I nervously asked my mother: "Mom, you...you know everything?"
My mother nodded and replied in a deep voice: "I know, Weiwei came so far away to pick me up this time, and my in-laws were so polite to me, I felt it was not simple... How could they have been so polite to me after so many years?"
It's better, I can see all this."
When my mother said this, I felt relieved. I thought she had discovered the affair between me and Liang Jing.
After my mother was silent for a while, she continued: "Mom will not get involved in your affairs from now on. Liang Jing is a good girl. You and she can live a good life."
I nodded heavily, and the corners of my eyes suddenly became moist.
I always felt that my mother didn't understand me and always thought she was a good person. I even lost my temper with her over this matter today.
Now it seems that my mother actually knew it in her heart, but she wanted me to start a family too much, so she ignored some of my feelings.
That night, my mother held my hand and talked to me a lot. She also said not to worry about the past, but to look forward and not think about how much money I could earn, as long as it was enough.
Liang Jing had already tidied up the room, but she did not come out to disturb my conversation with my mother.
It wasn't until we were done talking that Liang Jing came out and called my mother into the room she had just tidied up.
After my mother fell asleep, Liang Jing came out. She stood opposite me, with her hands in the pockets of her pajamas, looking at me with a half-smile.
But I didn't dare to look at her, because I was destined to sleep in the same room with her that night.
Soon, Liang Jing walked over to me, sat down in front of me, and asked me: "How is it? Is my acting okay?"
I lit a cigarette and said while smoking: "It's really good. Thank you Liang Jing, you helped me a lot."
"Small problem, but how are you going to explain it to your mother in the future?"
"We'll talk about the future matters later. She's just worried that I won't be able to find a partner as I get older, so I just let her rest assured."
Liang Jing chuckled and said: "It should be easy for you men to find them when you are older. As long as you have money, it will be fine, but us women can't!"
"Women can still do it! As long as you have money, what kind of young meat can't be found?"
As soon as I finished speaking, Liang Jing put her hand on my shoulder and said with a smile: "How about my sister taking care of you?"
"Fuck you," I threw her hand away, rolled my eyes at her and said, "I'm not a young man, I'm an old man."
"Ouch! But I just like eating bacon, it's so delicious..." As she said that, she leaned towards me again.
I instinctively moved to the side and said to her: "Be more serious and don't cause trouble!"
"Don't you know I've always been like this?"
I took a deep puff of my cigarette and said seriously: "To be honest, you really helped me a lot today, and you really made my mother very satisfied."
"That's necessary. An excellent daughter-in-law like mine can't be found even if she puts up a lantern."
"Stop putting gold on your face and think about how we can sleep tonight?"
"How else can you sleep? Are you sleeping in a separate room with me? As long as you are not afraid of being exposed, I don't care."
I thought about it seriously and finally said, "Otherwise, I'll go to the hotel later and I'll just come back early in the morning."
"Chen Feng, what's wrong with you? Does it make you uncomfortable to sleep in the same room with me? I don't think it's a big deal as a girl. Can you do it like a man?"
Also, it doesn't matter if she's a woman, so why should I be reserved if I'm a man?
But that's how I am, I only have An Lan in my heart, even if she leaves me now, I still think of her.
So if Liang Jing and I sleep together now, even if we do nothing, it will still be equivalent to spiritual cheating for me.
I didn't dwell on the matter and insisted, "That's it. Give me the key later and I'll be back early tomorrow morning."
Liang Jing didn't continue to talk to me. She rolled her eyes at me, threw the key to the house to me, and then went back to the bedroom.
I continued to sit in the living room for a while, and I didn't leave until my mother fell asleep completely.
I just found a hotel near the community and slept there...
Tonight, I dreamed of An Lan again.
I kept dreaming about her these days after she left, sometimes good, sometimes bad.
Regardless of whether it's good or bad, I miss her so much that I still dream about her every day.
I wonder if An Lan, who is far away overseas at the moment, also dreams about each other like me?
Will you feel as uncomfortable as me?
No, it definitely won't, otherwise she wouldn't have made such a decisive decision.
I suddenly developed a fear of women, they are so difficult to understand.
And I am not a man with particularly good conditions, so I always feel that I am in a very passive position in the love process.
I really don’t want to be abandoned by a woman again. This experience will make me doubt the whole world.
I hate this feeling and even want to give up on myself because of it.
This is a sign of depression. I know it's terrible, but I can't help it.
I still slept fitfully that night, and I woke up at half past five in the morning.
But the summer sky was already bright, and my mother was probably awake too. She was used to staying in the country and often got up very early.
I was worried that it would be hard to explain if I just went back like this, so I bought some breakfast at the gate of the community.
When I returned to Liang Jing's house, as soon as I opened the door, I found that my mother was indeed awake and busy in the kitchen.
I walked to the kitchen door and called her, and my mother asked me: "Afeng, why did you get up so early?"
Co-author, my mother didn't know I wasn't at home all night, she thought I just got up.
I raised the breakfast in my hand and said to her: "I went to buy breakfast. Mom, please stop doing it."
"You went out to buy breakfast so early?"
"Well, I know you got up early."
"You kid, please sleep a little longer!"
Facing my mother's concern, I felt very uncomfortable because I lied to her.
After asking my mother to come out for breakfast, my mother asked me to call Liang Jing.
I said no, she usually sleeps in, and she will do it when she wakes up.
So my mother asked me to be nice to Liang Jing and not to be busy working all day like before.
My mother is right, I used to be a workaholic.
But it’s not that I don’t have family in my eyes, it’s that family that makes me feel no warmth at all.
After breakfast, my mother planned to go back to the countryside. She was not used to living in the city.
Before leaving, she asked me to tell Liang Jing. I didn't want to tell Liang Jing because her mission had been completed.
But it happened that Liang Jing walked out of the room at this time. She seemed to have heard what we said.
As soon as I came out, I asked my mother: "Mom, are you going back now?"
"Well, I have to go back. There are still chickens and ducks at home that no one can feed."
"Oh! You should play a few more days! I'm also going to take you to Fairy Mountain to play. It just so happens that I have nothing to do these days."
My mother smiled kindly and said, "No, I'm glad to know that you are doing well. Please take care of our A Feng more in the future. He sometimes has a bad temper, so don't take it to heart."
"I know, Mom, we will all be a family soon. We have also been hurt in marriage and we all know how to manage a new relationship. Don't worry."
"Okay, as long as you're fine."
"Mom, wait for me and I'll take you to the station."
Ten minutes later, Liang Jing changed into clothes, washed briefly, and without putting on makeup, she took her car keys and went out together.?