I took the document bag from Xiao Siya's hand. The document bag was not heavy, but it felt heavy.
This is a heavy responsibility, and I hold it tightly in my hands.
After fighting with Li Liyang for so long, all these grievances are finally coming to an end.
And my life is coming to an end.
That night, I called Gao Sheng and Chen Dajiang and asked them to come to my house for dinner with their wives.
This is also the first time in a long time that my house has been so lively.
I have agreed with Cheng Xiaohu and Xiao Siya that no one can say anything about my illness tonight, and no one can even mention it.
Everyone is happy, and I hope the people around me are happy.
But when I watched the house and they raised their wine glasses and clinked them together, I felt somewhat unwilling to do so.
If, if I have no health problems, I will most likely get drunk tonight.
But I haven’t smelled the smell of wine for a long time. I actually don’t like wine very much. It’s just that I haven’t drank for a long time.
I could only sit there blankly, watching them drink, chat, and laugh...
My friends also take good care of me and let me eat more and grow back to my original body.
I did eat so much that I almost vomited, but I didn’t want to spoil the fun.
I couldn't eat anymore, so I left the dining table, went to the balcony alone, lit a cigarette, and just watched the peaceful scene in the house through the balcony glass.
Seeing the friends chatting and laughing, looking at the lively scene, the corners of the mouth naturally raised.
Laughing, laughing, then crying...
My mind is full of all the bad things I experienced after I got sick. I can't eat, drink, or eat spicy food like normal people. Even if I am careful and careful, I still can't control my body.
Cancer cells inside!
I also particularly envy those who can eat, drink, and run freely...
But I can't show it yet, because I'm afraid that others will see the fragility in my heart, I'm afraid that others will sympathize with me, I'm afraid that others will look at me helplessly...
But now, it doesn't matter.
Maybe, soon, I will leave them forever...
So, at this moment, when I saw the scene full of laughter and laughter in the room, I was actually happy, from the bottom of my heart.
When I was about to finish smoking a cigarette, An Lan suddenly came to the balcony, and I subconsciously put out the cigarette butt.
She came to me, put a scarf around my neck, and said, "You are sitting on the balcony, aren't you cold?"
"It's okay, wear thick clothes."
"Are you crying?" She looked into my eyes and said.
If it were before, I would never admit that I cried. I would definitely say that sand got into my eyes.
But it didn't matter now. I nodded and said to her: "I am so happy that I cried with joy."
An Lan then looked at the lively scene in the room, a touch of sadness suddenly appeared on her face, and then she gently held my head into her arms.
Because I was sitting, she was standing in front of me, so she could just hold my head.
Neither of us spoke anymore, and I knew she wanted to use this method to soothe the pain in my heart.
In fact, I am not in pain, really, because I have already prepared for it.
That day, it's just sooner or later.
Until Gao Sheng also came to the balcony, he handed me a cigarette and said: "Boss, why do you come outside alone to blow the cold wind? Come in and brag together."
An Lan said to him: "Don't give him cigarettes, he has just finished smoking a cigarette."
Gao Sheng then took back his cigarette and asked me again: "Boss, are you feeling unwell? Why do I feel that something is wrong with your face?"
"I'm very fine, don't worry about me, just go in quickly and don't come out to avoid drinking."
Gao Sheng said with a smile: "The boss still understands me. This Chen Dajiang can drink really well, but my wife can also drink, let them go solo."
"Can Zhu Ling drink it too?"
"Yes, you don't know that she is a Tibetan. She grew up with highland barley wine. This Maomao wine is completely trivial to her!" Gao Sheng said very proudly.
An Lan answered: "Drink less, I think you are all drunk."
"I'm done drinking. My wife is still early. Today I will ask her to teach this boy Chen Dajiang a lesson on what it means to be able to drink."
I've seen Chen Dajiang's drinking capacity. Liquor starts at two pounds, let alone beer.
If Zhu Ling could reconcile with him better than him, that would be so awesome.
I suddenly became a little interested, so I said to An Lan: "Come on, let's go in and join in the fun and see who gets fucked by the other in the end."
So we went into the house together again, and I sat back at the dining table. Zhu Ling and Chen Dajiang were already playing the game of fifteen or twenty.
Everyone stopped drinking, and they were the only ones who could hardly tell the difference.
An Lan said to them: "You two drink less. If you can't drink it, don't drink it."
Chen Dajiang was already in a daze: "Sister-in-law, I'm fine...it's not in place yet."
Zhu Ling also said: "Sister-in-law, I'm fine too. I drank more than I do now when I was an adult."
So the two started fucking again, and it was so hot. Seeing them having so much fun, I wanted to join in.
If I hadn't been ill, I would have definitely joined them, even though I might not be able to drink them.
Chen Dajiang is indeed no match for Zhu Ling. Even though he has defeated Zhu Ling several times in the game, he cannot win against a Tibetan girl who grew up drinking highland barley wine.
Finally, Chen Dajiang finally gave in!
This is also the first time I've seen him give in when it comes to drinking in the long time I've known him.
And he still lost to a woman, but it’s not shameful because Zhu Ling is a Tibetan girl.
We all had enough to eat and drink, so we sat together chatting about life and laughing.
And the children were playing their games in the living room...
It felt so good. I sat next to them and looked at them.
We played until very late and then sent our friends off one after another.
The room suddenly became quiet. An Lan went to the kitchen to wash dishes with Aunt Wang, and Li Ruixue also went to help.
Xiaoman and Yangyang had already gone to bed, and Cheng Xiaohu and I were sitting in the living room chatting.
It wasn't until late at night that we fell asleep one after another.
An Lan was too tired that day. In the afternoon, she and Aunt Wang cooked a large table of dishes together. After eating, they cleaned up and were busy until 11:30 in the night.
After washing, she fell asleep not long after lying on the bed. I couldn't fall asleep yet, so I kept holding her until sleepiness came over me, and I fell into a deep sleep...
I don’t know how long it took, but I started to dream.
I dreamed that An Lan and I had a wedding. This dream was so real that I could clearly see everyone who came to our wedding.
Soon, we got to the stage of exchanging rings.
But the situation suddenly changed. The originally clear sky suddenly became violently windy. I was so fascinated by the dust rolled up on the ground that I couldn't open my eyes, but I still tried my best to open them.
But through the opening, she saw An Lan holding up the hem of her wedding dress, running with bare feet further and further away...