After saying that, she sighed again: "That's all, I'd better be smart. If you can't hold the sand, just throw it away."
"It's okay for us to be friends, but it's not reliable to be lovers. Don't talk about this again." I said to Liang Jing seriously.
Liang Jing's expression also became serious. She looked at me with a deep and melancholy expression. After a long time, she slowly said: "Chen Feng, I, Liang Jing, have never loved someone like this in my life. I know that he doesn't like me, but I still love him anyway."
You have to stick to the belief in your heart. Actually, I don’t want to do this, but I can’t control my heart at all.”
Having said this, what else can I say?
The only reason why people are willing to wrong themselves is because they deeply love the other person.
In my silence, Liang Jing looked at me again and said: "Wrong love is like wearing shoes that are not suitable for you. My feet hurt when I wear them, but my heart hurts when I throw them away. Are you right?"
Once I didn't know how to answer, so I just looked at Liang Jing, and suddenly I felt a little sorry for her.
But if you don’t love, you don’t love. I can’t give her hope and then disappoint her.
"Why don't you say anything? Just reply to me. I'm the only one here talking. People who don't know think I'm a fool."
Liang Jing is always like this. When you think she is talking to you seriously, she suddenly says a few funny words to you, which eases the awkward atmosphere.
I finally said to her: "You are right, but not entirely right."
"Then just say it. There's no one else here anyway. Tell me what's in your heart and let me give up."
After I took a long breath, I said to her: "True love will not care about too much, will not give up because of distance, and will not stop because of no return..."
"Isn't that what I am?" Liang Jing interrupted before I could finish.
"Just listen to me, okay?"
"You say, you say."
After a slight pause, I continued: "The greatest sacrifice of love is fulfillment. If you don't love me, I will fulfill it for you. If you don't have this kind of sentiment, don't talk about love lightly."
"Oh...I understand, you mean to let me let you go, right?"
"You can think so."
"Then I know. I won't say anything anymore. My sister is sleepy. You can go out first."
"I told you not to talk about this, but you insist on talking to me about this, and now you're angry again?"
"That's why you're angry. I'm just sleepy. You go back quickly and I'll take a nap."
"Are you sure you're just sleepy?"
"Are you sure, are you sure, are you finished? Hurry up and leave!" Liang Jing suddenly roared at me.
This roar made me stunned for a moment, and even a fool could see that she was unhappy.
But I won't comfort her, because some fruitless relationships should be ended as soon as possible.
I left the ward, but I did not leave immediately. Instead, I stood outside the ward and secretly looked inside.
Liang Jing was lying on the hospital bed. She buried her head under the pillow, and her body suddenly twitched, as if she was crying.
Seeing this scene, I felt very uncomfortable.
I don't want to hurt her, but I don't want to let her down again and again, so it's better to make her sad earlier.
After standing at the door of the ward for a while, I left the hospital.
It was still early, so instead of going home, I went to a mental hospital.
I have been busy some time ago and have no time to come here. I haven't had time to tell her about the things at Xiaoqing's family.
In fact, I didn't think about how to tell her, and I didn't know how she would be when she found out.
After arriving at the hospital, I first met with Dr. Jia and asked her about the status of Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing these days.
Dr. Jia said that both of them are relatively stable. The hospital has been recommending that Zhao Liang be discharged from the hospital for treatment, but he himself does not want to go out.
When Dr. Jia took me to see Zhao Liang and Xiao Qing, they were playing a game that only they could understand. They were like two children, innocent and carefree.
Seeing them like this, I actually felt a little envious in my heart.
After a long time, I finally came to my senses and walked towards them.
"Zhao Liang, Xiaoqing, what are you playing?" I walked over and said hello to them.
"Are you here again?" Zhao Liang looked back at me and greeted me.
I nodded and said to him: "I have been very busy some time ago and have no time to come over. In fact, I wanted to come and see you early in the morning."
"Is your planet okay?"
I always thought that Zhao Liang's situation should be much better, but when he asked this question, I felt stupid again.
After being stunned for a moment, I had no choice but to nod my head and replied: "Okay, but the contents of your USB disk have no effect at all! It's full of garbled characters."
"Garbled code?!"
"No, did you disrupt it on purpose?"
"It's not me, I don't have it, it's someone else..."
I knew it was pointless to tell him this at this time, and he couldn't explain why.
I had no choice but to smile and say: "Okay, it's not you, let's not talk about this anymore. I came here today mainly because I have something to tell Xiaoqing."
With that said, I turned to look at Xiaoqing, smiled and said: "Xiaoqing, are you okay? Do you still remember me?"
Her situation is more serious than Zhao Liang's. Although we have met several times, she doesn't seem to know who I am every time we meet.
She hid behind Zhao Liang and looked at me with only her head exposed, looking nervous.
"Xiao Qing, don't be afraid, he is not a bad person." Zhao Liang then turned to Xiao Qing and said.
"Xiao Qing! Don't be afraid. I specialize in fighting monsters. Aren't you afraid of monsters? All the monsters outside have been subdued by me, so don't be afraid."
"Fight monsters, ah... fight monsters... where are they? Where are the monsters? I'm afraid, I'm afraid..."
She began to talk to herself crazily, and at the same time looked around in confusion.
"Xiaoqing, Xiaoqing, don't run around, the monster is dead!"
"Dead!?" Xiaoqing suddenly calmed down and looked at me unblinkingly with her big eyes.
I nodded heavily and said, "Yes, the monsters are dead. Your stepfather has been arrested by the police. You don't have to be afraid of him anymore."
Xiaoqing froze on the spot, looking at me with a somewhat demented expression, and said mechanically: "Dead? Really dead?"
"Well, your mother misses you very much."
After I said these words, Xiaoqing was completely stunned on the spot, neither crying nor laughing, with no expression on her face.
After that, no matter how we called her, it was useless. She seemed to have become a wooden person, without any movement or emotion except breathing.
When Zhao Liang saw this, he immediately called her several times, but there was still no response, even patting her on the shoulder.
I was so frightened that I quickly called Dr. Jia over and told him what had just happened.
Dr. Jia didn't know what was going on, so he had to send Xiaoqing to the treatment room and called several psychiatrists for consultation.
I suddenly felt guilty. Shouldn't I tell Xiaoqing this at this time?
It must be like this, she couldn't withstand the blow, that's why she became like this.
Zhao Liang was also extremely anxious. He kept leaning on the window and looking into the treatment room.
Suddenly he turned to look at me, picked up my collar, and roared: "It's you, you hurt Xiaoqing like this, why don't you pay me back to Xiaoqing, ah..."
I didn't push him away and let him grab my collar and growl at me.?