After Chen Dajiang and I finished talking about this, I felt a very strong sense of exhaustion in my heart.
This made me close my eyes, but the moment I closed my eyes, I suddenly saw my innocent self.
At that time, I concentrated on studying technology. I always felt that as long as the technology was good, I would not have to worry about having no business or making money.
Later, I realized that connections and resources are very important, and I started to make friends from various industries.
Later, I discovered that everything boils down to the struggle between human hearts.
Perhaps at that time, all technologies, all means, and all methods will no longer be important.
I have changed, but this transformation comes from experiencing too many struggles among people.
This time, I don't know who is the final winner.
I don’t know how much devastation I will bear if I lose?
It is possible that I really have to replace it with a resort town, which may even involve Yalan Clothing.
But, I have no choice.
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That night, Chen Dajiang took care of me in the ward. We chatted a lot, but it seems that since we met, we have never had such an open-hearted chat.
I said to Chen Dajiang: "Dajiang, actually I have always thought that we are quite similar."
Chen Dajiang smiled and said: "Brother, how can I compare with you! I would be very satisfied if I were half as capable as you."
"No, please don't say that. Everyone has their own advantages, and your advantages are exactly what I don't have."
Chen Dajiang gave another wry smile and said: "Brother, I don't have any advantages! It's just that you drove me to the top."
"Then do you regret knowing me?"
"I don't regret it!" Chen Dajiang said without hesitation, "I really don't regret it. If I hadn't met you, I might still be a street kid now..."
"Not necessarily, capable people will shine no matter what industry they are in."
"Brother, to be honest, you are the only one who has ever looked up to me since I've been this old... To put it bluntly, even Gao Sheng still thinks that I, Chen Dajiang, rely on sideways."
Chen Dajiang said, and smiled bitterly: "Actually, it's normal. For someone like me, who didn't graduate from junior high school and was a street liar before, who can believe me?"
"Others don't believe in you, but I do! I've been optimistic about you from the beginning."
"Brother, to be honest, without you, I, Chen Dajiang, would not exist. I am committed to you for the rest of my life. No matter what happens to us in the future, my life, Chen Dajiang, will be yours."
"Don't worry, we will only get better and better."
After a pause, you asked him again: "By the way, Tong Xin, are you still in contact?"
Chen Dajiang shook his head and said: "No contact. She has betrayed me. Even if the child in her belly is mine, I am already extremely disappointed in her."
"Then what do you think now? I mean, you're old enough now, and it's time to start a family."
Chen Dajiang waved his hand and said: "Well, it doesn't matter to me if I don't think about these things now. In fact, it's good to think about being alone."
"Don't have such thoughts. You may think it's good to be alone now, but when you get older, you won't have such thoughts... Listen to me, and give it a try when you find the right one.
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Chen Dajiang doesn't listen to anyone, but he rarely objects to what I say.
After he nodded, you asked him again: "By the way, where is your sister? How are you doing? I haven't heard from you for a long time about your sister."
"She is doing well now. She has been admitted to the civil service and works in the Social Security Bureau."
"That's really good. Are you in love?"
"I heard that we talked about it. He is a colleague from their work unit. I haven't met him yet. I was talking about going back to meet him when we are free."
I smiled and said, "Okay, let's go back and take a look after the auction is over."
Chen Dajiang nodded, suddenly sat up from the bed, and said, "Brother, I'm going to go out and smoke a cigarette. You take a rest first. If you feel sleepy, go to bed."
"What you said makes me want to smoke. I haven't smoked in two days."
"How are you going to smoke in this situation? Come on when you're done."
"Just like this... open all the windows, then smoke at the windows, and give me a couple of puffs to satisfy my cravings."
Chen Dajiang said with a look of astonishment: "Is this... okay?"
"Okay, anyway, it's just us in this ward, and there's no one else."
Chen Dajiang is also the kind of person who doesn't like to follow the rules. He immediately agreed to what I said, opened all the windows, and then lit a cigarette by the window.
I haven't smoked in two days and I'm already getting sick just by smelling the smell of smoke blown by the wind.
Chen Dajiang hurriedly brought the lit cigarette to me and said to me: "Brother, hurry up. I'll go guard the door."
I took the cigarette, put it in my mouth and started smoking.
It's probably because I haven't smoked in two days, or maybe my head is not completely healed yet, so the first puff I took was almost taken away from me.
Enjoying the stimulation of nicotine, my depressed spirit was immediately released.
Smoking is indeed not a good thing, but old smokers like me can no longer live without it.
Just when I was enjoying nicotine, Chen Dajiang suddenly waved to me and said urgently: "Brother, stop quickly, the nurse is here..."
I was immediately at a loss. Chen Dajiang reacted very quickly. He rushed over and took the cigarette away. Then he quickly ran into the toilet, opened the toilet and flushed it down.
Before the nurse came in, he hurriedly used pillows to disperse the smoke that filled the air.
The next moment, the nurse came in.
There is no doubt that the nurse smelled the smell of cigarette smoke as soon as she came in, and immediately accused her: "You smoke?"
"Ah? No, no!" Chen Dajiang said, pretending as if nothing happened.
"You still say no, look at the smoke in the air, do you think I'm blind?"
Chen Dajiang suddenly grinned and said hurriedly as if to please: "Sister nurse, don't be like this! I just took two puffs and threw them away because I was so depressed... Really, I was wrong, can I never smoke again?
?”
The nurse glanced at Chen Dajiang, looked at me on the bed and said, "Don't you know there are patients? They are still smoking in the ward. You are still the family member who is accompanying you, don't you understand?"
The nurse said that Chen Dajiang was a little embarrassed, so I said: "It's okay, he just panicked because he was holding it in, and he really took two puffs."
"What's the matter? This is a hospital, where did you put this? Are there any rules?"
Chen Dajiang hurriedly smiled and said: "I really know that I was wrong. Please forgive me this time. I promise there will be no next time... I'll treat you to another day, okay?"
The nurse didn't say much more to Chen Dajiang. After checking my condition, she told me not to smoke in the ward before leaving the ward.
Chen Dajiang went to close the door and took a long breath. We looked at each other and smiled.
Smoking in the ward is indeed immoral, but for us who are in our fourth year, this may be our youth.