The Miao village after heavy snowfall is like a fairyland on earth, so beautiful.
We lit a fire in the yard, and Wu Nanxing, myself, and Mr. Wu all sat by the fire to warm themselves up.
Listening to the crackling sound of the firewood, it seemed that the whole world had quieted down, everything was so harmonious and peaceful, I was intoxicated.
Even though I have to face painful treatment at night, I still enjoy this atmosphere at the moment.
Quiet, warm, not too many noisy sounds to disturb you, not so much intrigue to face.
The sunshine after the snow shines on my body, making it warm and very comfortable.
"Xiao Chen, you have been in our Miao village for a week, right?"
Hearing Mr. Wu's voice, I came out of my comfortable state, nodded and said, "Well, it's been a week."
"how do you feel?"
"It's great! No wonder there are so many old people in the village. It's really suitable for retirement."
Mr. Wu picked up a piece of firewood from the fire, lit the pipe in his hand, and said with a smile: "Why don't you go back? It's in our village."
I smiled and replied: "I really want to live here forever, but I have a family! People, can't they only consider themselves?"
Mr. Wu nodded in agreement and said, "You can call your family members here. Everyone in the village welcomes you."
In fact, it's really nice to be able to live here all the time. This is a paradise, the "Peach Blossom Island" written by Mr. Jin Yong.
But, I still have children, they have to go to school, and they have a future.
It would be unfair to the children if they were selfishly brought along.
So although this place is nice, I would not choose to live here forever.
After a moment of silence, I said, "I will consider it when my two children grow up."
Mr. Wu should also know what I mean, so he won't ask any more questions.
But a moment later, he suddenly said to me: "Xiao Chen, do you think this is okay? After you recover, can you take Nan Xing to a big city to see the world?"
I glanced at Nan Xing. She was listening obediently, just like a child listening to an adult.
I looked at Mr. Wu again and said, "Mr. Wu, I heard Nan Xing say you won't let her come out!"
"Yes, I have not allowed her to go out since she was a child. She has been simple-minded since she was a child. The outside world is too complicated. I am afraid that she will be deceived."
On the contrary, Wu Nanxing's innocent and simple character would be easily deceived if he really went out alone.
Mr. Wu paused for a moment and then said: "But now that she has grown up, it's time to go out and have a try. She can't stay in this Miao village with her mother and me, two half-broken people, don't you think?
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"I think...it depends on what Nan Xing thinks."
Then, Mr. Wu asked Nan Xing: "Nan Xing, do you want to go out with Brother Chen to see the outside world?"
Wu Nanxing glanced at me first, hesitated for a moment, and then nodded.
So I said: "Okay, after I am cured, Nanxing can go to my city with me, and I will take you out to see the outside world."
Mr. Wu said with a smile: "If you have a chance, help Nan Xing find a good family. She is not young anymore. Her mother was already married to me when she was her age."
"Mr. Wu, what age are we in now? We don't want to do the same old things anymore. Nan Xing is still young and she has just grown up. I think we must choose our future partner slowly."
"What's there to choose from? I kept choosing, and in the end, the good ones were chosen by others."
I laughed again and said, "Nan Xing has to be willing to do that! You can't force things like this."
"Yes, yes, what I mean is that if you are suitable, introduce her to her and get to know her."
I looked at Nan Xing, and she lowered her head shyly.
This morning we sat by the fire and chatted. The atmosphere was very good. It was also the first time I felt such a comfortable atmosphere after coming to Miao Village.
But when I thought about the treatment at night, I started to feel pain again.
I couldn't help but ask Mr. Wu: "By the way, Mr. Wu, after last night's treatment, why did my head only hurt? I didn't feel anything in my body?"
"It's not clear, but the fact that you can endure it proves that your body can still accept this kind of high-intensity treatment."
I sighed and said, "Now when I think about the treatment at night, I break out in cold sweat."
Mr. Wu smiled and said comfortingly: "Don't be afraid. If you think you can get through this, everything will be fine, right?"
"That's all I can think about."
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I'm afraid of returning, but I still have to bite the bullet.
Just like last night, after dinner, Mr. Wu asked me to change clothes an hour later.
I have never been so averse to taking a bath. Standing next to the wooden barrel, looking at the dark potion, I already felt a headache before I even entered.
"What are you doing standing there? Take off your clothes and go in." Mr. Wu urged me.
Although I knew that the potion was the same as last night, I still asked: "Mr. Wu, is this the same as last night?"
"Well, it's the same, don't be afraid. How can you treat it if you're afraid?"
I no longer hesitated, took off my clothes, and sat in the barrel.
Just like yesterday, I didn't feel anything at first, just like normal bath water.
But I know that the medicine will start to take effect in half an hour.
Sure enough, I started to feel something after half an hour.
The strange thing is that today I don't have a headache, but my whole chest feels like it's crawling with bugs.
However, this feeling is different from yesterday, because it is not intermittent, but continuous, but it is not as uncomfortable as last night.
But I still couldn't bear it. It felt like countless bugs were biting open my skin, burrowing into my chest and reaching my internal organs.
"ah!……"
I screamed in pain again, and my body began to tremble violently from the pain. My head broke out in a cold sweat, I felt dizzy, and my limbs were weak...
I felt the feeling of being on the verge of death again, and even felt like I couldn't breathe.
When Mr. Wu saw this, he asked me the same way as last night: "Is it okay? If you really can't stand it, just come out. Don't resist."
"No, it's okay...I can still...can do it! Ah..."
My howl resounded throughout the house, and I felt like the entire Miao village could hear my scream.
Every time when I can't stand it anymore, I start to think about those beautiful pictures and try to divert my attention.
But the pain was so painful that I was not in the mood to think about anything else. I could only bear it, and then kept telling myself in my heart: Just get over it.
So, I hallucinated again.
But this time the hallucination was of a woman wearing transparent clothes dancing in front of me.
Her dancing posture was beautiful, and her green-white fingers teased me like a little snake in front of me...
I looked at her quietly. That transparent dress wrapped her body as white as jade, it was really unreserved.
She is light and airy, and so am I.
Just when she was about to sit down in the barrel and become one with me, Mrs. Wu's urgent shout came to her ears.