when she saw that I didn't do anything, she seemed to feel more relaxed, and then turned to me and said: "Really, Chen Feng, I'm not telling you about this. If I were you, I would definitely go find that person with the last name."
Lin, instead of coming here to meet a woman like me."
"Shut up!"
"The situation is already like this whether I shut up or not, so what do you want me to do?"
"I'm too lazy to find words to scold you... People like you are like dogs and can't stop eating shit. I hope your conscience can be at ease... I wish you great success and a long life!"
After a lot of swearing, I left her house.
From now on I will never associate with a woman like her again, but go to hell!
It's getting dark outside, and the night is getting colder, just like my current mood.
I seemed to have really lost everything most important in my life. I was homeless and living on the streets like a homeless man.
I haven't felt this way for a long time. Men shouldn't shed tears, but what if their heart is broken?
I can no longer contact An Lan. She deleted my WeChat ID and blocked my phone number. It seems that she has completely disappeared from my world.
I'm so miserable!
I couldn't help myself for a while...
But besides me, who can save me?
…
Wine, it must be wine.
Today, I must let myself drink enough, drink until I am drunk, and drink until I forget all the pain.
I just want to get rid of the constraints of my body and let my soul be free and sublimated.
I don’t want to live superficially anymore, or simply degenerate to a new level, and then turn the depravity into a normal state full of freedom and happiness!
How I wish this was just a dream, or a script made up by someone.
Then my pain is reversible. As long as the person who made it up has a stroke of genius, I can make all the changes in this world centered on me.
Unfortunately, neither.
My pain is less and less, but I am still ordinary.
Painful in the ordinary, looking up to the woman who wants but can't get it.
This is so painful!
I arrived at Huang Li's bar in a daze. Today is not the weekend, and the business in the bar is even worse. Even the DJ has taken a break.
I found a corner and sat down, asked the waiter to bring me a dozen drinks, and started drinking.
Tonight I'm going to get really drunk and forget everything. It's best to drink until I vomit or lose consciousness.
Although I often advise others not to use alcohol to relieve their sorrows, because it has no effect at all, but at this time the only thing I can think of is to use alcohol to numb myself.
I just don't want to live soberly, it's too painful.
As soon as the wine came, I drank two bottles in one go.
Until a woman in a red skirt came towards me. I took a closer look and saw that the person who came was none other than Huang Li.
She was wearing a cheongsam, and it was a cheongsam with high slits and a bright red color that most people couldn't handle.
This not only requires good looks, but also a very perfect figure to be able to control this bright red cheongsam.
She came to me with her slim waist and sat down next to me, smelling of jasmine.
This woman Huang Li is different from all the women I know. She is different from Xiao Wei, An Lan, and Liang Jing.
The smell of dust on her body was too strong, but it was invisible.
"Why do you want to come to my place today?" she asked, looking at me with a smile.
I didn't answer her, I grabbed the bottle and poured it into my mouth.
She chuckled, put a hand on my shoulder, and said with a smile: "In a bad mood?"
I took her hand and said without emotion: "Go and do your own business, don't bother me."
"It seems that I'm in a bad mood. It's boring to drink alone! Sister, I'll drink with you."
As she said that, she grabbed the wine in front of her, touched it with me, and started drinking.
I glanced at her and didn't refuse.
After drinking half the bottle in one gulp, she asked me quietly: "Are you broken in love?"
"What do you think?"
"I think so," she said, smiling charmingly, and said, "There are so many women, including mine. Who do you like? Tell me."
I chuckled, looked at her and said, "I've fallen in love with you."
Huang Li was not surprised, but smiled and said to me: "Sister is a woman you can't get, don't even think about it."
"Then don't talk about this topic." As I said that, I grabbed the wine bottle and poured it into my mouth.
But she didn't give up. She pointed at a girl in front of the bar and said to me: "Have you seen that little girl? She is new to our store. She is so innocent. How about introducing me to you?"
I instinctively looked in the direction of her finger, and sure enough there was a little girl in front of the bar, wearing their bar uniform, she looked really innocent.
Before I could say anything, Huang Li waved over and shouted: "Xiao Qi, come here."
The girl then walked over and asked Huang Li politely: "Sister Li, what's the matter?"
Huang Li reached out and patted the seat next to her and said, "Come and sit here."
The girl didn't hesitate at all, and immediately sat over. Huang Li grabbed a bottle of wine and handed it to her, saying: "Drink with this brother."
That girl was really pure. She didn't hesitate, looked at me and said with a smile: "Brother, I respect you."
I was surprised by Huang Li's behavior, glanced at her, and said, "You'd better let her go back to work!"
Huang Li ignored me and said to the girl: "Xiao Qi, I don't seem to be satisfied."
The girl named Xiaoqi then stood up and sat on the other side of me, and continued to say to me: "Brother, please give me a favor and have a drink!"
I know that if I reject her again, Huang Li will probably look down on her.
So I had to pick up the wine bottle and touch it with her.
Huang Li patted me on the shoulder and said, "You guys chat, I'm busy with something."
After saying that, she said to Xiaoqi: "Xiaoqi, please stay with me, otherwise I will take advantage of you!"
Xiao Qi nodded obediently, and Huang Li smiled and said to me: "Drink as much as you like, and your consumption today is mine."
"Huang Li, you..."
Before I could continue, she interrupted me with a smile and said, "Don't thank me, it's delicious."
After saying that, she left.
I was completely confused and couldn't figure out why she did this.
At this time, Xiaoqi next to me poured wine again and said to me: "Brother, let's have another drink!"
I looked at her, paused and said, "You should go back to work and leave me alone."
She said with an embarrassed look: "No! Sister Li asked me to stay here with you. If I leave, she will blame me."
"Don't listen to her, just say I asked you to go back."
The little girl still shook her head and said no.
Seeing her in such trouble, I had no choice but to say to her: "Then you stay here and don't drink. The way you drank just now must have just learned how to drink, right?"
The little girl looked embarrassed and whispered: "You can see this..."
"You'd better stop drinking. If you feel embarrassed, just sit here and chat with me for a while."
The little girl nodded obediently and said, "Okay, thank you, brother."
I smiled faintly and continued to drink alone.
She was probably bored, so she asked me, "Brother, what's your relationship with Sister Li? This is the first time I've seen her drinking with guests, and I feel like she treats you well."