I thought she would hesitate for a while, but I didn't want her to just shake her head and say, "You can eat it yourself."
I still don't advise her, she just hasn't reached her limit.
When I ate it myself, the meat was so tender. Although it had no flavor, it was full of protein!
Wang Yi didn't even look at me, but he picked up the wild fruits I picked back in the morning and ate them.
I killed another rat all by myself, and naturally threw all the bones down the mountain to prevent wild beasts.
Of course, I also set a trap at the entrance of the cave. If a wild beast comes, it won't be that easy.
After I had eaten and drank enough, I said to Wang Yi: "Keep the fire under control. It must be kept at this level. It cannot be too high or too low. I will take a nap."
"You...still taking a nap?"
"That's not the case?"
Wang Yi looked at me speechlessly and said, "Do you really call this place your home? Are you still in the mood to take a nap?"
After I lay down slowly, I took a long breath and said, "It's not a big deal, but it's important to preserve your physical strength. Now that you're here, you'll be in peace... Go to sleep."
I had another dream, a dream still related to this island.
I dreamed that the rescue team never came. In the blink of an eye, Wang Yi and I had been trapped on this island for more than ten years.
We even built a hut on the island, and even planted food and vegetables in an exaggerated way...
What's even more exaggerated is that I actually had a child with Wang Yi.
As a result, our efforts of more than ten years were suddenly destroyed due to a tsunami.
A child was also killed by the tsunami. Wang Yi couldn't bear it and committed suicide by jumping off a cliff.
I woke up, my mind was still a little blank, and I stared at the stone wall for a while before returning to reality.
I sat up and looked at Wang Yi, she was still scratching her back.
"Is it still itchy?" I asked.
"Well, I don't even know what's going on. I'm really desperate!"
I took a look at the Chinese medicine in the stone pot and saw that it was not ready yet.
I said to her again: "Keep it patient, this Chinese medicine is no better than Western medicine, you have to take it slowly."
"I can bear it, but I'm afraid it won't help if I drink it. That would be really desperate."
"Then let's pray that the rescue team finds us quickly!"
Wang Yi said with great regret: "If I had known the result would be like this, I definitely wouldn't have done that."
"Stop being so cool, let me tell you something humorous to make you happy."
"Do you still have the heart to tell jokes?"
"Why are you looking so sad? I know you're feeling uncomfortable right now, but be happy, in case you feel better."
"Then tell me!"
After I added a piece of firewood to the fire, I said, "I had a dream just now. I dreamed that the rescue team failed to find us."
"Is this a happy thing?"
"I didn't say it was a happy thing! I said it was a humorous thing."
"Haha, it's not humorous at all, I just feel hopeless!"
"Then in the blink of an eye, you and I have lived on this island for more than ten years. We even built a house and grew some vegetables and grain... We even have a child. Do you think it's a joke?
"
Wang Yi was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed again: "That's a bit ridiculous, it's impossible."
"Leaving aside the impossibility, don't you think why I would have such a dream?"
"Why?"
I shrugged and said, "I don't know, maybe it's really foreshadowing something!"
"No! It doesn't matter to me, but you are different! You have a family, children, and a company..."
I sighed and said: "Actually, I have figured out a lot of things in the past few days here. Life is just a formality in this world. Everyone has his or her own destiny... In fact, I have already died twice.
of people.”
"I know that once you were hunted down at the border, and then you were rescued by the Cheng brothers and sisters. What about the other time?"
"I have stomach cancer! Don't you know?"
Wang Yi frowned: "I don't know, when did it happen?"
"Just last year, it was quite serious. I went to many big hospitals at that time, and the doctors said that I could prepare for the funeral. They even told me the approximate time."
"what about now?"
"Now..." I paused and then said, "I can't say that everything is cured. I can only say that it has been relieved and I can live another ten or eight years."
"Isn't it? You...you didn't lie to me?"
I smiled, looked at her and said, "We are both like this. Does it make sense for me to lie to you by saying this?"
After saying that, I sighed again and continued in a different tone: "So! This is all fate! There used to be a man named Li Liyang. He asked me if I believed in fate? I told him I didn't believe it... If he asks now
I, I will tell him that I believe it."
"But if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be here."
"You are right, but this is also fate. I have formed a relationship with you before."
"Why are we talking about Buddhism?"
I smiled and said: "I don't believe in these things, and I don't believe in Buddhism even now, but I think some quotations in Buddhism are really philosophy, and they are the philosophy of great enlightenment... If I have the chance, I may really go to the temple to be a Buddhist monk."
A devout Christian."
"The more you talk, the more outrageous you become!"
"It's outrageous, but isn't that what life is all about."
After saying that, I waved my hand: "Forget it, let's not talk about this anymore. It is indeed getting further and further away... But if you talk to me about these things, don't you feel itchy anymore?"
"Hey! It's true, I just came here just to talk to you."
"Look, I said it works. It's called distraction."
"Anyway, Chen Feng, I really thank you."
"Stop! I won't say anything rude to you. I'm not helping you. I just want someone to talk to. Anyone can do it."
Wang Yi smiled bitterly again and said: "I know... Actually, when you just said that if you have the chance, you want to go to the temple to become a devout believer, I suddenly had an idea just now."
"What? You want to become a nun?"
"Yeah." She answered very simply and simply.
But the simpler it is, the more it proves that she really has this idea.
I have no intention of discouraging her. Perhaps, this is her future destination.
I smiled and said no more.
Looking at the sky outside the cave, it has been dyed red by the setting sun.
Today's sunset is beautiful, like spilled oil paint.
I couldn't help but come to the entrance of the cave, looking at the sunset on the horizon and watching a group of seagulls passing by at low altitude on the sea.
Suddenly I remembered a poem: The setting clouds and the lonely owl fly together, the autumn water is the same color as the sky.
It is so appropriate to use the phrase "temple" to describe this situation and scene.
Wang Yi also came to the entrance of the cave, looked at the sunset, and sighed: "It's so beautiful!"
"Yes! I don't know if An Lan can also see such a beautiful sunset."
Wang Yi turned to look at me and said, "Do you miss her?"
I smiled and said nothing, and she continued: "Sometimes I really envy An Lan..."
"I also envy me. How could I be able to become husband and wife with her? How could I be able to let her give up such a big family fortune and come to me and be willing to be the woman behind me? How could I be able to let her spend these few years
They are all taking care of their children at home..."
"Indeed, if I were An Lan, I might not be able to do it."
I am silent.
Wang Yi said to himself again: "I still remember that time in Chengdu, I told An Lan how I was not as good as her in front of her, but she didn't answer me at that time... At that time, I felt that I was no worse than her, but now
Only then did I realize that I am not as good as her in any way."
"You have your own good, she has her own, everyone in this world is unique."
"This comfort makes me feel quite good, haha."
I stopped talking to her and turned back to the cave.
But just when I was about to sit down, Wang Yi suddenly screamed: "Ship! Chen Feng, hurry... look! There is a boat..."