I left from the riverside. At this time, he really needed to be alone.
When I got back to the car, I called Shen Ting and reassured her that Li Yuchen needed to get over the hurdle in his heart and let him calm down alone.
Shen Ting told me that she was going back to Shenzhen, and then thanked me on the phone.
Liao Changfu's voice came again on the phone: "Xiao Chen, don't worry, I will do what I promised you. Just wait for my news."
"Brother Liao, I know that you and Li Liyang have some grudges that should be settled, but I still want to advise you not to confront Li Liyang head-on."
"I know it well."
After saying this, he hung up the phone.
I put down my phone and looked up at the sky. The sky was covered with dark clouds and it seemed like it was going to rain soon.
I really hope it will be sunny after this rain.
After sitting in the car and being lost in thought for a while, I finally drove away.
As soon as we drove out of Binjiang Road, heavy rain came, and darkness suddenly came. The wipers were swaying desperately, and the neon lights of the city looked gorgeous under the reflection of the rain.
I was caught in the traffic, numbly holding the steering wheel and staring straight ahead. It wasn't until a car suddenly stopped in front of me and I slammed on the brakes that I suddenly woke up.
After looking around, I realized that I was driving on Nanbin Road without even realizing it.
On this road, An Lan and I have had too many memories.
In the rain and fog, I seemed to still be able to see us walking together on this road. She was holding a bunch of candied haws in her hand and telling me while eating: This was the most delicious snack she had ever eaten in the world.
There is also the place that has been converted into fitness equipment. I remember that that is where we made hoops together. We paid twenty yuan for ten hoops and had a great time...
And at the intersection in front of me, there was always an old woman selling marshmallows, but now everything has changed.
I parked the car silently on the side of the road and stared at the street, my eyes suddenly became moist.
The temperature in the car gradually changed slightly, and a layer of mist quietly covered the windshield.
I stretched out my fingers and wrote on it one stroke at a time. I was so focused that it seemed that I had put all my efforts into writing: An Lan.
The water mist passed by my fingertips gathered into water droplets and slid down the windshield, just like the tears I was holding back, gently falling on my heart that was tense because of missing me.
Just one drop, and it hurts.
My stomach started to feel a dull pain again. The pain has become more and more frequent recently. Every time I feel the pain, I feel like I am one step closer to death.
I heard that going to hell will be very painful.
I'm not afraid of going to hell, but I'm afraid of your life alone with three children after you go to hell.
Cars were speeding past me, and countless car taillights could not be seen, forming a red river, tightly entwining the city.
No.asxs., no end.
I suddenly resented the prosperity and hustle and bustle of this city. Its coldness made of reinforced concrete completely overwhelmed me.
I don't know how long it took before I restarted the car, turned the steering wheel to the left, and entered the main road.
I followed the red taillights in front of me. The hazy water mist on the glass began to slowly dissipate under the influence of the air conditioner, and the world gradually became clearer.
I opened my eyes wide and looked at everything in front of me, suddenly feeling very confused.
Where am I going?
Go back to the hotel?
But I don't want to go there, I don't want to stay alone in that cold house.
I turned on the Bluetooth in the car, and the familiar song sounded in my ears again:
"It is difficult to explain all kinds of sorrows, but we know each other and love each other deeply
The sea of love becomes vast, and infatuation encounters the cold wind
Flying to different parts of the world, they will meet again in the morning
The rustling wind and weeping in the heavy rain float and turn in the sea of people, but it is just a dream
Deep love will be passed down forever, floating in the sky forever
When the frost and snow fall, I hope the flowers will be bright red, but I am afraid of the mist and rain on the road..."
Listening to the song, I couldn't feel the temperature of the city at all, and I couldn't clearly see the expressions of pedestrians.
Either sad or happy.
In the rain, there was heavy traffic and pedestrians in a hurry.
The neon lights cast a halo of light, drowning out all the joys and sorrows of the city.
Behind the glitz, how many bitter tears of men and women are hidden?
The car followed its inertial trajectory and I drove home aimlessly.
Yes, I didn't go to the hotel, but went home.
I parked my car in an aisle not far from my home, but I couldn't go back directly because I couldn't go back yet.
I just want to stay here for a while. If I can see An Lan and Xiao Man, that will be enough.
The rain stopped, and the moist air rushed towards my face, brushing against my stiff-faced face.
The water on the ground glowed with a flowing halo, reflecting my lonely figure.
Looking up, the soft lights lit up the surrounding windows.
My steps were slow and heavy, as if I lacked courage.
The night witnessed and tolerated my fragility and sadness, watching me walk towards home with helpless and almost staggering steps...
As soon as I walked to the door of the yard, I met Aunt Wang who came out to throw away garbage.
Aunt Wang was a little surprised when she saw me and shouted to me quickly: "Boss Chen, you are back."
I smiled and nodded, and Aunt Wang hurriedly waved to me: "I'm getting ready to eat, come in quickly."
"Where's An Lan?" I asked cautiously.
"It's upstairs, you come in first, it's still raining outside."
When I walked into the house, Xiao Man, who was still watching TV in the living room, immediately ran to me: "Dad!"
She almost ran towards me, and then I picked her up and kissed her on the cheek.
"Dad, you are finally back! I miss you so much! Dad..."
At this time, after Li Ruixue heard the sound, she also walked out of her room and called me: "Uncle Chen."
I smiled and nodded to her, and Aunt Wang then said to me: "Boss Chen, please rest for a while. I'll bring out the dishes and then you can eat."
"Um."
With that said, I put Xiaoman down and said to her: "Xiaoman, go wash your hands first. I'll go upstairs to see my mother."
"Okay, Dad, I'll wait for you to eat."
I smiled at her, then went to the door of the master bedroom upstairs and knocked on the door. An Lan's voice came from inside:
"Aunt Wang, I'm not hungry, you can eat first."
I opened the door directly. When An Lan found out it was me, his brows immediately wrinkled: "Why are you back?"
"Come back and see."
"Didn't I make it clear to you? The matter has not been resolved and I don't want to see you."
"already solved."
"Solved? What is solved?"
"You'll know soon. How about going to eat first?"
"Chen Feng, do you think I'm easy to talk to? Now that it's an ironclad fact that you cheated on me, why are you still coming back?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, no matter how you look at it now, I am a cheater, but An Lan, I just want to tell you that I, Chen Feng, will never lie to you in this life."
"Then why did you do it anyway?"
"me……"
"What? Is it difficult to answer? Or do you have no idea how to answer me?"
It's not that I didn't know how to answer, but suddenly my stomach began to hurt violently, the pain was just like the pain before the operation.
I didn't want her to see my pain, so I immediately left the room and ran downstairs with my hand on my stomach.
I want to leave!
But when I just ran downstairs, my head started to feel dizzy, and then a mouthful of blood spurted out...